(No one's pov)

"What are we?"

Taehyung tensed, and looked away from Jungkook. The younger looked down, feeling awful for asking this question. There was an uncomfortable silence for a few minutes.

It had become very awkward very quick. Jungkook felt like he had messed this up, he ruined what was happening.

He tried to sit up, but was hugged tighter. Taehyung buried his head in Jungkook's chest, and began crying. Jungkook was taken back by this, and decided to rubbed his back instead of asking.

"Sorry...."

"You are fine. No need to apologize." Jungkook responded, "but why were you crying?"

"That was the last thing Jin Hyung said before he dumped me."

"I'm sorry for asking then."

"It's fine Koo..." Taehyung whispered, "I also had to think about it."

"Oh?"

"Yea. I have decided, if you are ok with it."

"Depends on what you decided."

"How about we start as friends with benefits, and see where this goes. I don't want to jump back into dating to soon."

"I'm fine with that."

"Awwwe, Koo you're so adorable. How am I going to not be clingy when we start filming in a few days?"

"Speaking of which I promised I would go live today."

"Can I be with you for it? We haven't done a live together in a couple years."

"I guess. Just dress normally. You might get in trouble if you show up like this."

"Ok."

Jungkook changed into casual clothes, put on light make up, and got the camera set up. After his room looked clean enough, he checked out his appearance.

He sighed at how may hickeys he let the older make last night. At this point you couldn't see much of he original skin colour on his neck. He covered them up the best he could, and went back to the set up.

Taehyung came in a few minutes later and sat down. He turned Jungkook's chair in his direction, pulled him close.

He caressed the younger's cheek, and smiled softly. Jungkook leaned in and kissed Taehyung's cheek. They fixed themselves, and got ready to go live.

Jungkook took a deep breath, and closed his eyes. Taehyung held his hand under the table, and whispered sweet things to him.

After 10 minutes he started the live, and did the usual introduction. And was fully excited for this live, usually he was pretty lonely, and kept losing topics to discuss. He decided to look at the comments as they went by, and kept smiling.

Army4ever
Marry meeee!!👰👰👰👰

Random_person
Am I dreaming or is Taekook actually live together.

Btsismylifeu
Why is Jungkook blushing so much?🤭

Just_a_username
You two are adorable!!!💜

Gray.exe
Happy late birthday Jungkook!!!💜🎁🎊🎉

Most of the comments were just excited for the two to be together on a live, it's understandable they haven't been on live for a year after all. There were many people who wanted something to signal them being together, but they couldn't do anything.

After 30 minutes Taehyung decided to go downstairs, and get bottled water. The second he left the room the comments were flooded with the same question, "why was there lube in the background?". Jungkook froze and looked behind him, he forgot it was there.

"I got my hand stuck in a jar yesterday, and Namjoon Hyung had to get it."

They seemed to believe it, began commenting on everything else. Taehyung came back a few seconds later with the water, and gave it to Jungkook.

~1 hour later~

They had just finished the live and could finally breathe. Taehyung and Jungkook embraced, and looked eachother in the eyes afterwards.

They leaned twords eachother, and were only 2 inches away from eachother. Suddenly the door opened, and they turned over to see a small dog jump out of Jins arms.

"Tannie!"

Yeontan Jumped into Jungkook's arms and Jungkook hugged him. Taehyung looked at Jungkook with a look of jealousy in his eyes. Jin told Taehyung that he needed to talk to him, and pulled him out of the room.

"What is it Hyung?"

"What did I do wrong?"

"Huh?"

"What did I do wrong to lose you.."

"You did nothing wrong hyung."

Jungkook could hear the conversation through the door, and felt awful. He was the reason Taehyung and Jin broke up. They could still be in a happy relationship if he hadn't fucked up.

He cuddled up with Yeontan, and pet him softly. After a few seconds he noticed a box on his dresser and picked it up. When Jungkook opened it he saw both Taehyung and Jin's names engraved in them. They were promise rings, Taehyung had planned to give it to him if Jungkook hadn't gotten in the way.

Jungkook put the box in his pocket to give to Taehyung when he comes back. He went into his bathroom to calm himself down, and stop crying. He breathed in slowly, and remembered the night before. He remembered how Taehyung treated him so gently.

"How about we start as friends with benefits, and see where this goes. I don't want to jump back into dating to soon."

"I'm fine with that."

