A sudden touch brought me back to the present. His fingers intertwined with my wrist and lifted me away from his face.

'Stop that.' he looked at me coldly as I lifted my other hand and brushed it across his face. His jaw tightened.

'Give me a reason why and I'll stop.'

I could see he was grinding. Suddenly, with his hand holding mine, he yanked me towards him. I almost fell on my chest. He put his other hand on my waist and leaned in close. Our lips were only a few millimetres apart.

'What...' I looked at him in shock.

'So why? ' he asked, and I nodded my head, 'Honestly? ' I nodded again, 'I have a simple reason, and that is...' 

My pulse is racing. My heart in my throat. I couldn't concentrate. It was too close. I looked at his lips. They attracted me too much. What should I do? Kiss him? That's not possible! It would kill me for sure! But just... I swallowed hard. I looked back into his dark eyes. I just came to talk to him. But somehow I'm drawn to him involuntarily. His cold, yet warm touch almost burns my skin. His soft, silky hair caresses my cheek. And his pleasant scent reaches almost to my bones. It completely captivates and carries me away... 

'I have a very simple reason for this, and that is...' he repeated again and suddenly I didn't even realize what was happening. I was completely shocked. Everything froze around me. Is this really happening to me or am I dreaming? What should I do? What should I do?

D's lips were on mine. It was cold, but still warm. Hard, yet soft. Careful, yet passionate. He pulled away from me and looked deep into my eyes. I was completely stunned. The man standing in front of me is... really D? 

He suddenly stepped away from me and headed for his bed. I went after him. I caught his arm and turned him towards me. I clung to his neck and pulled him down to me. Now I kissed him. He returned it immediately and begged with his tongue for entrance, which I immediately gave him. He lifted me by the waist and took me in his arms. He sat on the bed with me. I pulled away from him. I watched his eyes. They were so beautiful, shimmering with desire. Every thought and feeling was written all over his face. It was an incredible sight.

'I...' he began in a hoarse voice. I watched her curiously, 'I have no idea what to say.' he ruffled his hair and... D for the first time, but... is he embarrassed?!

'You're embarrassed now? ' I chuckled, and his embarrassment disappeared. His eyes now reflected something else.

'We need to talk.' he changed his tone to serious and then put me on the bed. 'Why did you come out of the supply room when you're not quite well? ' he looked at me with his hands folded. I almost couldn't believe my ears. Is he seriously changing the subject? Okay, this really has to be D...

'Do you really want to talk about this now? ' I asked back, a little tense. I really didn't understand the quick change. We were kissing before and now it's my turn... This man is really driving me crazy! 

He nodded firmly. I sighed. I nervously ruffled my hair. I don't understand! I didn't want to talk to him at the moment! I mean... Oh, my God! What am I saying?! Of course, I just came to talk to him! I need to find out things.

'I'm fine now, as you can see.' I shrugged and lay back on my bed. I wasn't calm at all. My body was still on fire from the previous events.

'Uh-huh...' he looked at me as if he didn't believe me, 'V said you were overdosing on painkillers.'

'V, did he really tell you?! ' I sat up from the bed nervously. V, we're going to have to count for that!

'Yes and he said you were together.' 

I'm completely white. Now what? What is he talking about? And I'm with... V? Did V tell him about our little kiss that happened by accident? He didn't...

'That's why I called you here, to...' he would have said, but I cut him off.

'Stop it...' I said quietly. I didn't want to hear any more. Enough was enough, maybe even too much...

'I'll tear you apart.' he finished his sentence.

I lifted my head, but with such a force that I thought it would fly off. HOW WHAT?!

'What... what?! ' I was getting more and more confused. Now I didn't understand the V thing or the D thing.

'I don't want that creep anywhere near you.' he said, so tense that if words could kill him now, V would be dead.

'Are you jealous? ' I asked with a smile hiding at the edge of my mouth. Is he really jealous now? I can't believe it! This night just keeps getting better and better.

'Me? ' he pointed at himself then looked away from me for another point 'No ' 

I groaned. Of course he did.

