(No one's pov)

The three of them left the penthouse and went to a place Areum has picked. When they got there a tall woman with business clothes met them at the front door. She made everyone feel uncomfortable, she just had this stare they didn't like.

She rolled her eyes seeing them walk in the building and followed. Areum checked Jungkook in and they went to a back room where a designer was waiting. She was ok until she saw Taehyung and sighed. She thought they split up, and remembered Jungkook and Jimin getting together because it happened in the middle of lunch.

Taehyung recognized her and tried to avoid eye contact. The last time he saw her was a few days before he left Jungkook and she was under him. The tension between them made Jungkook feel uncomfortable. He remembered what it was like actually being Taehyung's boyfriend.

He remembered how alert he had to always be, how much he needed to pretend he didn't know about what was happening. She left to get the suits and Jungkook sat far away from Taehyung.

She came back and handed it to him. Jungkook came back in the suit and looked at himself in the mirror. He liked it but it wasn't his favorite. They went through all of the ones he thought looked good until he found the one he liked.

He bought that one and left the building. Jungkook dropped off Areum at her house and drove both him and Taehyung back to the penthouse. He rushed up to his bedroom and locked the door the second he got home and cried.

[]1 year and 7 months ago[]

I has been 3 weeks since Taehyung broke up with Jungkook and he isn't taking it well. He hasn't slept much and hasn't eaten at all. At some point he decided to go back to school since he can't just avoid it forever, it was their last year and he would never see him again anyways.

The teacher found out about what happened after she talked to Jungkook about it and made sure they didn't get paired in any projects. But today when he got there, extremely tired and hungry Taehyung wasn't there.

Jungkook knew what he was most likely doing but tried to ignore it because of how tired he was. Jimin came up behind him and hugged him tightly to comfort his best friend. Jimin put a apple on Jungkook's desk and Jungkook just pushed it away.

He hasn't eaten in forever but doesn't want to because he still has the "be perfect for him" mentality. Jungkook started to feel dizzy and blinked a few times to stabilize himself, but it didn't work.

"Kook...are you ok?"

"Yea.......I'm...fin-"

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He still remembers how painful it was the whole week he was in that hospital. They forced food down his throat because he wouldn't eat, there were so many long weeks of therapy, and he Jimin had to supervise him at all times to make sure he was eating and keeping it down. His body felt so sore all the time.

After a couple of hours Jungkook got up and unlocked his door. He went downstairs for a glass of water when he felt someone hug him from behind. Jungkook knew it was Taehyung and tried to push him off. Taehyung's grip only got tighter though.

"Let go."

"No, not until you tell me what happened. Not until I know why you were up there so long."

"I-I just needed to think. That's all..."

"About what?"

"It's nothing important."

"If it made you cry like that then it was obviously important."

"It was just about when you left. That's all, now leave me alone for a bit..."

Taehyung picked Jungkook up and laid him down on the couch. Jungkook looked up as Taehyung crawled on top of him and rested his head on Jungkook's chest while hugging him.

"Tell me everything. I want to know what you went through, tell me how much you hate me for doing that to you."

"Where do you want me to start."

"Where ever you want."

"Fine, I mean I wasn't over you then and it got into my head long before you left that I have to look perfect at all times, meaning dying my hair, losing weight, personality changes, clothing changes, just everything. So because my brain didn't realize it happened yet I still had that mentality. When I tried to move on a failed and ended up in a loop. That loop caused me to just quit eating all together. It got so bad that I ended up passing out in the middle of first per-"

"So you were the person the paramedics were loading into the ambulance...?"

"Yes now shut up and let me continue. Anyways, turns out I was in a coma like state for 5 days and Jimin didn't leave for even a day. They said I woke up twice but I don't remember it. But when I woke up they told me the reason was that I hadn't eaten in 40 days and my body was starting to eat itself for energy. It took 3 months of therapy before I could even leave and get back to class. I barely passed highschool. Then it took another year with a dietitian, psychiatrist that specializes in these kinds of issues, and Jimin to get me to have a chance at being alone. Even now you're here because he's scared I will revert back."

"Holy shit..."

Jungkook noticed him crying and hugged him tightly.

"I'm so sorry Jungkook. I-I didn't mean too make you hurt this bad. I should have never left you." Taehyung said. "I was so scared of loving someone again that I put you through that."

"It's ok now, just the fact that you're here and listening to what happened. Plus I trust you again and that's something that I never I thought I would do again after what happened. I...care so much about you, ok?"

"Yea, me too. No matter what happens, I'll support you."

They laid ther cuddling for who knows how long until Taehyung noticed they needed to get to the studio. Just to make sure the set was right. It's easier to change a set the day before plus they needed to practice.

When they got there the director and Hoseok met them outside. Everyone went into the house to make sure it was set up the way it should. The house looked great for what they were filming and now all that was left was to get the lines of what they were doing and practice at home.

"Ok, so you two are both amazing actors. We have established that. But we need to make sure that kiss scene looks authentic. Like you guys are normally like this, you know?"

"You literally just want to watch them make out Seonghwa."

"Jung Hoseok!" He yelled.

"Park Seonghwa!"

"Hobi Hyung calm down, it's ok. I'm fine with it."

"Are you sure Kook? He is your ex after all."

"You told him?"

"Well yea, me and him have been friends since college and we met while I was still going through everything."

"Oh ok..."

"Hey he doesn't hold anything against you."

"Hug me to apologize."

Jungkook giggled and hugged him. Hoseok watched them in silence with a small smile on his face. No matter what they were before he could tell they genuinely cared for eachother. Seonghwa tapped Hoseok's shoulder and pointed at them.

"Isn't he dating someone else?"

"Yes."

"Are they poly or something. Because I can tell you I only hug Wooyoung like that. That's not a bestfriend hug."

"As far as I know he and Jimin are monogamous. Jimin is very protective over him so unless all three or four are involved with eachother it wouldn't work out for them. Jungkook loves Jimin more than life itself so he couldn't cheat either."

"Ok, V, Jk we need to get moving. After this scene you two can leave and we'll start recording tomorrow." Seonghwa said. "First I need to make sure you hold eachother correctly."

"Seonghwa are you sure-"

"How far do you want it to go."

"I was thinking a full on make out, you two look like the type to pull that off with no issues."

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