،، oh, yes, that is a perfect idea! let's follow the scary shadow
that had suddenly fucking appeared and sliced my goddamn arm
into a shady alleyway! because that won't at all lead us to certain death!
brilliant idea, Alec. just brilliant. ''

،، huh, i always thought being stabbed would be the worst thing
in the world. turns out it's the sympathy you get after. ''

،، ..i take it now is not the time to say a suicidal joke? ''

،، Senpai.. you're somebody people like-like right?.. how in the world
do you cope with the constant attention? and more importantly, do you
know a way to deflect the attention onto somebody else. because frankly, i
would rather die than have the constant anxiety reaction of 'holy fuck! somebody
is being nice to me. do they want something from me? or are they genuine?' feelings
hitting at my core like a bitch. ''

chapter one : coming soon