Siddharth's pov

Sun peeped inside the room of the hotel where we stay, I crouch on a vintage chair of the hotel which blew a weird chur-chur sound, I only waiting to wake her up that violent bunny from her intense sleep because of which she engulfed my whole night, I glimpsed her in that dilemma,

if she wakes up, what she said and what I answering again cause again and again answers her in "no" tears me apart from my soul, I whole night thinking about it that how to understand her that we are very different from each other where she felt everyone contended as ice where I only know to burn everything because of my anger issue, I know that understanding her everything isn't so easy for me but to push far is also tough but I have to do that for the sake of her abruptly my gaze fell on her when she blinked her eyelashes maybe she comes in senses,

"Ahhh!!", she painfully sighed by closing her eyes obviously that's headache had to be a bonus cause last night she drank so much like drunkards,

"Have it, maybe it gives you some relief", I said to her by passing her a glass of lemonade after seeing the lemonade first she makes face then maybe she remembered something maybe the last incident deliberately she raises her eyes lashes to see me and abruptly carries the glass and sip it in the way...,

"Ho gaya", I crackle inwardly too much after seeing her that action but any crinkle of happiness did not arrive on my face,

"Omg..., ye" as she shouted I land out from my thinking seeing her ask by lifted my one eyebrow,

"What?"

"You didn't see about,what I asked", naaz show siddhant's white shirt which was she drape on her body only to cover herself and that too not sufficiently covered her cause end up on her inner thighs,

"Your dress get wet last night because of your shower game", as siddhant's voice plunged in her ear felt his gaze over her which burnt her with such intensity she felt her soul shiver then abruptly a thought hit her,

"Is he change my...?"

"No..No but how can you change this", she bluntly said without thinking twice seeing him by collided her eyebrows ask,

"Is you, who change...?", sidhant just speechless after hearing her innocent voice and that brilliant question and that expression working as the cherry on the cake..,

"Mam, I parched your outfit", sidhant gesturing toward the female staff of the hotel and she understand that she change her dress sighed after getting that rolled her eyes on sidhant who standing in a corner.

"Umm..., I'm sorry for the mess", as siddharth heard her stiffen his nerve says sternly,

"It's okay but I have to talk with you, so come fast after change" sanya bobbed her head In yess then went towards the washroom to change.

Every second feels as minute and every minute passes as hours in that question how she tell her everything about his past how? And how she reacts after getting that, maybe she drawback her steps hopefully because I also want the same because I don't want that which happened with meera, naaz also suffered that.

I still remember that day, when I hurt my love my meera but she proved that her love was not wrong, I hurt her broke her to no mend and now the same I will not want to happen with you too naaz because I have not enough energy to get another pain or scar on my heart my life not less than a mess because to achieve my motives, I already destroy everything and because of that, I don't want to add you in this.

Abruptly a voice of someone's feet arrives similarly Siddhant catches a deep breath also gathers the courage to say everything to her twirl to see her.

"Vo main...," as he continues his eyes stuck on her wondered whether he could see into her soul, his heart slammed at the sight of her cause she looks too beautiful water drenching from her long hair which cascade open up to her ass still the aroma of freshening up arrived from her body which slams him differently...,

"Boliye, I can hear you" as sanya speak siddharth bang his inner mind to whirl around says sternly by taking a deep breath,

"Naaz I know very well what happened between us and the way I mistreated you was not right, yes I knew that you love me" as naaz hear him gulp her saliva to bear the pain which hits her after a second, minute or maybe late but she knows that this man surely going to break her again she drops on bed vigorously her freshen up face converted in to pale then without blinking she only seeing the wall hear everything that he said to her,

"Haan I hear that day that you love me but maine tumse issliye iss baat ko nahi chupaya ki main tumhari insult kar sakun, I just wait for a good time to tell you to understand you that love is not a two days ornament which my hearts want I wear that then throw that love is such feeling which comes out from the core of heart asey 2 mahino main love nahi hota," siddhant speak everything seeing out of the window cause he has not enough courage to says everything to seeing in her moist,

"Yess, you are right love is not an ornament which we will choose according to our wish or choice and that same goes with me, I don't know I love you or not I just know I need you," naaz said painfully and at the same time hot tears of embarrassment slid down her rose-coloured cheeks,

"Okay now I know that you didn't agree on my any kind of word but before your decision, you have to know about me"

"But if I say I didn't need to hear anything about meera and you" as naaz spoke siddharth stunned as someone snatch the floor beneath his feet seeing her bewildered, Santa noticing her expression and confusion too then says,

"Yess, I know everything about you and your fiance meera who also worked there in D.I.A, how you both fall for each other and then a misunderstanding..., I know everything" after hearing her he felt aching sorrow soured him like an old wound on a rainy day seeing her bluntly with shock don't know how to react his heart the sorrow he felt-the guilt-was almost too much to bear...,

"I knew about you everything and which I didn't know you have not to tell me because what all said didn't affect me and I didn't force you to love me cause I just want to stand beside you, hold you only want that whenever I open my eyes only your face flashes first in front of my eyes," naaz says by gripping his palm gently from back hug his towering figure from back as her life depends on him and don't know when he understood that.

I'm blank now, how to told that girl who hugging me as her whole life, my one decision destroy her and I don't become as much selfish who destroy anyone's life, I don't want that someday my behaviour, anger and behaves burn the kid inside her.....
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