// Dean's POV

They were still at it. It looked as if any second one of them would lead the other into a bedroom.

Dean didn't want that.

Cas was drinking. They would kiss and then he'd take a drink. Then Meg would pull him in for another kiss.

He had drunk more than Dean, who had stopped so he could register what was happening.

If Castiel was drunk...Dean could- and he wouldn't remember right? At least not clearly.

He might think it was a dream. That would be good...he thought.

Dean looked away from the two. He waited for a while before looking back that them.

Charlie walked up to Dean. She looked angry. Dean could've sworn he could see the smoke blowing out of her ears.

"Dean! You're the one who's supposed to be making out with Castiel!! Not Meg!" She huffed out.

Dean rolled his eyes and stared at the pair in the corner of the room.

"No Charlie- I...well yea sure. I'd love for that to be me over there kissing Cas. But...he's straight."

Charlie scoffed and placed her hands on her hips.

"Dean fucking Winchester. Don't lie to me. And most of all...don't lie to yourself! I've seen how he stares at you! You know you've even caught him staring at you a lot!"

Dean blushed and looked away.

Charlie shook her head and walked over to where Castiel and Meg were...occupied.

Dean watched her.

She tapped Castiel's shoulder. He didn't turn to her. Charlie grabbed his jacket and dragged him towards Dean.

"Whoa whoa~ Charlie! What are you doing?" Cas slurred.

Charlie looked over at him and pushed him into Dean, trying to seem calm, even if she was about to explode in anger.

Cas looked up at Dean. He giggled.

"Hello Dean!" Cas hiccuped.

"H-hey Cas..." Dean looked away from the drunken boy.

Charlie sighed and walked away with a small smile. Dean mentally cursed at her for leaving him to deal with a drunk Castiel.

"So Dean~ I *hic* saw you watching me with Meg." He slurred.

Dean blushed and looked down at Cas.

"I didn't like you seeing me with her. Well I did. I kissed her so you could know what it feels like to have to see someone you...like kiss another." He struggled to stay on his two feet.

He almost fell over, but Dean grabbed him just in time.

Dean's arms were wrapped around Castiel's waist. Castiel had moved his hands to Dean's shoulders to stay balanced.

"You should watch yourself." Dean mumbled, staring right into the orbs of the bluest blue eyes he's ever seen.

Castiel's mouth was slightly parted, in shock. But he managed to chuckle and wrap his arms around Dean's neck.

"You know...you are really cute..." Cas smirked at Dean.

Dean blushed darkly and looked away. But then something in him told him to play at Cas' little game. But he couldn't.

"And you're really really amazing and beautiful." He smirked kissing Dean's neck.

Dean groaned.

"Damn it Cas..." he whispered.

Castiel chuckled lowly and sucked on Dean's neck.

"You're really something...." he whispered before pulling back, a sadness in his eyes.

"But...I know. I know- " he choked back a sob.

Dean moved his hands to Castiel's arms and slightly shook him.

"But you know what?" He asked.

Castiel's eyes began to water as he looked away.

"I know....someone like you. Can't and will never like a- A nerd. A. A- someone awkward and clumsy. Someone who doesn't know the first thing about what women like and want. Someone who is always looked down upon. Someone who was never good enough for anyone. Someone like you can never like someone like me." He whispered the last part.

Castiel looked into Dean's eyes and gave a weak smile before beginning to walk away.

"Damn it Cas." Dean mumbled again.

He grabbed the younger one's arm and spun him around, grabbing his collar. He looked into the giant blue eyes before crashing their lips together.

Cas didn't do anything for a few seconds and then Dean felt his hands move to the back on his neck and Cas was kissing him back.

Dean deepened the kiss and Castiel's tongue glide across his bottom lip.

Dean parted his lips and soon their tongues danced together, trying to win.

They pulled away after a while and Dean looked Cas right in those deep blue eyes of his.

"Don't you ever think less of yourself Cas. Don't you ever think no one will like you. Hell, you're awkward. And yes you're a cults. But don't you ever think I will never like someone like you. Specifically you. Because you're wrong Castiel Novak. I love you." Dean smiled.

Castiel's eyes widened and he locked their lips together again, this time with more need.

He was doing it. Dean Winchester was finally kissing Castiel Novak!

He had told him he loved him! He did it.

But...he wouldn't remember...he was drunk after all...