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k a y l a n i

it's halloween.

my moms were throwing a huge halloween party. family and friends. i hope no celebrity, because i would pass out. genuinely. i'm still the shy kaylani from a year ago.

billie and i make a year in three months which is so exciting for me. this is the girl i'm going to spend the rest of my life with and i put money on it.

for halloween costumes, my mom went as velma and my mother went as daphne. they were going to do a couples costume, but they looked damn good as velma and daphne. juliana and kyree dressed up as bonnie and clyde. she wore a black skirt with a slit on the side, a light brown shirt with like a bandana around her neck, a short blonde wig with a black hat and some like 80's high heel shoes, and kyree wore a black suit with a black hat and they both had fake toy guns. kylie and jayden dressed up as characters from grease. kylie dressed up as sandy and wore some red heels with her black outfit and had a fake cigarette and she wore a blonde curly wig and jayden dressed up as danny. finneas and claudia went as chuck and blair from gossip girl and finneas didn't want to dress up, but you can't come to my mom's halloween party and not dress up.

and then billie and i went as harley quinn and the joker, and yeah we looked fucking good together. the tattoos on billie's arm just made her outfit pop out more.

"so who's going?" juliana asked as we all began decorating the house for the party.

billie picked her and i's outfit and of course she would want to see me in short shorts and a crop top. i'm not uncomfortable, if i was, i would've told her..but jesus.

billie is a lil horny freaky fuck. tiktok 101.

"stop pulling your shorts down. it's supposed to be that short," kylie scoffed at me, hitting my hand softly and i pouted at. "do you wanna change into something else?"

"no," i replied, shaking my head. "i gotta get used to it,"

"you look beautiful," billie whispered to me, placing a kiss on my temple and i smiled.

"do y'all wanna see the list?" my mom asked us and we nodded. she pulled out the list from her phone. "these are celebrities. as y'all know, i'm a model and i have many celebrity acquaintances. if y'all don't want anybody to come that you're scared you're going to make a fool out of yourself...let me know,"

"ariana grande better not be coming and i mean that in the nicest way possible," i responded. "i grabbed her hand that one time but i doubt she knew who i was. i was like thirteen. and i would freak out about her album and continuously talk about her songs my hair, 34+35 and pov,"

"you need to relax," my mother giggled and i rolled my eyes jokingly.

my mom read out the list and goddamn did she know a lot of celebrities. she read the list for about two minutes and i was glad i didn't hear ariana grande, because i am so not ready to make a fool out of myself..not just yet.

"the list sounds good?" my mom asked and we all nodded. "alright. boys, duty on the set up outside and girls, we're inside,"

"sounds like slavery to me," jayden mumbled shaking his head.

"boy!" my mom said, popping him on the back of his head and he winced. "watch yo mouth in my house. go outside and hang things up. talking about some slavery,"

we all laughed and then jayden, kyree and finneas made their way outside while us girls stay inside.

"so a lot of celebrities are coming. you should get used to the celeb life, you're going to become one in like two or three years. give or take," i told my angel as we went into the living room and began changing the pillow and blankets.

"depends when i finish these songs. i want to finish songs..about like twenty before i want to like put out an album," she responded.

"i'll be your biggest supporter," i said with a big smile and she laughed. "i'll be like this my girl and nobody finna touch her!"

"baby you're a clown," she chuckled, sneaking a kiss on my lips and i smiled at her, putting my bottom lip between my teeth. "but, maybe i will talk to some. the weeknd is coming and he's such a good singer and he really knows how to rule a year,"

"yeah after hours was so good and blinding lights never got annoying. i love him so much," i responded. "but, my mom is never friends with celebrities who are problematic and be in the mix too much,"

we all stopped talking and played music softly and we began decorating the house.

i was in the kitchen with my mom and she gave me a look and i walked closer to her.

"keep this between us, but tyler the creator is coming," she told me and my eyes widened.

"billie is going to freak out. she literally loves him so much," i replied and she nodded with a smile. "and doesn't he have a crush on you?"

"yes," she chuckled. "but, this is for billie. she really loves him and she's going to go big once she shows the world her voice. she looks up to him so much and i just want her to be able to have somebody she really likes to talk about the music industry, ya know?"

"she's gonna appreciate this so much,"

and about two hours later, the whole house was decorated. my moms was going to call decorators, but she knew with all of us, we would do it well..and we did indeed. the front was amazing, the back and the inside.

there was food on the table, candy, other snacks and drinks. instead of the light being inside the living room and kitchen where everybody was going to be, my moms put up led lights and it made the whole scenery look amazing.

we all took pictures and did a touch up and made sure everything was okay and i got used to the short shorts. i looked really good as harley quinn.

and now it was 9:30 and a lot of people were here and the music was blasting.

"tyler's here," kylie whispered to me. "time to surprise billie,"

i nodded my head and smiled.

"bil, c'mon," i told my girlfriend.

she grabbed my hand and we walked throughout the crowd and walked into the living room where majority of the people were.

"he looks so familiar," billie said and i followed her eyes and i knew who she was looking at.

"do you know him?" i asked and she shrugged. "well, i know him, c'mon. let me introduce you,"

i walked up to tyler and i tapped him on his shoulders, and when he turned around, i looked at billie and her eyes widened. like literally.

