[This is not directed towards anyone on here so please don't take offense to it! I've had this on my chest for the past 3-4 years and I just want to get it off ]

What were you thinking.

Why did you say those things and sit back and laugh? And why did you do what they said? You were supposed to be different and the perfect one

But no

You both had to humiliate me and make me hate myself and life along with fearing every day and taking sick because I didn't want to step foot in that school again afraid that you'd do it again

You with your touching on me and your words that hurt me and embarrassed me

And you telling him to do it and laughing even though I was in pain with how bad and scary it was

Why didn't you keep your mouth shut that year? When I was finally getting over him you just had to bring it back and humiliate me in front of the entire class.

I realize he had a girlfriend and he wouldn't go for me

It hurt enough to realize it on my own imagine how much it hurt me when you said it to the entire class.

'Why don't you ask him the dance? You know he has a girlfriend right?'

What made you think that was funny? Nobody laughed, nobody said anything about it. You came off as the jerk and I came off as the pathetic loner

It didn't help either of us

Teddy...why didn't you say anything? Why did you stand up for yourself? You know everyone else there were were wimps! You know that there was no help...You could of come out on top! You could have been the one laughing, not them.

All the touching and perverted words...why'd you have to be so blind?

You let it get your hopes up

Let it make you think he liked you

Even after all the 'abuse' he gave you, you defended him in your mind and against your friends...

You were nothing to him besides a play toy.

It wasn't worth it

You didn't say anything because you were getting his attention but look what it did to you

Your friends were just starting to open you up...then he destroyed it all and sent you back into your shell

He made you crazy

But you still didn't say anything

Not to anyone

Until a few years too late...

It's okay now though Teddy, he won't do anything to you anymore and if he does you know what to do now

Just don't worry about it anymore

Easier said than done though...