AHH IM SO SORRY I HAVENT DONE THIS IN AGES OML
UHM
SO-

HELLO
I wrote a poem the other day cuz species dysphoria hit me like a TRUCK.

Also I listened to the video above while writing this, id STRONGLY recommend it if your feeling dysphoric. It made me feel like I was an animal again. And also I really wanna try the jar thing in the video :0
Also, very important thingy regarding my theriotypes after this because yeah.

ANYWAYS
I dont really write rhyming poems, I kind of just write ones with deep meaning. Is that even a poem? Idk but

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Free - A poem about therianthropy by Wispy

I lay down, my head resting against a pillow.
I knew it should be soft grass, in the wild by the river i so deeply loved, but it wasnt.
My heart ached knowing what could have been, reminiscing of when I was truly myself, when I was free.
the want to be back in the forest took over, and I sat.
I could only remember.
With a jolt my eyes opened and I felt as if I was back in the forest.
I flicked my tail as I looked down at my..h... paws!?
They're back!
I'm back!
Immediately I took a breathe of the fresh air, pushing my claws into the grass before taking off into the grassy field.
I was free! Free to run.. to roam.. I was free.
Everything felt better here!
I tumbled in the grass before curling up, the sun soaking my long soft fur.
as my eyes suddenly opened I looked around in excitement, ready to do whatever in the forest.
But the pain hit me as I looked around, with a squint, my eyes making out the shelves and things in my room.
It hurts like a claw in the heart to know it was just a dream, but I faced it.
I could only truly be free in my dreams.
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Ahhh when I wrote that I was genuinely so upset, I miss it so much.

Anyways.
Yes.
Important theriotype update.

So, when I first discovered I was a therian, I knew I was, and still do. I saw people who had so many theriotypes, I felt I should as well. I confirmed so many, even after hours of research, they weren't correct. I never felt truly close to those animals. Though I just kept filling a hole that was already closed. I didn't think about it and just kept saying I had more and more theriotypes. I became aware of this, and that most of my "theriotypes" weren't at all theriotypes, but didn't say anything in the fear of seeming to be a fake therian.  Wich I own up to now, I recently actually discovered all of the theriotypes I do have.
Snow leopard
Ethiopian wolf
Maine coon
Osprey
Its completely understandable if anyone who did, if anyone did, doesn't look up to me anymore. I was dishonest, but now I'd like to open up about it. Its nice to know now, though, hopefully. I'll still continue writing in this and move on and learn from those mistakes! But yeah, I'm sorry about not telling you guys for about four months. I should have immediately informed you all.

Okay, so I'd also like to talk about something silly to lighten up the mood!

I'm hoping to start going out more often, I dont have a therian YouTube channel anymore, I may make one sooner or later again but for now I'm sticking with my other one TwT

But yeah, I've been wanting to go out and explore the forest for ages, even if there aren't many by where I live. Or just go on a peaceful walk!

And does anyone else ever get random urges to do vocals cuz oml I do all the time and idk what that's called

Anywho yeah! I guess that's it for today! I might write later on today though

I should work on an outro
Hmm..
Maybe like I did in the beginning? Like with the emojis for each and different outros?? (Ogs remember this one frfr)
For example

Snow leopard - ❄️
Ethiopian wolf - 🏜️
Maine coon 🏞️
Osprey - 🪺

YEAHH NOW YOU REMEMBER (I hope)

Okay so

Yeah I'ma go! Bye bye pookies <3

A loud grumbling meow escapes my maw as I climb up the mountain and make myself comfortable - ❄️