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the talks became our thing and i slowly got to know him better.

i still have no idea if he could ever like me as more than a friend but i'm just glad i get to spend more time with james and become more comfortable around him.

in the end we may not even become a pair but i'll still be glad for the things i went through because of a boy that showed me something new, even though more than a few of them were not that great.

i still have my friends beside me.

my fears keep on exsisting and they appear stronger from time to time but i believe that one day i'll meet (if i hadn't already) a person i'm not afraid to fall in love with.

and i sencerelly hope the same for you.

'Girl