The designer were measuring Nara's shoulder and keep complimenting her that her body are so beautiful and that she's so lucky to get married to the man.

She rolled her eyes. 'I don't even know that bastard.' She cussed in her mind, frowning so hard in annoyance.

Jungkook chuckle at how annoyed his sister look while she got measured. 'She look like she'll kill him in no time.' He chuckle.

"Okay, done." Nara sigh in relief as she plop down on the couch, shutting her eyes to relief her tense.

"So, Miss Nara, I'll make your...." Nara didn't even paid attention to what the designer were saying as her mind linger around at nowhere and she just wanna sleep.

"Is that okay?" She was just staring at on wedding dress blankly and mentally whine about how tired she is.

But her thoughts snapped out when the designer flick his fingers in front of her face. "Miss Nara...?" He called.

Nara look at him. "Yes?" She asks. The designer show her the sketch of her wedding dress. "Is this okay?" He asked once again.

Nara didn't know what should she comment about that dress. She's not in her right mind about getting married. She sigh.

"Um, can you... perhaps sketch a few more dresses? However you'd think would be perfect on me. Just don't stress yourself." She advised as she stood up. "I'll come back and choose it once I'm free." She continues.

The designer smile at her and nod. "Will do, Miss Nara." She stop for awhile, "Just call me Nara. We're friends now." She finalized, trying to make things easier for herself.

The designer shook his head. "I can't. Mrs Park had told me to only call you Miss Nara." He said.

"I'm the one that's gonna marry her son. I decide what I do. If not, I'm cancelling the wedding myself." She muttered sternly, catching the designer and other staffs off guard.

"I'll take my leave first. Let's go, Kook!" She said as she drag Jungkook out of the boutique.

"You should control your anger, bruh."

"How can I? Listen," She paused as she stop walking and face him. "This is so frustrating. The Park didn't even wait for my answer for the wedding and suddenly..." She pointed at the boutique. "An appointment! What kind of good news bullshit are you talking about in the phone?!" She raised her voice a little.

"Noona, listen, about what you did back there is rude. You shouldn't do that. The designer didn't know anything. You can't just get mad at him." Jungkook convince, trying to cool down his sister's anger.

"I'm not mad at him. I'm frustrated with everything." She sigh and look away from him. "I just..." And sigh again.

"I know it's frustrating. But please, just this once, please just wait a little bit more. Everything will be okay after this marriage." He said, patting her shoulder for encouragement.

Nara purse her lips and walk away. She just want to leave and lock herself in her room. Sleeping and just sleeping. Nothing more.

"Mommy!" Her steps harden when she heard that voice and felt that the little boy hug her legs.

She look down only to see Jiseul hugging her legs so tight and smile cheekily at her.

Jungkook frowned at the little kid and crouch down. "Hey, little guy." He smiled.

"Who are you? Why are you going out with my mommy?" He asked.

Jungkook look up at his sister only to get a frown from her. She must be clueless. But no, she's just too shock.

'I am so done if Jungkook know about this. Fuck!' Just when she thought that her life won't get worse anymore, she heard Jimin called for Jiseul from afar.

'Fuck! I need to hide. I can't let Jungkook meet him. That's a—' Her thoughts snap away when Jimin were already in front of her.

"Um, Jungkook, let's go." She pull Jungkook by his shirt desperately and lightly pull herself from Jiseul. "I'm sorry, but I'm not your mom."

She could feel how hurtful that sentence is. She didn't meant it and she hate the fact that she wasn't Jiseul's mother.

Jimin were disappointed by that but he understand her situation. 'She's with her fiancee. It's okay.' He thought as he carry Jiseul in his arms.

"I'm sorry about my son." He apologized. "Have a nice day." He mutter.

Nara could feel how disappointed he is. Once again feeling like killing herself.

"Daddy, why did mommy say she wasn't my mommy? Why did she go out with another man? Did you two got in a fight?"

Jimin didn't answer him, ignoring all the questions. He was hurt by what she did there but she was desperate too.

"Daddy!"

"Jiseul, please! Can you please shut up?!" He accidentally raised his voice at him which result him to regret afterwards.

