Uncontrollable rage
TW: mention of SA
(Still Yoongi's POV)
In the late evening I woke up before Jimin which was very odd because I was really tired last night. I lay there thinking about how to actually help Jimin without stalling, because I know that Taehyung and Namjoon really hurt him by apologizing but stabbing him in the back really hurt him. I don't know exactly what Namjoon did but he probably hurt him physically and mentally because that's more his forte than doing just one or the other.
After thirty minutes Jimin started to wake up too. He looked up at me and smiled. I smiled back and gently rubbed his side.
"Did you sleep well?"
"Yeah, it was a great nap. I feel better."
"That's good." I said still rubbing his side.
"Mhm." He said yawning.
"You're still tired huh but we should get up and get something to eat."
"Nooooo, I don't want to get up." He whined, making me smile slightly.
"Let's go you big baby." I teased, getting out of bed and pulling him with me.
"Fine but only because I want to and not because you made me get up." He mumbled as we went to the kitchen to make food.
As we walked in Hoseok and Taehyung were arguing but quickly quieted down when we walked in.
"We were just getting a quick bite to eat before bed since we missed dinner." I said in a tone that they shouldn't argue with.
They moved out of the kitchen and into the living room to talk. I decided to order take-out as a prepared beef bulgogi for tomorrow, just in case he and I don't eat with the others. I sliced the beef really thin and set it aside so I could make the marinating sauce it would have to sit in for a couple hours. I grabbed the ingredients I would need to make the sauce. I went to the cupboard and grabbed gochujang, rice wine vinegar, sesame oil, brown sugar since we didn't seem to have honey, ginger, garlic, red pepper flakes, and freshly grounded black pepper. I measured it all and put it in the bowl and mixed it. I put it into a deep pan and made sure the thin slices of beef were covered in it before putting it in the fridge. Jimin was looking at me in shock as I was able to put it all together.
"It has to marinate for a couple hours, so unless you want to wait that long, I ordered take out and it should be here soon."
"Thank you. You really didn't have to. I feel bad for wasting all your money."
"Don't worry about it, it was like $20.00. It's no big deal and I wanted to." I smiled softly as the doorbell rang.
I went over to the door and opened the door and gave the girl the money and wished her a goodnight. She smiled at me and said "you too" before going back to her car and driving away. As I watched her get in her car safely I closed the door and went back to the kitchen to Jimin with the food.
"The food has arrived."
"Ooooo what did you get?"
"I got a couple lamb sequers, some stew because I know you like that, some beef bulgogi for you to try and so you can tell me mine is way better tomorrow." I said flipping my imaginary hair over my shoulder, making him laugh quietly.
"Thank you hyung."
"Of course love, eat up." My eyes widened as I realized I called him 'love' out loud. I got some plates out and saw that his cheeks were red.
Note to self: he really likes nicknames.
We ate pretty quietly until he slowly put down his chopsticks and looked at me.
"Hyung, about the thing I told you earlier. I wasn't being completely truthful about what I meant. I mean I am nervous about the concert but that's not what I wanted to tell you. I mean I'm glad I did but it wasn't wh-"
"Woah Jimin, your rambling. Let's go somewhere where you're more comfortable and to get Bubbles hm?"
He nodded and we went to our room and he sat criss-crossed on the bed holding Bubbles and fidgeting with her ear.
"So what I wanted to tell you was something about Namjoon...."
"Okay." I said softly sitting across from him to give him space.
"Um... so when we were at the bar...." His eyes started to well up with tears and my heart started to race. No... don't say it... it can't be what I think it is.
"It's alright love, you're safe here. Take your time."
He took a deep breath and continued. "I got up to use the bathroom and Namjoon- hyung followed me in and he made me..." He sobbed again rubbing his eyes and holding Bubbles.
"I didn't want to hyung but he made me and I felt so helpless." He said sobbing and he came and fell into my arms. I hugged him tightly and kissed the top of his head. My heart dropped as he was finally able to tell me what happened.
