did you.. not want to accompany me anymore?

im.. getting the feeling that youre already tired of me

dont get me wrong, everyone does

everyone is bored of me

because im.. i dunno, always unhappy?

i never smile, rarely laugh, dont have any friends, hell, i dont even blame them

why would they be friends with a freak like me, right? hahha

im funny

my life is funny

its hilarious

people are laughing at how funny my life is,

how unhappy i am

how depressed i am

how i dont learn make friends with people

how i avoid that thought..

i feel, so hurt

now youre leaving me..

its okay, im already done with this life anyways

yoongi threw the crumpled paper in the trash, this time not hoping anyone would read it.