Messed Up

I know I messed up
Maybe your friends were
right after all, you deserve better
You deserve so much better than me
Than what I could give
You are an angel,
because everytime I see you
I see those wings behind your back
I see you shining in golden
And I still don't know
how to make it upto you, my love
My heart hearts when I heard you saying, I am making you cry too much
I am making you feel so horrible
that you never wish it even on me
It hurts so much that I wanna run
to the end of the world
and never come back
I really wants the best for you,
but I know I am not the best,
but still I can't make myself to let you go
Cause, my love, in this world
you're all that I have
You're all that I love
You're all I need
more than anything I could
And, I still don't know how to
make it upto you, my love

-𝐀𝐲𝐚𝐧