"holy shit," she gasped. "dude..i didn't fucking hear your name on the guest list,"

"it was a surprise," i told her. "i'll leave you to it,"

tyler smiled at her and they pulled each other into a hug and they began having a conversation like they always knew each other and that made me so happy.

i walked back to the kitchen where my moms were talking to the older celebrities. i greeted them and excused myself and began talking to my moms.

"billie was shocked. they began talking like they knew each other for so long," i told them.

"i knew they would click so fast," my mother said and i nodded. "you enjoying the party?"

"yes! i feel more at ease, because ever since like last month when you said you were throwing a huge party, i thought my favorite girl was going to pop up here..but i'm so glad," i said, letting out a huge breath.

"awe, i'm your favorite girl?"

and then my heart stopped beating. literally.

i looked at my moms and they winked at me. i turned around and i was met with the familiar face. my favorite person on the earth, ever.

"oh my god. please tell me i'm hallucinating. please tell me like somebody put something in my drink that's making me see this," i freaked out.

"no," she laughed and then pulled me into a hug and i literally melted in her arms and hugged her back, wrapping my arms around her tightly.

"i'm hugging ariana grande right now, holy shit," i said surprised. i was never going to get over this. "girl...your album. your fucking album..i don't know how to explain it,"

"yes i heard you were crying while hearing the songs," she replied with the biggest smile on her face. "and i heard if you saw me, you would want to talk to me about pov, my hair and 34+35,"

"miss grande. pov made me cry..like sob my eyes out," i began. "34+35 had my mouth opened for the whole song and my hair..girl those whistle tones, you killed it. like i'm literally in love with your whole life. if i ever get married, please sing pov at my wedding..like i would pay you all the money i have for you to sing pov at my wedding,"

"of course," she laughed. "i still remember your face from when i grabbed your hand at the dangerous woman tour,"

"what?" i gasped. "how?"

"i knew you were aaliyah and lisa jackson's daughter. everybody knows who y'all are. i'm glad you get the space and privacy," she responded.

"there's been a few paparazzis, but like i barely go outside and when i do, i'm always with my girlfriend and we're usually like private," i said.

"where is billie anyways? i heard she's a future singer in the making," she asked.

"c'mon,"

i literally couldn't believe i had a whole conversation with ariana grande. i'm totally freaking out in the inside, but i didn't want to make a fool of myself..in front of FUCKING ARIANA GRANDE.

we walked to billie and tyler who seemed to still have their full blown conversation and i was so fucking proud of her, so so proud.

"babe!" i yelled over the music.

she turned around and her eyes widened when she saw ariana.

"they surprised you with your fav and then they did it to me," i told her and she laughed.

"omg hi," billie greeted her, pulling her into a hug and their height difference was so funny. "my girlfriend is so obsessed with you. she woke me up by trying to match your whistle tones in my hair..didn't go so well,"

"stop," i blushed.

"yeah she told me to sing pov when she gets married," ariana responded to her.

"gimme four years," billie said with a smile and i raised my eyebrows at her and she winked at me. "i was talking to tyler about the music industry. with the help of the jackson's and my brother, i really like thought about singing and i chose it as a career. but, i just want to learn more about the industry,"

"i'm not going to be straight up with you and say it's easy, because it's not..but, you have to have a good team. people you can trust you know?" ariana started and billie nodded. "but, i think you'll choose good people. but, the best part of being 'famous' is the fans, your supporters. they'll go out of their way to support you. to show you that they love you. being on the stage is amazing. you see faces, faces that bring you so much joy. whenever you can be down, you just always think about them, because they bring the most joy and they're the reason why you're the person you're going to become,"

and billie just listened to ariana as she continued talking about management, music, being in the studio and the way billie was so into it just showed me she really wanted to do this, and i was going to be there every step of the way. i was going to be her number one supporter.

after they had their talk and i also said things, it was time to really get the party started.

i've never felt this much joy. i was happy today and i didn't even take my pills and i just wanted to be happy for the rest of my life, but i knew it wasn't going to happen. i was going to try though.

"what's on your mind?" my angel asked me.

"the future," i responded. "we're about to go into 2021. i wanted this year to be the best, but we lost so many people this year. kobe, pop smoke, and chadwick. i just don't wanna lose anybody i'm close to. i don't wanna lose you bil. i don't wanna lose my moms, i don't wanna lose kylie and jayden, juliana and kyree or finneas and claudia,"

"you're not going to lose any of us baby," she told me, pressing a kiss to my forehead. "i'm forever with you. i love you more than words can explain. even if i'm not with you, you're forever mine,"

"forever?"

"always,"

and most of all..i didn't wanna lose myself.

and i was still scared. still scared of the same person who threatened me and i just had the worst feeling.

but only time could tell.

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this chapter wasn't all that, sorryyyyyy.

i had to bring ari in this cus ofc i have a reason, like why wouldn't i?

AND OMG ONE MORE FUCKING CHAPTER??? nooo i don't wanna leave y'all :( that's why i took so long to upload a chapter, i'm sad and i'm gonna cry :(

what y'all think gonna happen in the last chapter? let everything out.

but i mean .. is there one more chapter left ???

– armani 🦋