OH MY GOD, I AM SO PISSED OF RIGHT NOW WTF 😭 okay, okay, so I was writing a skit (a pretty fucking long one two, I was around 4,000+ words in) and my Wattpad crashed down and kicked me off, so I was panicking waiting for it to load back and PRAYING that shit saved..

Which it did, but only 3,000(ish) words. SO ALL MY WORK WAS FUCKING TRASHED- I was also in the middle of making a oneshot based around -KUYA- 's side story (go read it). Luckily all those ideas are still there.. so I can get writing that in the meantime while I actually cry to myself about loosing my progress because of stupid fucking wattpad.

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Genuinely I feel like punching myself or something, omfg, .

Okay, anyway, the things might need to be posted early tomorrow morning when I wake up. (My parents say I need to sleep normally.. or try to at least.)

OH, and if the day couldn't get any worse, my anxiety has been through the roof because my parents made me do a finger prick and check some blood and keytone(??) stuff..
My bloods were pretty low (but i've been doing things) and my keytones were 1. Something- ..and that's like- not normal and shit.

It's because I haven't been eating properly (and probably because of the lack of sleep, iron deficiency, etc. and me just having a cold or whatever in general)

And like, I prefer to be left in the dark about things important or not. And then making the big deal out of it definitely didn't help with my fucking breathing and shit.

(Anyway, i'll need somebody to remind me every day to eat breakfast, lunch and dinner: PROPER food as well(London time). Also to drink water because I always forget—

This is just because even with reminders and alarms i never listen to them because i know it's myself telling me to do all of that.. an my parents although making it a big deal never remind me :/ erm.. you'll get laid in a um virtual hug? :D)

On a good note though, we visited some family members that live fairly close to us now. OH MY GOD, I LOVE MY UNCLE SO MUCH HE'S THE FUCKING COOLEST ISTG😭 i wanna be (somewhat) like him when I grow up, isg 🙏

Anyway, going to sleep, somebody remind me to sob about that skit incident when i wake up (along with to eat breakfast)

LOVE YOU ALL DESRLYYY 😍/p