okay so I'm gonna rant for a quick second

because something is wrong with my brain

idk if this happens to anyone else I mean it probably does but like this makes absolutely no sense to me

so I feel really comfortable in bathing suits, maybe it's because I grew up going to the beach and live by the coast and how I have a boat that I'm pretty much always in a bathing suit in the summer

like this is me in my prime

this is my favorite bathing suit actually <3

BUT

when I look at myself in the mirror in my bra and underwear I'm like EW NO GET IT AWAY

and yet they're basically the same thing???

idk this is weird I hate it

anyways going back to the beach for two weeks in ten days and I'm so excited 😍😍😍

thanks for listening to my weird little thoughts

baby boy comes back soon <3

OKAY LOVE YOU BYE MWAH