"Awwwe, Koo you're so adorable. How am I going to not be clingy when we start filming in a few days?"

Everything had began flashing in his head. He saw every moment the two had shared.

"Hyung...." Jungkook whispered, "I give you my consent..."

"Huh?"

"I give you my consent, for tonight. You can do anything you want."

Everything....

"I-I'm sorry....I d-didn't m-mean to..."

"Shhhh, it's fine Koo."

"I'm disgusting...I promised myself I wouldn't break down in front of you..." Jungkook admitted, "Now look at me."

"Hey, Hey...look at me." Taehyung said, and Jungkook looked at him, "I want to be the person you come to for everything. But you need to trust me, can you at least give me that..?"

When they were sweet twords eachother.....

"You ok?"

Jungkook buried his head in Taehyung's chest. "You asshole, you know I hate scary movies."

"Shhhh, everything is going to be ok. I'm here, no one is going to hurt you."

Shopping in Seoul....

"I am getting something for Tannie. He is coming back tomorrow, right."

"Awwww, you are getting something for our baby!!"

"Your baby, not our baby."

The fight....

"What the hell are you talking about?!"

"Why did you say that about me? Did you really think I am clingy and annoying? Would our group really be better if I left?"

"Of course not."

"Then why? Why do you purposely hurt me? Why do you always do shit like this? You know how much you affect me."

"Fine! You know what, I am not in love with you. The only thing I love about out is your body! There is nothing else find attractive!"

Taehyung's promise to help....

"Koo?"

"What."

"Calm down, what's wrong."

Taehyung leaned on Jungkook's shoulder and rubbed his arm.

"I messed up, that was our last performance for the rest of the year. And I was in the wrong place..."

"Hey, it's going to be ok. If you want, I will help you practice. Do you want that?"

The almost second time...

"I thought....you said....we wouldn't.....do this again..."

"Shut up Koo. You make me so frustrated."

The first time...

"Hyung...it's not like that. I always hope you care, but I know where the limit is, and I crossed it a few countries ago last night. Of course we won't tell Jin Hyung"

"I do care about you Koo, you are my bestfriend, always will be. You weren't the only one who fucked up."

"Ok...."

"How are you? Do you need any pain killers."

The hotel...

"I'm sleeping on the couch." Jungkook said.

"You don't have to, there is more than enough room for the both of us."

"So I won't be bothering you..?"

"Of course not. Honestly, if you were to sleep on the couch I would have dragged you into the bed anyway."

The apology....

"I am so sorry for what I did to you. I knew why you were afraid, I just wanted you to say it. You don't need to be afraid of me, I won't ever hurt you like that again."

The movie "date".....

"So what do you want to watch?" Taehyung asked, "I thought we could start with movies."

"Train to busan?"

"Sure."

When Taehyung wanted his boyfriend back...

"That's not what I want our friendship to be."

"It's not like our "friendship" even exists anymore hyung."

"It does, it's still there Kookie. I know you still want it to exist. Let's work twords getting it back to the way it was."

"I know you are only doing this to win your boyfriend back. I will think about it."

When he first found out that were together...

"Hey, I have exciting news."

"What is it hyung?"

"Taehyung asked me out!"

To the millionth time he has been rejected....

"TaeTae hyung? Can we please hang out today?"

"No"

Jungkook fell back and and gripped his head, yelling for everything to stop. Taehyung was hurting him, and he was ruining a perfect relationship.

"I am so fucking stupid...."

He saw the bottle of pain medication on the counter, and grabbed it. Before he could as many pills in his mouth as he could, the bathroom door opened.

Taehyung stood there shocked, as Jungkook looked away from him. He didn't want the older to see him this-this vulnerable....this weak. He should never let this side of him be seen.

Taehyung rushed over to help, but only heard quiet sobs. Jungkook pointed to Taehyung's hand and signaled to open it.

He dropped the box in Taehyung's hand, and buried his face in his hands. He had to stay strong until Taehyung left. He had to....he just had to.

"Kookie, what is this?"

"I am giving you to him. It's not like you were ever mine in the first place."

"Kook, I bought these before the break up."

"But that means I am the reason for the break up."

"No you aren't."

"How?"

"It's nothing."

"If it is nothing, then I obviously ruined it."

"NO YOU DIDN'T!"

"I-I am s-sorry Hyung. P-Please don't hurt me."

"I won't hurt you, I love you too much for that."
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