It was morning when we got ready to visit the hospital to get the surgery date . I just hope to get a super soon date or maybe not , what happens if I don't survive , I will not be able to see virat again even , dadu - dadi , my kids . we will go to my house after returning from the hospital I am really missing everyone .

Getting ready in a simple salwar-suit I made my way out of the bedroom . Mumma , papa , dada , dadi and virat everyone were waiting for me . Virat made up some excuse saying we are going for a drive .

maa took me in a one crahing hug . She cupped my cheeks in her hand " take care beta "

" Maa we are going out for a drive " i said

" I know but still take care of yourself and virat take care of her " maa said still stroking my cheeks .

" Virat drive safe and slowly " Dadu said in a authorative tone .

Then everyone took me a hug , strange !!

But i felt loved .

We bid byee to everyone and made our way towards the car . Virat held my hand throughout the drive . I smiled looking at him .

We didn't had to wait for more time . Reaching his cabin
DR mihir eyed me dangerously and i pleaded him with my eyes. Even rohan was standing there giving me a dangerous look . Whats wrong with them .

They look like ready to kill me anytime with their glares .

They conducted some test . and later

"Looking at the reports i can tell that we can proceed with the surgery , we have to proceed as soon as possible . " He said making virat nervous .

" Why Mihir is anything wrong "

" Look virat I am not going to lie , her repots are not good ."

Gayi baish pani mein .

" the rate of getting the successful is really low but you know what the fault is mine I was an idiot to get manuiplated by this little girl here " .

" What happened why are you saying like this ,"

I gave him my pleading eyes but he royally ignored it . Amaira you are done. Virat will be very hurt if he gets to know the truth , why didn't i tell him earlier.

If dr mihir will tell him the truth then he will be very angry on me and angry virat is a very dangerous virat.

Virat gave me a look and i couldn't really figure out what it meant.

"Be Clear doctor". Virat said dangerously.

"You remember one month when you both came to me and i said that the surgery can't happen as the senior doctor is not here and she is not in a condition to be operated and we took a month ....

.....i lied" he completed and i face palmed myself.

"What?" Virat shouted.

"You did what dr . You call yourself a doctor. What kind of a shitty doctor works in my hospital ".

"Virat" i tried to inturprupt but he didn't listen.

"You lied . She could have died because of your fuck lie in fact she can . Oh god!!!"

"Virat he is not at fault , it was me ".
I said suddenly looking down closing my eyes scared of his reaction.

When i didn't hear anything I look up to meet his eyes which was numb , it had tear in it . I couldn't anymore face him . Having some courage i said
"I said him to tell you all that. But virat i can explain..."

I tried saying but he stromed out of the room. I quickly followed him.

"Virat"

"Virat" i kept calling him while he gave me deaf ears . My chest started having some pain but that is not my concern right now , hell!! It was never my concern.

My first priority is virat i have to explain before he goes crazy over his anger and hurt himself.

"Virat" Reaching the parking lot i stand before him sandwich between him and the door of the car .

"Move" . He said in a dangerous voice which honestly scared the shit out of me but its not the time to get scared i have to handle what i did .

"No first listen to me " . I said keeping my hand on his chest as he was about to open the door.

" I wanted to spend sometime with you , you know i had veey less rate chance of survival i didn't wanted to die so soon. Earlier all i could think was of dying but not anymore , i wanted to live but i was scared what if i didn't survive in the surgery What if i die ? I became selfish for a moment i wanted to be with you even if it was for a month. I wanted to be your wife , although i had my own identity but being mrs virat gave me more happiness and more satisfaction then my whole life ever did . I didn't wanted to imagine what will happen to you if i was gone . I was scared , so scared that i will not get to be with you if i had the surgery.

I was not strong at that time. I was ready to loose myself to you but not seeing you wait for me . I was ready to die hundreds of time but not ready for you to see me die. I did it and i am not sorry about it because if spending time and craving for you is selfish then i am fine being called selfish. "

I completed and now i was a crying mess , he was tooo..

I spread my arms and hugged him . He cried on me . He wiped his tear .

"Let's go we need to leave , everyone must be waiting ". He said wiping my tears.

I looked at him .

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I am not cutting onion are u ?

I cried so much while writing this chapter 🥺🤧

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