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ⓘ 𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌 𝗈𝖿 𝗆𝗂𝗌𝖼𝖺𝗋𝗋𝗂𝖺𝗀𝖾𝗌, 𝖽𝗋𝗎𝗀 𝖺𝖻𝗎𝗌𝖾, 𝗌𝗎𝗂𝖼𝗂𝖽𝖾, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗏𝗂𝗈𝗅𝖾𝗇𝖼𝖾
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𝗁𝗍𝗍𝗉𝗌//𝗁𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗇𝖿𝖺𝖼𝗍𝗌.𝖼𝗈𝗆 ͏᭥ㅤ ͏ 𖤐 . Haerin's Every day quote is to be loved you must love. It's something he's been telling himself for the last few years of his life. He doesn't know when it began, but it's just something that he always says to himself and occasionally to the members when they are feeling down.

𝗁𝗍𝗍𝗉𝗌//𝗁𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗇𝖿𝖺𝖼𝗍𝗌.𝖼𝗈𝗆 ͏᭥ㅤ ͏ 𖤐 . To say he never really knew his mother would be an understatement. He never did know her. He wished he actually knew her. Because when his group had traveled to Canada on a small mini tour, they had visited his mother's house where she grew up and he got to meet his grandparents. His grandmother handed him a box of things that his mom had wrote down during her teenage years. He got to know the side of her, he never got to meet. One thing that made him cry was a letter that she wrote to her future children if she ever had any.

𝗁𝗍𝗍𝗉𝗌//𝗁𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗇𝖿𝖺𝖼𝗍𝗌.𝖼𝗈𝗆 ͏᭥ㅤ ͏ 𖤐 . One thought that often plays over and over in his head is if he ever takes a hiatus or a break. He knows that people take those sort of things when they're not feeling well or when their mental health is not good but for him if he even thinks about taking a break, he doesn't think he'll come back. Not because he doesn't like what he's doing or being able to meet the fans but because of the silence that you'll get with it. He'll get to live his life and not have to worry about expectations. Things will be quiet and mundane like they were before he debuted with his group. So he hopes that if it ever gets to the point where he needs to take one that his mindset isn't really like that because he likes what he's doing and and hope he can do it for a long time.

𝗁𝗍𝗍𝗉𝗌//𝗁𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗇𝖿𝖺𝖼𝗍𝗌.𝖼𝗈𝗆 ͏᭥ㅤ ͏ 𖤐 . He's never told anyone this but the night of the group's debut he recorded a message for his older self. He hasn't heard it in two years, but he knows that whatever he said on that tape will be worth it for him in the future to hear. Maybe he's telling himself that the debut was fine and that he is ready for whatever comes next. Or that he hopes that older him is doing great things and being a better version of himself and improving on things he needs to improve on. He hopes that he hasn't given up on his dream and that he's making the people he loves proud. He still has the tape in a box hidden away in his and Jaewon's closet, which is hot glued shut for his future self to find.

𝗁𝗍𝗍𝗉𝗌//𝗁𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗇𝖿𝖺𝖼𝗍𝗌.𝖼𝗈𝗆 ͏᭥ㅤ ͏ 𖤐 . Anyone who knows him knows that he never lies. He always tries to tell the truth when it's needed. But during a certain interview, when asked who his inspiration is, he lied and said that it was an older idol that he really appreciates and looks up to, but that isn't who his role model is. He doesn't know how and why his dad became his role model, but he is. Maybe it's because of the fact that even though he was on and off things, he still tried his best to take care of his son as best as he could. Maybe it's because he tried to shield his son from what he was going through and what his mother was going through. Maybe that's why he is his son's role model. But in that moment during the interview, he didn't want any sympathy from anybody and so he lied. That was the best option in that moment.

𝗁𝗍𝗍𝗉𝗌//𝗁𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗇𝖿𝖺𝖼𝗍𝗌.𝖼𝗈𝗆 ͏᭥ㅤ ͏ 𖤐 . He's used to panic attacks. He has just gotten so good at keeping them under wraps that no one really knows when he's having one. The first one he ever had as a member of the group was during their third promotion of Love 119. It was during the comeback stage on Mcountdown where they were filming for it to be posted on YouTube. He doesn't know what triggered the panic attack, but it happened even though you couldn't tell that it happened on his face. There was a few moments where he turned away from the camera, but then turned back with a smile on his face, and so that's when it occurred. But even though many people have watched the fancam of him they couldn't tell anything was wrong with him.

𝗁𝗍𝗍𝗉𝗌//𝗁𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗇𝖿𝖺𝖼𝗍𝗌.𝖼𝗈𝗆 ͏᭥ㅤ ͏ 𖤐 . He doesn't really know if this would be considered a fact or not. But most people would probably find it sad but he once learned from hearing his uncle talk on the phone with his dad that he was supposed to be an older brother when he was seven years old. His mom was pregnant with another baby, but she unfortunately miscarried due to the fact that she was on and off drugs constantly. So it was a bit disheartening for him to hear because he never got to have a sibling or never got to meet them.

