Anirudh's eyes dropped in shame as his inner voice mocked him with his own words. "Andhkaar mein bhi saath doge uska tumne yahi kaha tha na?" his inner voice said, the words echoing in his mind like a bitter reminder of his own failure.

He felt a wave of regret wash over him as he remembered the promises he had made to Bondita. He had vowed to stand by her side, to support her and protect her, no matter what challenges they faced. But now, it seemed like he had abandoned her, left her to face the darkness alone.

"Toh abb kyun uska saath chhod diya tumne? Tumne toh khud usse andhkaar mein dhakel diya" his inner voice asked, the question piercing his heart like a dagger. 

Anirudh didn't have an answer. He didn't know why he had pushed Bondita away, why he had broken his promises to her. All he knew was that he had been consumed by his own fears and doubts, and he had let them destroy their relationship.

He felt a deep sense of sorrow and loss as he realized what he had done. He had hurt the one person he loved, the one person who had trusted him and believed in him. He had broken her heart, and he didn't know how to mend it.

Anirudh's eyes widened in shock as his inner voice threw his own words back at him. "Kyaa kaha tha tumne, Bondita tumhare jeene ki wajah hai," it said, the words echoing in his mind like a cruel reminder of his own hypocrisy.

He had indeed told Bondita that she was the reason he lived, that she was the one who gave his life meaning. But now, it seemed like he had abandoned her, left her to face the world alone.

Anirudh's inner voice chuckled bitterly, the sound like a knife twisting in his heart. "Toh apni jeene ki wajah ko khudse door karke kese jee rhe ho tum Anirudh Roy Choudhary?" it asked, the question piercing his soul like a dagger. 

Anirudh didn't have an answer. He didn't know how he was still alive, still breathing, when the reason for his existence was no longer by his side. He felt like a part of him had been ripped away, like he was living in a state of limbo, unable to move forward or backward.

"Humare beech koi rishta nhi hai, tum sirf zimmedari thi meri abb woh bhi nhi ho!" He heard his own words ringing in his ear. The words cut deep into his heart, like a knife twisting in his soul. 

He had said those words to Bondita, the woman he loved, the woman who had given her heart to him. He had hurt her, rejected her, and pushed her away.

Anirudh's inner voice mocked him, repeating the words over and over again, like a mantra of shame. "Humare beech koi rishta nhi hai, tum sirf zimmedari thi meri abb woh bhi nhi ho!" The words echoed in his mind, a constant reminder of his own failure and betrayal.

Anirudh's eyes closed as he remembered the moment when Bondita returned from London. He had been so desperate to see her, to hold her, to never let her go again. But as he heard her words, "Sakha babu mein Bondita apki Bondita," he was reminded of the dushmani, the animosity and hatred that had been building up between their families for so long.

As he stood there, frozen in place, Anirudh felt a conflict within himself. A part of him wanted to run to Bondita, to sweep her into his arms and never let her go again. But another part of him was held back by the dushmani, by the hatred and animosity that had been building up for so long.

As he stood there, torn between his love for Bondita and his loyalty to his family, Anirudh felt a sense of despair wash over him. He didn't know how to reconcile his feelings, how to bridge the gap between his love for Bondita and the hatred that had been ingrained in him for so long.

Anirudh's eyes dropped in shame as his inner voice spoke the words that cut deep into his heart. "Dushmani mein uska kya dosh tha Anirudh? Woh toh yaha thi bhi nhi," it said, reminding him of the injustice he had done to Bondita.

She had been innocent, a pawn in the game of dushmani between their families. She had been a victim of circumstance, and yet he had punished her for it. He had taken out his anger and frustration on her, and he had hurt her deeply.

"Voh toh bass tumhara pyaar paane aayi thi Anirudh! Aur tumne kyaa kiya?" it said, reminding him of the way he had rejected Bondita's love and affection.

He thought about the way Bondita had come to him, with an open heart and a willingness to love and be loved. He thought about the way she had given herself to him, body and soul, and the way he had rejected her, pushing her away and hurting her deeply.

Anirudh's mind was torn apart by the conflicting emotions and thoughts. His brain argued with his heart, trying to justify his actions and decisions. "Arrey bhulu mat Bondita ke parivaar ki wajah se tumhare baba ki aesi halat hai Anirudh, woh kabhi theek nhi ho paayenge sirf aur sirf Bondita ke parivaar ki wajah se," it said, reminding him of the supposed wrongdoings of Bondita's family.

He thought about the way his father had been hurt by Bondita's family, the way they had supposedly betrayed and deceived him. He thought about the way his father's health had deteriorated, and how he was now mentally unstable and unable to recover. 

Anirudh's brain continued to argue with his heart, trying to convince him that Bondita's family was to blame for his father's condition. "Tumhare baba ki halat isliye hai kyunki Bondita ke parivaar ne unhein dhokha diya," it said. "Unhone tumhare baba ko barbaad kiya, aur ab woh kabhi theek nhi ho paayenge.

But as Anirudh listened to his brain's arguments, he couldn't shake off the feeling that something wasn't right. He couldn't help but wonder if his brain was just trying to justify his own mistakes and biases. He thought about Bondita, and how she had always been kind and loving towards him. He thought about the way she had cared for him, and how she had always been there for him.

Just as Anirudh's heart was about to argue with his brain, he heard a voice from downstairs, and his curiosity got the better of him. He rushed to the scene, his mind racing with possibilities, and was met with a shocking sight. Trilochan was dragging Bondita, or Vaijayanti as Anirudh knew her, towards the main gate of the RC Haveli. Anirudh's eyes widened in confusion as he took in the scene, his mind struggling to process what was happening.

"Kaka, aap yeh kya kar rahe hain? Vaijayanti ko aise..." Anirudh started to protest, his voice laced with concern, but Trilochan cut him off mid-sentence, his expression stern.

"Vaijayanti nahi hai yeh, Krishna Nagar ki koi jasoos hai," Trilochan spat, his eyes blazing with anger as he glared at Bondita. "Hume Vaijayanti ke appa ka phone aaya tha, woh humse maafi maang rahe the ki Vaijayanti yaha padhne ke liye nahi aa paayi kyunki uski maa ki tabiyat kharab ho gayi thi."

Anirudh's eyes darted to Bondita, who was standing calmly, a hint of defiance in her eyes. He felt a wave of shock wash over him as he realized that the girl he had come to trust was actually a spy from Krishna Nagar. His mind reeled with questions, but before he could ask any of them, Trilochan's next words dropped like a bombshell, leaving Anirudh stunned and speechless.

"Kon ho tum?" Anirudh asked, his voice firm and commanding, as he pulled out his gun and pointed it at Bondita. His eyes narrowed, his gaze piercing, as he waited for her to respond.

But Bondita remained silent, her expression unreadable. She didn't flinch, didn't blink, didn't even acknowledge the gun pointed at her. She just stood there, her eyes fixed on Anirudh, a hint of defiance still lingering in their depths.

Anirudh's grip on the gun tightened, his finger hovering over the trigger. He was taken aback by Bondita's silence, her refusal to answer his question. Who was she? What was she doing here? And why was she pretending to be Vaijayanti?

"Bondita Anirudh Roy Choudhary!" she finally spoke, her voice clear and confident, as she revealed her true identity. The words hung in the air like a challenge, a declaration of war.

Anirudh felt like the floor had slipped beneath his feet. His mind reeled in shock, his eyes wide with incredulity. Bondita, the woman he had trusted, the woman he had...his thoughts trailed off, unable to complete the sentence.