𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖔𝖓𝖊
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can't be mine

╚════ .✾. 내 것이 될 수 없다.✾. ═══╝

The hard rain hit the windows and the roof. The loud dripping being heard through the walls. Thunder boomed, startling the brunette and causing him to drop his glass of water.

"Aish!" He grumbled annoyingly. "This is the third one today."

He kneeled and began picking up the broken pieces, hissing once a knock on the door startled him yet again.

"Now who can be knocking at—" staring down at his watch, he let out a sigh. "Eleven sharp." Throwing the pieces to the trash on his way to door, he wiped his sweaty and bloody hands on his dark sweatpants.

Taking a look through the peep hole, he saw nothing but darkness.

"The hell?" He smacked his lips together and pondered whether or not he should open up or not. "Probably just some neighboring kids pranking."

He moved his hand away from the doorknob and started to head back towards the kitchen, halting in place once he heard a small cry.

"It's all in your imagination, Namjoon." He told himself softly. "Nothing to worry about."

Just as he had reassure himself, he walked into the kitchen. But as the cries increased, Namjoon ran to throw the door open frantically. His chest heaving due to heavy breathing.

He let his mouth fall open, staring down wide eyed at the two babies crying.

"What the fuck."

Namjoon paced around the room, the two babies just watching him confusedly.

"Please hurry up, please hurry up." and as if his request was heard, rapid knocking followed by the door opening and being shut once again rang through his ears.

"Namjoon?!"

"In here!" he shouted, apologizing to the babies once they began to whimper due to his shout.

"What's wrong, hyung?" Jungkook asked, his hands on his knees as he tried to catch his breath.

"Joon," Jin spoke up softly. "What's in that basket?"

The other two that were behind stepped closer towards the basket in confusion.

"Holy shit." both said synchronized, their eyes widening in shock.

"What's up, hyungs?" Jungkook questioned confusedly, curiosity taking over him as he neared the basket. "Holy shit, hyung." He turned to glance at Namjoon with his mouth gaped. "Those are babies!"

"What?" Jin pushed Namjoon to the side and clamped his hand on his mouth. "Namjoon, what did you do?"

Namjoon ran his hand through his hair, "I don't know, hyung! Somebody left them out in my doorstep."

"Oh, look." Yoongi reached in. "They were kind enough to leave a note." He said sarcastically.

Namjoon bit his nails and stared at the note, "Read it for me please."

Yoongi shrugged and nodded, "To whoever gets this letter, I hope Kim Namjoon still lives here—"

Jungkook ooe'd softly, "They know who you are hyung."

"If this is Namjoon reading, these two are your children."

"I saw it coming." Hoseok smacked his lips, eyeing as Namjoon ran his hand down his face in frustration, even dropping to the floor in shock. Jin nodded at his statement.

Yoongi continued, "You probably won't remember me and that's fine by me. We had a one night stand after we met at Luck's Bar. You were drunk. Me? Not so much. But I always thought you were handsome, and I took my chance once you decided to buy me a drink."

"Is anyone coming to mind dumbass?" Jin asked the still-in-shock male.

All he did was shake his head.

"You took me to your home, and I left around sunrise to not get caught with you. A few months after that I found out I was pregnant. If it were for me, I would've aborted them."

"Abort them?" Yoongi growled. "She knew what she was doing and didn't expect any consequences?"

"Yoongs, relax." said Hoseok. "For all we know, protection didn't work. Or she was just scared. You can't blame a girl for that."

"Yoongi, just keep reading."

Yoongi sighed but obeyed his hyung, "However, I was too far into the pregnancy already. My best option was to give them up for adoption. This might make me sound like a terrible mother, but I love these two more than anything. I'm a broke college student with toxic parents and a toxic boyfriend. I have no money, I have too many debts. I don't want them to grow up as I did. Poor, hungry, and bullied because of it. Namjoon, please take care of the boys. The really adorable chubby cheeked one is Kim Jimin, the other cutie is Kim Taehyung. Give them the life I couldn't."

"You see?" Hoseok raised a brow at Yoongi, who muttered a small apology.

"They can't be mine." Namjoon said, still sitting on the floor with his knees close to his chest.

"I hate to break it to you, hyung." Jungkook said with a small smile as a grinning Taehyung played with his fingers. "But this little cutie looks just like you."

"Awe so cute." Jin cooed at baby Jimin, who shouted in excitement at the new attention. "Yeah, they're yours. You can tell by looking at them, but you can still go get a DNA test if you don't believe."

"Joon," Yoongi made the brunette look up at him. "What are you planning to do?"

"Hyung..." Namjoon nervously bit his lip. "They can't be mine. You don't understand, I–"

"You made a drunken mistake, Namjoon." said Yoongi. "And you might not remember, but you have two responsibilities now. I can't say anything in the matter because they're yours. So I guess that whatever decision you make... we'll support you."

"I... I want to give them up for adoption."

The four eyed each other sadly, but said nothing else.

"If that's what you want." Jin said softly, drifting his attention back to Jimin who was kicking his legs wildly with a cute smile on his chubby face.

"It's not." Namjoon muttered.

"What?" They asked confusedly.

"If they're mine– I don't want to give them up for adoption, but..." he played with his ring, not daring to look up at them. "I don't know how to take care of babies. Much less become a single parent to not one but two. I destroy everything I touch... what if I end up hurting them?"

"Are you serious?" a loud laugh left Jin's lips. "Jeez, Joonie, we're a little hurt right now."

"It's not funny. I literally don't know what to do."

"Don't worry." Yoongi rolled his eyes. "This is why we're here. Dumbass."

"What do you mean?"

"It means we'll help you raise them. That's what brothers do right? Help each other?" Hoseok smiled.

"You got it, hyung!"