~ Jungkook's POV ~

I woke up to a pounding headache and I slump out of bed and head to the bathroom to get ready for school

I looked in the mirror and looked at my puffy eyes. I rub them before hopping into the shower. I get out and do my daily routine and get my clothes on

I grab my backpack and head downstairs where my Eomma was waiting for me

" Are you ready Ko- ...Why are your eyes so red and puffy Bun? " My Eomma said creasing my cheek and I look down and tried my best no to crying

" Come here Bun, let it out, " She said wrapping her arms around me and I started to cry on her shoulders

" It's okay BunBun, tell me what's wrong, " She said wiping my tears

" I...I don't know Eomma...I feel a thing for this one person...I don't know! I-I'm not supposed to! I can't " I said sniffing and hiccuping

" It's okay Bun, we'll take about it when you get home, Let's get you too School, " She said kissing my forehead and we head to her car and she starts to drive me to school

" Bye Bun, " She said kissing my cheek and I get out and head inside. I put my things in my locker and head to Math class

I go in and see everyone talking and playing around with their friends

I didn't feel like fucking around with anyone so I just put my head down on the desk till class started

" Are you Okay Kook? " Yoongi said patting my back

"Yes, I'm okay, " I said drawing in my book

" Hey, Kookie, why do you look so down? " Jimin said walking up to me

" I'm perfectly fine Jimin, " I said whispering and rubbing my temple

" Hello everyone, " Mr.Kim said smiling and looking my direction, to only see me looking down at the desk and rubbing my eyes

He continues to teach the class now without sparing me any glances and all I did was look away or look at the window

He knew something was bothering me

" Jeon " Mr.Kim said behind me and I didn't speak to him, I just continue to pack my things. I pick up my bag and tried to walk out of the classroom but Mr.Kim held me by my wrist and pulled me back into the room

" What's wrong with you? " He said looking concerned

" Nothing is wrong with me! Why is everyone asking me that! I said I'm fine so just leave it like that! " I said biting my lip and trying to pull out of his grip but he wouldn't let me go

" LET ME GO! " I said yelling at him

"Jungkook! What's your with you? " He said getting frustrated and I look at him with teary eyes

"YOU! Y-your what's wrong with me! Y-you make me feel w-weird things! I-i don't like it! I hate I-it and I hate you! Just stay away from me! " I yelled at him with tears in my eyes and I walk out of the room and into my next class

I sit in the back of the room and lay my head down

Why did I say that I hate him ?.... How stupid of me

He'll never talk to me again...

The bell rang for us to go to lunch and I sighed and walked into the lunchroom and sit at a random table

" Are you Okay Jungkookie? " Jennie said walking up to me and kissing my neck

I lightly push her away and nodded

" I just have a stomach virus " I lied and hoping that she would believe me

"Okay, I hope you get better, " She said kissing my cheek and waking back to her friends

Lunch was over and I realized that I may next class, Mr.Kim is the teacher. I grab my phone and charger and head to the bathroom. I'll just skip this period

I go into the bathroom and go into a random stall and played on my phone

I get bored and decided to get on pornhub and masturbate

I accidentally get on gay porn and I couldn't seem like taking my eyes off of it

I palmed myself and throw my head back in pleasure. I pulled down my pants and underwear and started to jerk myself off

I bite my lip and rub the tip of my cock, teasing myself

The way they were fucked...I didn't keep my eyes off of it...I just couldn't

Then I did something unbelievable...I accidentally moaned Mr.Kims name

" Mr.Kim....right here...p-please touches me...more...please"

Just the thought of him touching me...I stroked myself harder and I whimpering out his name and I cum on my hand hard

I wiped off the cum off my hands with some toilet paper and pulled up my pants

I walked out of the bathroom and washed my hands till I heard to door opened and I see Taehyung

" What are you doing in here Jungkook? Why are you skipping class? " Mr.Kim said confused

I didn't speak and dried my hands off

" Were you trying to avoid me ?" He said kinda hurt in a small way

"YES! "

" I-I hate y-you !.... You've made me change who I-I am! I don't like it one bit! Stop doing what you're doing to me " I said covering my eyes and looking away

I feel Taehyung's arms turn me around and make me look up at him and I avoid eyes contact with him

" Tell me what you feel Jungkook? "He said softly and his honey eyes looking into my dark one

" Y-you make me feel f-funny...It's like I want to be around you...I don't know...I-I can't take my eyes off of you...How do I make it stop...please....I can't take it " I whimper and clinch his suit

" You can't it stop baby "

" It's called love baby," He said tucking my hair behind my ear

" L-Love !?" I said in shocked with myself

I-I...am I-in love with my teacher?