DILEMMA

𝐴𝐿𝑂𝑁𝐸. That was the word Indira described her world once upon a time.

But she preferred it to be that way as she grew. Friends weren't everything to her a few months ago. She liked sitting alone and working alone knowing she couldn't get backstabbed or talked about at any moment about her personal life.

Sure she had one drama queen she'd talk to from time to time, but it's not like they would do anything due to indiras demeanour being scary, that is what the drama queen would say.

It's not like she likes being alone, she loved it.

But she also loved drama, even the drama that included herself. It was always amusing hearing new things from time to time about herself.

She was either in the shadows or in the spotlight.

Indira didn't know which one she loved more.

But it made sense when you knew her family, her family of drama queens. Each one individually has their own spot in that category.

Indira liked being alone as she had grown up without much comfort, but didn't mind it, even when she was sobbing into her pillows at 2 am wishing she did have that comfort.

At least that's what she said to herself.

She made many sane choices, all of them resulting in her victory which wasn't known as she picked the choice she always liked more.

Buying girl scout cookies or slamming the door in their faces. She ended up buying them due to the lack of inventory in her house and smiled at the happy faces of the little girls.

Stomp on the homeless with dirty blonde hairs for bumping into her with her heels or give him a dirty look.

She had chosen the first option as she had walked into Larusso's car place, dropping a single coconut fudge Carmel on the ground making her pissed off.

Clearly he didn't like it and almost resulted in doing karate, Indira knew too well of that.

So many choices she'd choose to make with her preferred outcome and yet.

This still was her most questionable one.