𝕄𝕪 𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕖𝕟 Sub urban
You started secretly crying after getting off social media after seeing what everyone said about you. Rude comments that you would rather forget about. You never went on purpose you would be on there from time to time to listen to music or other shit but it always popped up no matter how hard you tried to erase it your mind or social media.
You knew that people could be mean but they are pure brutal why does everyone hate on chubby people but praise skinny people although they also get criticized but not as much.
Maybe if I was skinny everyone would like our relationship but why can't they love chubby people what did we ever do to them..... Today before he gets home imma do it. No more waiting.
I went downstairs to find the sharpest knife I could find in the kitchen so I can start. After I found one I went to the bathroom I got everything ready. *Breathes in breathes out* "AHH FUCK" I pushed the blade in my stomach as I tried to cut a big enough hole to take the fat out myself. I did for every single place I can see fat at. Places I never liked I changed it, my stretch marks easy just put make up over it to cover them my hyperpigmentation I took the knife to cut down the unwanted dark spots that made me look like I was dirty. I hated it. The knife didn't work so make up it is. I slid down the wall that was across from the mirror crying more heavily than I ever did in my life why couldn't I be more skinny huh? Daniel should've dated a skinny girl if only the world could see how I feel. The world don't care it's society.
After the mental breakdown I had I cleaned up the blood so the maids don't suspect anything after heading out the bathroom I look at myself one more time in the mirror "fucking disappointing, I didn't even make the cuts big I'm a huge disappointment"
After maybe 1 a half later Daniels car pulled up in the driveway making me worried that he'll see what I've done I really hope not.
Daniels pov:
I've seen those posts and comment my "fans" made about y/n it made me angry and sad to think someone would say that about someone bodyshaming isn't nice especially if they don't know who they are. I don't know why they are so mean to her she's so precious kind and overall the perfect girlfriend anyone could ask for. To cheer up I'll buy her flowers, her favorite food, and stuff for a special night.
"Hello Mr Maisonneuve welcome home" I nod and smile at my maid Thank you Brittany, may you please go tell everyone that they have 2 days off" "yes sir" she turned around and speed walked to the rooms they slept in
Now where is my squishy y/n. I penguin run up the stairs with her food and her flowers in my hand ready to cuddle and comfort her. When I opened the door I was shocked to see her on the floor looking up at me with her eyes with a feared look on her face.
Y/n pov:
Oh shoot he found out. I look up at him as he had his mouth open and wide eyed me and he looked at the slightly bloody t-shirt and pants. "Y/n why did you do this to yourself" Daniel ran up to me to lightly hold my forearms. "I did it because I- um" "For what, look at me, y/n please look at me, if it's because of my fans you can tell me okay." I look into his eyes and start to cry as I bury my head into his chest as he holds it there. "Shh shhh it's okay n/n I'm here okay don't cry"
"It's my fault Danny I cut myself up to look more prettier for you if only I've never been fat you and your fans would love me like they did with your ex" I said lifting up my shirt showing him what I have done to my body.
"You... You did this" "Yes I wanted to take my fat out so I can be skinny" Daniel just stared at you observing you. He pulled you up from off the ground taking you to the bathroom. As he was looking through the bathroom cabinet y/n sat on the toilet puffing up her cheeks.
"Here, take this and put it in your mouth this might hurt a little" Daniel said as he handed you a towel. You gulped a little bit as he took a needle and stitches for your cuts before he started to to that he looked at you to see if you was ready. *Nods*
The pain was unbearable hisses came from you as he was almost done wow that was fast jimmy John fast. "Y/n can you stand in front of the mirror for me please" he said blankly staring I'm the mirror. As you did what you was told he grabbed your shoulders "Look how beautiful you are I can't believe someone made you think like this, if I could I would make every single one of my fans bow down to you calling you their queen and whoever doesn't can get their eyes plucked out" his statement made you comfortably uncomfortable (whatever that means) he was caressing everything on your body.
"Your thighs are so soft and squishy, your boobs too. Your stomach makes me go crazy." He was rubbing it like a genie bottle staring crazily at it as you felt a bit embarrassed that he's doing all of this."Danny uh don't you think this is a bit too much" Daniel looked up from your stomach to your eyes in the mirror. "Never my queen I'm showing you my affections to you, I want you to be proud of your chubbiness/fatness no matter how much people bully you for it okay my lovely y/n" "yes Daniel" "now c'mon I have brought some food for you it's probably cold by now"
"FOOD, WHAT KIND" you said running to the room. "(F/r) -_-"
AND THATS THE END HEH PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF I MADE ANY SPELLING MISTAKE BC THAT SHIT IS SO EMBARRASSING FOR SOME REASON
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