Jiseul were at the verge of crying as he whimper around to get freed from his father and ran away to the boutique.

"Grandma!" He cried out.

"Jiseul!" He tried to catch him but his mother had caught him first.

He stopped and sigh, slowly approaching his mother.

"Yoonji, can you please take Jiseul away?" She demand. The worker came out and took Jiseul to somewhere.

"Is there any problem, Jimin?" She questioned. Jimin sigh.

"Nothing. I'm just a bit weary." He muttered. Devastated.

"You know you shouldn't do this. Letting out your anger to Jiseul is wrong."

"I know. I'm sorry." He stood up. "Mom, can you please take care of Jiseul tonight? I need to be alone." He muttered.

Mrs Park sigh at her only son and pat his shoulder. "Take your time, son." She muttered.

Jimin bowed at her politely and left the boutique to somewhere calm. He just need some time for herself.

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Nara was once again hanging on the railing, thinking about what happened earlier.

She regretted what she did there. She was supposed to be honest to Jungkook. She knew she could trust him. She knew that very well but she was out of her mind that time. She hate herself.

It's been 6 hours she's been like that. She didn't even eat nor drink or even lay down and sleep. All she do is stare at the sky and think about earlier.

'Jimin must be hurt by that.'

'This is stupid. I am stupid!'

'What if Jiseul hates me right now? Fuck my life!'

'Oh my God, why am I even thinking about this shit? I'm not even related to them!'

'Yeah, keep thinking that way! Your heart said otherwise, you foolish!'

She shut her eyes and sigh at all those stupid thoughts she's having right now.

She look downwards and saw Jungkook were stealing a kiss from his girlfriend before he left to their house that was just across the girl's house.

She roll her eyes. 'Good thing mom and dad wasn't here. I would've expose your ass if they were here.' She thought.

But somehow she was happy to know that her brother finally got a girlfriend. 'That tasteless fool was so shy and such a dumb ass in relationships. Pft! Good for you to have a pretty girlfriend.' She sighed.

Nara snapped a picture of them kissing secretly and smirk at it. 'Once a fool, always a fool.' She thought and giggle at her brother's antic.

Jungkook were in his way back home when he suddenly notice his sister up there at the balcony, watching him.

Nara showed her phone and smirk in mischievous way before she mouthed a 'You are so dead.' to him.

His eyes widened as he look around to check if there's any cars pass by and quickly made his way in their house.

Nara notice that she quickly shut her room door and lock it securely before she throw herself on the floor and laughed at the picture.

A loud knocks echoed in her room, knowing that Jungkook were probably flustered by now.

"Jeon Nara! Delete that shit right now!" He yelled but Nara just let out a laugh.

"What did you call me? Jeon Nara? Not noona? Wow, you've grown up, huh?" She teased. Jungkook clench his fists and punch the air in frustration before he calm down his emotion.

"Noona, can you please delete the photo? I'm asking you very nicely, your Highness." He plead with his teeth gritted. Nara were already dying in laughter in her room when she heard that.

"You know what, I can't wait for you to get married so that I won't face you anymore!" He pout, frowned so hard in frustration. "Mrs Park Nara!" He yelled.

The sudden outburst about the marriage from Jungkook caught her off guard. She didn't even expect that to come.

Nara stood up. She was suddenly burned in anger as she send the picture to Jungkook.

"Saw that?" She asks. Jungkook's eyes widened at how clear she snapped the picture of him kissing his girlfriend.

"I'm gonna send that shit to mom and dad so you'll be like me. Your marriage will be arranged by them and you'll suffer like me! You'll feel how hurt it is not to have someone you love to be with you until the end! And you feel like killing yourself for that! You understand that?!" She yelled in anger.

Jungkook were speechless by her sudden outburst. He froze in front of her room, blinking his eyes a few times.

"That's how fucked up I feel right now!" She finalized as she fell down on her knees, suddenly feeling so weak.

Jungkook knock her door carefully, trying to apologize for his antic but all he got is, "Leave me alone." from his sister.

Sounding so weak just like she is. And that already made Jungkook feel bad.