𝗁𝗍𝗍𝗉𝗌//𝗁𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗇𝖿𝖺𝖼𝗍𝗌.𝖼𝗈𝗆 ͏᭥ㅤ ͏ 𖤐 . He doesn't know when this started occurring, but anytime someone raises their voice he always flinches. Not out of fear, but maybe because it is a reflex. He grew up in a great home, but whenever his parents would yell at each other, never him he would just flinch because he never knew what would come next. They would never physically put their hands on each other, but they would almost reach for something to throw at one another, but it stopped when they saw him. His parents loved him deeply, and so they never wanted him to see that side of them, even if they constantly argued back-and-forth in front of him. It never got to the point of anything physical when they were arguing because they knew for the sake of him that they couldn't do that.

𝗁𝗍𝗍𝗉𝗌//𝗁𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗇𝖿𝖺𝖼𝗍𝗌.𝖼𝗈𝗆 ͏᭥ㅤ ͏ 𖤐 . He's kind of upset that he never really let anyone in. There are so many stories he'd like to tell people, but he doesn't let anyone get close enough to him to do that. Maybe he would tell them that he has a voicemail from his friend who passed away a few years ago just so he could remember their voice. That friend was his childhood best friend and when they passed away, it felt like his life was becoming nothing more than a blink canvas. Like he was a shell of his former self. He never knew that one person's death could affect him the way that their death did. He listens to their voicemail almost daily maybe to hear their voice or maybe when he feels like he should give up on his dreams or sometimes even deeper than that. Their voice is just so calming. It's them saying that they're proud of him and that no matter what they're going to be watching wherever they are in the world smiling and cheering him on. And that's enough for him to continue doing what he's doing.

𝗁𝗍𝗍𝗉𝗌//𝗁𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗇𝖿𝖺𝖼𝗍𝗌.𝖼𝗈𝗆 ͏᭥ㅤ ͏ 𖤐 . Inspired by his mom he wrote a letter to his future child. And that's kind of funny because he doesn't see himself having a child in the future. But he wrote one. Telling them all about life right now and he hopes that they don't want to do what he's doing. Maybe it's wrong for him to say that but at the same time he doesn't want them to suffer what he's been through with training and everything he's been through in life. He tells them that he hopes that he's an amazing father in the future and that he shows them that he loves them each and every day. And that he can't wait to meet them in the future if he ever does have a child.

𝗁𝗍𝗍𝗉𝗌//𝗁𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗇𝖿𝖺𝖼𝗍𝗌.𝖼𝗈𝗆 ͏᭥ㅤ ͏ 𖤐 . He has this ring he wears that no one really knows the significance behind beside himself. There was this girl he trained with under the company. She had become someone he started to like more on a non-friendship level because they would always just hang out and talk. But during his first few months at the company, they grew close and it kind of started from there, but a few months before he was set to debut with the group she told him that she was leaving the company and moving back to her hometown. He was sad about it because they had grown so close over the last few months of him training. And plus she was the only person who didn't stop being his friend, even after he was picked to be one of the members of the newest boy group the company was planning. A lot of his other friends were disappointed that they weren't picked, and so they stopped being friends with him because they didn't see it as fair that he was chosen when he only had trained a few short months at the company. But she stayed by his side regardless, and was proud of him. The day before she left, she had given him a star ring that he continues to wear to this day. He wonders about her daily wonders if anything more could've happened with their relationship if she stayed.

𝗁𝗍𝗍𝗉𝗌//𝗁𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗇𝖿𝖺𝖼𝗍𝗌.𝖼𝗈𝗆 ͏᭥ㅤ ͏ 𖤐 . For the last fact it's going to be a fun fact. He once got locked in the practice room overnight, but he didn't panic. Instead, he grabbed the blanket that Seonghwan always seems to leave in the practice room and slept on the couch that they have. It wasn't until 3 AM when Noa realized he was gone. Because he seems to do a routine check to make sure everyone is asleep in the dorm, but when he noticed that Harin's bed was empty. He started panicking and immediately left to go check where he was. The first place he didn't check was the company, but the very last one which was fifth was the company. When he got to the practice room, he let out of breath of relief when he found out that he was there and safe. He gently woke him up and took him back to the dorm so he could sleep peacefully. But the crazy thing is, Harin doesn't remember it happening and only remembers Noa telling him about it. But it makes sense.

- ēp. 𝟬𝟲   .  — 𝔩𝔲𝔷𝔯𝔠𝔩𝔲𝔟
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