Hey Kuroo,

Sorry if this comes out weird, but ever since you announced that you would answer fan letters I became ecstatic, I got to writing right away.

You probably hear this every single day, but I am such a big fan, maybe even your biggest fan. I have your posters on my wall, even those that are limited edition, I have all your albums and I listen to them daily. I became a fan of yours when you just started uploading your music on youtube, I remember subscribing when you had only a couple of hundred fans - so I've been here for a long time. I hope you read this letter and you know how much you mean to me. Now, that I can send you this letter I know we can become friends, I just do.

I've been suffering with depression and obsessive thoughts, but listening to your music and voice makes everything better.

I promise you won't get tired of me, I'll be attending your show in Tokyo Dome I hope we can meet then. You inspire me and help me fight bad thoughts - so write back! I'll be looking forward to your answer, Kuroo!

with love,

Kenma

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Hey Kuroo,

How have you been? You haven't been active for a week, are you preparing for a new album? if so, I will be the first one to preorder it, you'll see.

I heard you and your boyfriend are having troubles, I wish I could help, but mine is not any better. Kuroo, I forgot to mention, but I've sent you gifts before, do you remember them? handmade crafts and plushies, I always treated you so please write back soon. A couple of nights back I rewatched all of your music videos, it's nice to see how much you've grown. to think that you are only a couple of years older than me, what have I achieved in life? from a lanky kid with a nice voice to a fit man with a deep voice who is not afraid to express himself... I'm so proud of you, I watched you grow up... Now I just want to meet you sooner! Promise me you'll respond as you promised, I am waiting patiently for you.

in case you get tired of your boyfriend I can replace him ;)

With love,

Kenma

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Hi Kuroo,

Why aren't you responding? Could I have written the address wrong? I'll make sure this one is perfect! So don't worry, my letters will reach you sooner or later.

You released new music! I haven't stopped listening ever since you released the new song, I'm in love with the lyrics, but who are they about? Is it your boyfriend? Isn't he too demanding? Just tell us if you get tired of him, we don't like you dating anyway. I saw you got a new tattoo, it looks cool so guess what? I got the same one, now we are matching. I have many tattoos like yours, I even have your name tattooed on my wrist - isn't it cute? it's there to hide my scars, even if it doesn't do much it still love it so much. Kuroo, did you know you saved my life countless times? I owe you so much, so please respond. I am getting impatient. I will leave my phone number for you, so text me too.

With love,

Kenma

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Kuroo,

I know you're getting the letters, I wrote the address perfect. I saw you respond to so many of them, so I asked around when people sent them and they all sent the letters later than I did, so what's the big deal? Do you hate me or something for calling out your name after the show? I know you saw me, I called for you, I screamed. I stood outside during the rain just to see you, just to shake your hand and you walked passed me like I'm nothing! Do I need to follow you next time? Is it that hard to respond to my letters? You say you love your fans so prove it! My boyfriend always doubts my love for him as I talk about you so much, that's what love is. So prove it, respond to me. I know you are an amazing guy, so respond.

I'll be waiting,

Kenma

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Kuroo,

Do you hate me? Why are you treating me like this? It's as if I don't even exist for you!!! I sent you so many letters, I was so active during your Livestream, I comment on your posts and always like them so what's the big deal? Am I not good enough? Am I too ugly? I was there for you from the start, so why don't you appreciate me?! I was out last night, by your studio, I saw the light, but the security told me to go away, did you send them there? what's your deal? I just want to see you, hug you, and tell you how much I love you, but I get so nauseous whenever you talk about your boyfriend. Does he treat you right? Does he truly love you? I know he doesn't, he probably cheats on you, while I am here supporting you wholeheartedly all the time! I am better than him, please, give me a chance and you'll see. Respond to my letters, Kuroo. Stop ignoring me or I will hurt myself for you.

Kenma.

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Hello Mr. Kuroo Tetsurou,

Do you think you're too good to respond to me? It's been four months since I sent my first letter, and you still haven't responded to me. You responded to others yet you shun me away, I will find out the way. I broke up with my boyfriend for you, so why can't you do the same? I sacrifice by tears and blood for you, so why can't you fucking respond? Do you think you're so mighty now that you do international shows? Just appreciate what you have before you lose it all, appreciate me before you lose me as a fan. Maybe you don't want me as a fan anymore, maybe that's why you're ignoring? If you don't respond to this then I think that's the truth. What am I going to do? how will I live knowing that the man I love doesn't like me? You break my heart Kuroo, I hope you know that. We'll see where the road takes us I guess, but if you don't respond then the next letter will be my last.

Kenma.

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Kuroo,

that's it, i'm done. I'm done with you. I'm done with myslef. I'm done with life. Nobody loves me, nobody will ever will, I am so worthless that I make my favorite person hate me for no reason. I hope you live a shitty life, I hope your career falls down and you end up homeless and broke, so you know how it feels when everyone tramples you. You're happy with your boyfriend? I really hope he cheats on you so you can get your heart crushed. I tore down all the posters and burned the cd's, I disliked and reported all your videos. You don't deserve happiness when you treat me like that. I hope you know what you have done, I hope you have nightmares every night. I'm going to take my car and drive far far away beofre i reach a break and drive off of it. I hope I drown and you know that my death is on your hands. Fuck you and everything you have done, I hate you so much.

bye forever,

Kenma.

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Hi Kenma,

Sorry for a late response, your letters got held up at the post office for no reason and I've read through them all, I still haven't got your last letter, so I hope I make it on time.

It's amazing to hear that you've been a fan for so long, I am very happy about that. I'm pretty sure I recongize you every time you comment or like my posts - after all you've been here from the start. I do have your present, the cat plushie is my favorite and sits on my bed every day. I did see you on my livestream, but I couldn't comment as I had a guest. It made me sad that you think that way about my boyfriend, I love him a lot and he loves me, but I love all my fans too so please, ask your boyfriend to forgive you. I think you need professional help, Kenma. You are clearly struggling and I would hate to lose you, your life matters to me and to people around you. I saw you got impatient and I'm sorry it's my fault, but please seek out someone Kenma.

I did see you after the show at Tokyo Dome, but my schedule is so packed I couldn't stop and say hello, I am so sorry about that, so how about I make it up and take you for a tour of my studio? You are a loyal fan, I want to give back. I am not ignoring you in anyway, I'm sorry you feel that way. I just hope you don't do anything to hurt yourself, just the other night I heard on the news about a guy who drove off of the bridge and drowned in his car... now that I think about it, his name was Kenma too...

With love to my biggest fan,

Kuroo.

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Just a short one for 8K!!! I am preparing something more, but since I failed to deliver a gift for 7K too, I didn't want to make you wait. My exams are almost over, so I will be back to writing in no time.

thank you everyone!!!

With love,
Hatari