'D, you are.' I slowly stood up and walked towards him 'Admit it! ' I started to suck his blood, my smile getting even wider.

'D-don't come any closer! ' he said threateningly. And I heard him and moved even closer. 'Stop right there Yana! I mean it! ' he pointed his index finger. I giggled again.

'What if I don't? ' I raised my eyebrows and bit my lower lip. I was enjoying the fact that he was now an open book to me and I wanted to savour every moment of it.

'Trust me, you don't want to know! '

And I wanted to know more than anything!

I slowly licked my lower lip. I was standing in front of him. His gaze fell on my mouth and then back to my eyes. I saw his little tilt, which I instantly seized. 

'Why did you hurt Lilith and the other new...' I would have asked, but his bitter voice froze the word inside me.

'BECAUSE OF YOU! ' he cut me off and pointed at me. His face alternated between sadness and anger.

I was shocked by his sudden emotional outburst.

'Why D? ' I couldn't believe it. He had seriously hurt so many people, but all because of... me? In fact, he had not only hurt them, he had... killed them.

'Because...' he looked away from me. No D! We're not playing this game! I wanted to draw attention back to myself, so I clung to his neck. His muscles tensed right away under my touch. 'Irrelevant...'

'D! It's not! Just like it's not...' Now I was stuck. Oh, no... I almost let something reckless slip out of my mouth.

His eyes went straight to me. They almost put a hole in me. 

'I'm listening ' he said, as he began to caress my face with his fingers. I swallowed hard. Here we go again... His touch instantly set my body on fire. I got goose bumps. My pulse skyrocketed. I was gasping for breath.

'It doesn't matter...' I turned away from him, but I could still see a slight pain crossing his face, but there was no turning back. I needed to stay as strong as possible, though with him it almost seemed the hardest thing to do at the moment. I tried to put my legs neatly together until I reached his bed and then sat down on it. 'What was the relationship like between you and my father? ' I turned to one of the most important things I wanted to talk to him about after the newcomer abuse. I was both nervous and scared of his answer. My mouth was already dry with anticipation. What takes so long to spit out a stupid answer?! I nervously caught his eye. Come on!!! 

He raised his eyebrows mockingly. He enjoyed having things in his hands now. The little...

'Why do you care? '

'Because ' I snapped. A playful smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, making me even more nervous.

'I see ' he said simply and then stepped closer to me, 'How about spending the night at my place tonight? '

I froze. Does he really think I'm stupid or a doll? I couldn't decide which. He laughed a good laugh. Out of nowhere, my anger was washed away in his voice. I looked at him in amazement. I want to commit every millimeter of what I see to memory, because I don't think I'll ever see anything like it again. Little dimples appeared on D's cheeks and the sound that rang through the room like some fairytale music. 

'You look at me like you're seeing nightmares! ' he started sucking my blood. A faint blush began to appear on my face. 'Nothing, I wouldn't do anything to you, just... talk.' he sat down next to me and then his hand slid over my arm. A good tingling ran down my spine. Oh my God! I seriously have no control over my body! 

Why don't we do more? A voice in my head asked. Its proximity stirred something in me again. I wanted to be even closer to him. I sat closer to him, just a breath away, but just enough to see every muscle in his body tense. It only made me more drawn to him. Agust D, you have no idea what an effect you have on me...

But as much as I wanted to give in to my heart, my brain was stronger now.

'But then really tell me everything.' I looked at him defiantly. He flashed me a sexy smile that made my heart beat almost twice as fast. I swear, if he keeps this up, I'm gonna have a heart attack...

'That depends on...' he smiled and then put his hand behind my back and leaned in close. His warm breath brushed my face. And his scent immediately hit my nose. I'm seriously going to die here before I know anything. 'what I feel like doing.' he said and then he put his lips on mine. I couldn't resist. I let him take me. But who do I want to lie to? Obviously, more than anything, I wanted this, that is... him. 

Longer episodes are now expected, like this one. Hope you enjoy 🥺❤️