"Shhh love, you're safe now, it'll be okay I promise." He nodded softly and hugged me and his bunny. We stayed like that until he was able to drift off to sleep. I gently tucked him in bed and kissed his forehead again.
"I love you sweetheart. I always have and always will." I whispered before marching out of the room silently and in absolute anger.
How dare Namjoon claim to love him yet do something so vile and so evil that not even Satan himself would do. I went through the living room since Namjoon's room was on the other side of the house and marched past Hoseok.
"What's got you so pissed?" He asked not looking up from his phone.
"Namjoon is what. He sexually assulted Jimin." I said angerly, trying to be quiet enough to not wake Jimin.
Hoseok put his phone down and looked at me in shock before speaking, "He told you about what happened in the practice room?"
"WHAT?!" I yelled quietly. "NAMJOON ASSAULTED HIM TWICE?!?!"
"Twice?" Hoseok asked.
"Why are you so calm about it? You should be just as pissed seeing that you claim to love him too." I hissed at him before going to Namjoons room.
He's going to wish he was dead.
I slammed his door open and he jumped in his spot on the bed.
"What the hell Yoongi!"
"Don't you 'what the hell Yoongi' me! You thought I wasn't going to find out what you did? You really thought you could hide it? I THOUGHT YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE SMART!" I yelled the last part as I yanked him off the bed by his arm and kicked him in the stomach.
"Get up tough guy. Pick on someone your own strength. Are you too afraid you'd lose." I sassed at him as I kicked him in the face as he was trying to get up.
"NOT SO TOUGH NOW ARE YOU!" I yelled kicking him again in his torso. "SAY IT! Admit what you did to my baby! TO JIMIN." I said dragging him up so he was on his knees. He struggled and I kicked him in the ribs and dragged him up again.
"Say it bitch. Own up to what you did!"
"I-i have no idea what you're talking about."
"Oh really? So you don't remember that night in the bar bathroom, or this morning in the practice room? How about I refresh your memory." I snarled and shoved him over kicking wherever my foot landed, trying not to aim at his face, as we have a concert tomorrow.
"DO YOU REMEMBER NOW!" I spoke darkly towards him.
"Y-yes." He stuttered.
"What did you do!? Admit it you monster!"
"I assaulted Jimin... twice."
"Now tell me how you claim to love him with all of your heart if you are able to assault an angel with no remorse? How could you do that, even after seeing him cry and beg you not to, you absolute monster. Not even the devil himself would do that but you did? Why, why couldn't you wait till he was able to trust you and open up enough to want to be so vulnerable. How could you do that to him after making it so he was able to trust you? HE HUGGED YOU. Fucking hell he hugged you and gave you another chance and you threw it out the window and for what? One last chance to absolutely destroy him? But you made one fucking mistake, he is Park fucking Jimin and he can and will recover from anything and everything you threw at him. And the best part.... you'll have to see him grow and bloom into an amazing flower as you rot in a prison cell where you'd be treated even worse than you treated him." I said calmly.
He spit blood onto the dark carpet and smirked. "Oh hyung, I guess you don't know how a flower works. They wilt and they die if given too much water. He's as good as dead. That light in his eye and been shattered and I didn't work alone. You can thank Taetae too. He was in on the plan. Why do you think he jumped at the opportunity to apologise and get his trust back. It's only the beginning hyung, and your presish angel will fall, your flower will wilt and I swear to the moon, he will be absolutely miserable."
At that moment I couldn't give a damn about my reputation or about the concert and I punched him across the face and he fell to the ground and I slammed his door shut and went back to Jimin's and I's room before I commit second degree murder. Not that it wouldn't be justified but I couldn't protect Jimin from inside a prison cell. I climbed into his bed and hugged him trying in vain to fall asleep, knowing damn well that after the news I heard I won't be sleeping until Taehyung and Namjoon are locked away for good.
So... another chapter. I haven't had good wifi in awhile and I wanted to make sure this chapter is a perfect peek of the book. If there is anything I could change to make it better please tell me so I can improve the best I can.
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