The late afternoon sun bathed the room in a golden glow, streaming through the half-drawn curtains. Joong leaned against the edge of the sofa, his fingers idly playing with the loose threads of a cushion. I sat across from him, their knees almost touching, the air between them charged with an unspoken tension.

"You know," Joong began softly, his voice tinged with a hint of nervousness, "you make it really hard for me to focus on anything else when you're around."

I raised an eyebrow, his lips curving into a teasing smile. "Oh? Is that so? And what exactly am I doing to distract you, Joong?"

Joong let out a quiet laugh, rubbing the back of his neck as his gaze flickered to mine. "Existing, mostly," he admitted. "You just... have this way of pulling all my attention without even trying."

my smile softened, the teasing edge replaced by something more genuine. He leaned forward slightly, their knees brushing, sending a jolt of electricity between them. "I guess that's fair," he murmured. "You do the same to me."

For a moment, neither of them spoke. The silence was thick with anticipation, the distance between them shrinking as their gazes locked. Joong reached out hesitantly, his fingers brushing against my hand. I responded immediately, lacing their fingers together, his grip warm and reassuring.

"Joong," I whispered, his voice barely audible over the pounding of their hearts.

"Yeah?" Joong's voice cracked slightly, and he chuckled nervously.

"Are you going to kiss me, or should I do it myself?" My tone was playful, but his eyes were serious, searching Joong's face for an answer.

Joong didn't respond with words. Instead, he leaned in slowly, his free hand rising to cup my cheek. Their breaths mingled as their faces drew closer, and then, finally, their lips met.

The kiss was soft at first, tentative and sweet, as if they were testing the waters. But the hesitation melted away quickly, replaced by a growing urgency. Joong tilted his head, deepening the kiss, and I let out a quiet sigh, his hands moving to Joong's shoulders to pull him closer.

The world outside faded away. The only thing that mattered was the way Joong's lips felt against mine, the way their bodies seemed to fit perfectly together, as if they had been made for this moment. Time slowed, every second stretching into eternity as they lost themselves in each other.

When they finally broke apart, their foreheads rested together, both of them breathing heavily. i opened my eyes, my gaze soft and full of warmth. "You really are terrible at hiding how you feel, you know," I teased gently.

Joong laughed, the sound low and full of affection. "I don't think I need to hide anymore," he replied, his thumb brushing over my cheek.

"Good," I said, smiling. "Because I don't want you to."

Joong leaned in again, his lips brushing mine in another kiss, and in that moment, nothing else in the world mattered.

pond swung open the door in a haste "what the-" pond said getting cut off quickly and we pulled away from each others lips "uh." I said quietly also embarrassed at being caught in this "pond what are you doing?" Joong said annoying that he interrupted "JOONG?!" pond said confusing while standing in the doorway "oh my gosh." Pond said running and closing the door.

"what was that about?" joong laughed "honestly no clue." I giggled and we laughed together while the sun glared into the room.

I really hope this does last but I know he's one to have an argument again so I'm not surprised.

we went for a walk in the cold autumn, I only a shirt because I thought it wouldn't be that cold "dunk are you cold?" Joong asked with a soft tone of voice "yes." I smiled "stupid." Joong laughed and took off his coat putting on me.

"oh you didn't have to do that." I smiled and giggled by his actions "but I did anyway." Joong said with a smile.

we walked to the park and I found some flowers "do you like these?" I asked joong "you expect them not to die?" Joong asked "well they will but they are pretty." I said "take them then." Joong smiled as he looked around.

at least I know that joong cares for me still even if he looks mad, he loves me.