Song of the chapter: LOVE DON'T HATE IT by DUNCAN LAURENCE

Dedicated to ShadowOfBlade7 because she gave the idea for the date

THIS BOOK IS PUBLISHED AS ORIGINAL DRAFT, IT'S NOT EDITED SO THERE'S A LOT OF MISTAKES BECAUSE I DIDN'T RE-READ CHAPTERS OR CHECK GRAMMAR BEFORE. I AM ALSO REWRITING THIS, I'M STILL NOT SURE IF THE NEW CHAPTERS WILL BE POSTED HERE OR AS SEPARATED, NEW VERSION.

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Friday

Harry took his Loubear in the new shopping centre. Louis thought it was too much as Harry wanted to pay for everything, but he was quick silenced with Harry begging him to leave it and saying it is okay because he wants to spoil him and take care of him.

Louis was thinking he was so happy. He had someone he loved with him, that someone surely had feelings for him and that someone swore to protect him, love him and to take care of him. It was enough of a reason to cry.

His whole life he was asking himself if he does something wrong that no one wanted him and abounded him, but now is different. He has someone special.

That is how the quys found themselves in a bathroom, Harry running his hand on Louis' back while the other one cried. He couldn't believe it.

After that little moment, they went out and started to look around. Louis eyes practically glued to one of the shirts in the shop window. When Harry saw what his love is looking at, he immediately pulled him in the shop.

Lou went to look at that shirt as saleswoman made her way to Harry, straightening her blouse and skirt. Harry rolled his eyes. Womans.

She was prepared to say something flirty but as soon as she tried to speak Harry told her off. No, he didn't say he was gay, she obviously knew who he is, but he said he is taken, not saying anything more and walking to Louis.

"We can go out, there is nothing here for me."

Harry was confused. Really confused.

"What, why? I thought you like that shirt. Is there no your size? We can ask, maybe there is in a back -"

"No, no, no, there is. But... I don't have that money, it is too expensive," he said shamefully.

Harry's jaw was touching the floor. Did he really think I wasn't serious when I said I'll pay? He couldn't believe him. Did he really think that...

Harry started to shake his head, grabbed the item Louis was watching and took it to the cash register. He could hear Louis shouts of protest, he was sure everyone in the centre could.

Saleswoman looked at them weirdly but charged the item. Louis was pulling Harry's sleeve, telling him not to pay but Harry wasn't having it. He thanked the woman and left with Lou.

Louis was giving me a silent treatment. He was still mad at me for buying that. I don't know why he is so mad. He likes it and I bought it. I know he like to pay for himself but sometimes he can let other do something nice for him. It is not a sin.

I don't know what to do. Normally I would buy some jewelry, but that would be again spending money on him which he doesn't wanna. But I don't care. I'm gonna get him something, not that expensive. I know he would still be angry but I'm going to make up for it.

I'm gonna buy him something special, and then take him somewhere where I'm sure he'll like it. I lead him to the food court, told him to wait for me, order a food and left to the store I have in mind.

After searching for perfect special gift, I happily came back to Louis. But my smile was turned upside-down when I saw him. His head was down, but I could see his red puffy eyes and hear little sniffles.

My heart broke in that moment. Oh nooo, he didn't think that I left him for good, hasn't he? I hurried the rest of the way to him, throwing the bag on the table, causing him to look up. I sit next to him and take his hands in mine.

He looked relieved, confused and happy all in one. I gave him a small smile and said nothing, I just took the box out of bag and put it in his hands. I got a disapproving look but I keep on smiling, gesturing him to open it.

Let me tell you, the smile I got was - is - worth anything.

I thought he left me. I know, I know, he wouldn't do that. I was just stupid, crybaby. I can't helo but feel like there's gonna be situations someone, or Harry, is gona think I'm just using him. But I know the truth, hopefully he knows it too.

I couldn't believe what he got me. When he came back to the food court, I couldn't concentrate on anything but his gentleness and concern so I didn't even see the bag. I still don't like that he spend money but I guess I have to get 'used to it' as he says.

Anyways, he got me the necklaces. Well one is for me and other for him so we can remember this day, this time.

Mine is the one with diamonds because he said I'm his precious so I deserve it. I'm gonna wear it with pride, every time I'm gonna see it, my mind will be full of memories. I am sure of it.

And I'm still not happy (yea what a news haha) he payed for every item we bought. I'm not going to lie, I like every single thing I decided to take.

Louis' and Harry's matching shirt

Louis' casual style

Harry's new suit for meetings

Louis' little fancy outfit

Their new suits for special occasions

Anyway, we are on a way to 'special place'. I'm trying to think what it could b— MY OH MY! Amusement park. How long has it been since I was there? Too long if I can't remember it.

I was sure my eyes were shining. I threw myself on Harry, giving him a kiss on a cheek, saying 'thank you' over and over again. We went hand in hand to buy the tickets and then the fun began.

We went on a few rides, all near the ground. I must confess, I'm afraid of heights. I mean, few meters are nothing, but like the rides that are who know how high... It's a problem. Til now I successfully avoided to go on a big ride, which I don't know name. But it is very high and it's flipping upside-down. You know, train of death or whatever it's called in different places.

Something like that. But not quite. It's different. Anyway, Harry insist we go,but I don't wanna. Especially since it's night time. I don't have a chance but to admit my fear. It's not like I'm ashamed...

"Harry... I can't go on that thing," I told him straight forward. We were already in the line, it was almost our turn.

"What, how do you mean you can't go there? It's not like... Are you scared? Really?" It wasn't funny or judgemental 'really'. It was ful of understanding and love. But I could see he wanted me to try and he wanted to go. So when he smiled, and pulled me to go, I didn't. He looked confused.

I just hold his hand, when the ticket guy called us, I gave him our tickets and let Harry sit, me next to him. He was just looking at me. I smiled, squeeze his hand harder taking a big breath and closing my eyes when I felt we're moving.

Suddenly, I felt arms around me, my head pressed against hard chest. Harry was holding me to comfort me. His hand played with my head a little. It didn't help a lot when we upside-down and quicken the speed,but the feeling of Harry, with my closed eyes, was almost all I could concentrate on.

When we were slowing, I pecked out from my place. Harry was smiling at me. We were still high, but I wasn't that scared. I could hear other people screaming like I was.

When we got to the end and left the ride, I was hyped, full of adrenaline and suddenly I wanted to go again. Harry felt the same way. So we went again. Then we went for cotton candy and Coke.

It was late, around 22pm or so. I saw a Ferris wheel and suggested that for the end we go on it. And let me tell you, the view was amazing. Since it was late, all the lights were turned on and London looked more beautiful than it is.

You probably guessed, but I'm gonna tell anyway. On the top, we kissed. And it was amazing. He had some chapstick I couldn't tell exactly the taste. He, obviously, had dominance, exploring my mouths. It was gentle yet rough.

I was exhausted. I almost told him to carry me. He probably would if I did that. When we got in the car, I fell asleep quickly. Before I did, I told him to drive longer, I don't want to go home because he wouldn't be with me.

Louis fell asleep almost immediately. I notice the small shaking so I turned the heat up. The colder time was coming.

I did what Louis asked me for. I drove around for a half hour more than needed so he could have rest. But I know he could have do that at his house. Beside, I heard him say I wouldn't stay with him. But I would if he asked.

So I decided to take him with me to my place. I'll call for him at work and let him sleep in.