A/N: Detailed birthing. Curses.

I went through Pregnancy with the help of Sire and the Terror Twins.

Once I got to the stages of the youngling starting to kick. It became harder and harder to keep my emotions in check and one day... I did something I thought I wouldn't regret.

"Hey bois, I need to tell y'alls sumthin'." I state.

"Sup Val, we got time for ya." Sunstreaker says, kissing my hand.

I looked up at the two Mechs with tears slowly leaking from my optics.

"I love you both! And no matter how hard I try to deny it, I never can!" I cry.

"We love you too," Sideswipe replies.

I smile widely and hugged both Mechs before running to the closest bathroom and hurling up my lunch.

I walked around base, never sitting down. I had a feeling I was having twins. And even though they were to someone who had raped me, I would still love them just the same.

I saw Sire in his 'Bot form and walked over. I was unable to transform into my Cybertronian form. It would have been easier to carry my Sparklings in my Predacon form, but I didn't think of it until it was too late.

"Hey Sire? Can I ask you a question?" I asked curiously.

"You just asked me two, but go ahead and ask me a third one, what's up?" Sire chuckles.

"I want to change my name. Something that goes with my relationship with you. Can I become Shadowhide, your femmling, your perminant daughter?" I asked shyly.

"Sure, if you want to. Its completely up to you." Sire says looking down with a prominate smile.

So after that chat I gathered everyone together and told them my new identity.

Soon I was known as Shadowhide and it came to the time where the Sparklings were to be born.

My water broke while I was hanging out with Jazz, and he carried me to Uncle Ratchets medbay, where he made sure I was okay before going to fetch my pets, Sire and my two boyfriends.

I held onto Sire's and Sunstreaker's servos when Ratchet encouraged me to push.

I squeased the servos I held and pushed. Having small hips didn't help, but after a while I gave up worrying about that. After five minutes the first Sparkling crowned.

I continued to push and soon the first Sparkling was born.

"Its a Femmling." Ratchet whispered.

After a few minutes, it was time to start pushing again.

The second Sparkling was soon born. After 30 kliks of cursing and frustrated screams.

"Its a Mech." Ratchet stated quietly.

"What are you going to name them?" Sire asked me.

"Pregnancy sucks!" I huff. "Their names are Sidestreak for the Mech and Ironshadow for the Femme."

I smiled down at my younglings and kissed their forehelms before passing them to their 'Sires''.

I pulled myself off the bed and sunk two Tylenol before walking out to find Damen.

I found him at his new station, located far away from me and my family.

"Damen!" I called snappily. "I birthed a girl and a boy. Thank you for giving me the chance at starting my own family, but I still hate you for it. You will one day meet 'your children' but for now, you are to stay away from me. Is that understood?"

Damen cowwered and nodded, getting back to work.

I huffed, satisfied and made my way back to the hanger.

I watched as my Sparklings were passed around and complimented about their cuteness before I grabbed them and took them to my upgraded bedroom.

It was a Cybertronian bedroom with a comfortable sized housing unit hidden in a far corner. Large Cybertronian desks and small human ones littered the floor. All of my equipment stacked and piled neatly.

I had recently bought a speaker for my Boombox so my Cybertronian form could hear the music louder than many other noise.

I walked to the small apartment and made my way to the bedroom I created for my Sparklings.

I placed my Sparklings in their cribs and left for a shower, washing dry blood and Energon off my arms from my weeks worth of self harm.

After I cleaned myself, I left to get a little bit of work done before I had to go recharge. But I couldn't, just like I couldn't eat and look after myself.

I curled up in my chair and cried, not hearing Sire and the Twins enter my room. I felt arms wrap around me and looked up to see my three favourite Mechs standing before me.

There was a loud wail come from my apartment and I went to get up, butninwas stopped by Sire, who had the replacement Sires collect the newborns and bring them to me.

"Here you are, my love." Sunstreaker stated, kissing my cheek before stepping back.

Once Ironshadow and Sidestreak were in my arms, I started feeding them.

Their eyes opened to reveal one green optic and one brown one, representing both my human and Cybertronian biology.

I smiled down at my Sparklings and held them close. Never letting them go.

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Good night/day everyone.

I been up all night cuddling with my new kitten. She doesn't have a name yet but she is an adventurous ball of fluff.
Thank y'alls.

Next chapter coming soon.

;)