It seems to feel the same these days

Step by step I walk

But I don't seem to go anywhere

I just stay in place

Caught by my own hand

No movement

Just frozen.

I hate when I feel stuck

I always feel stuck

Like I'm just helpless

And small

But I'm not, I'm perfectly capable of picking up my feet

It's just that I won't let myself.

I'm stuck I a time loop

Like reliving the same day over and over

I never get it out of my head

The boy

The mistakes

The things I did right

The things I didn't

The things I'm proud of

The stuff I regret

My friends

My life

My family

It all just circles around in my head until finally I scream and I step

But then my foot

It gets caught in wet cement

And then again

I'm stuck.