Chapter 30: Pain
Ryuko was looking at [Name] who was currently in their room. "So you're telling me that we used to share this room?" Ryuko asked looking at him. [Name] sighed and looked at her.
"For the last time yes we shared a room I was your roommate call it whatever you want we shared this room. Please stop asking me this question." [Name] said looking at her.
"Alright so I know this may seem weird but how strong are you?" Ryuko asked looking at him.
"Depends on what you mean," [Name] said looking at her.
"Please explain," Ryuko said looking at him.
"I mean are you talking about in terms of physical power, terms of mental capability, or in terms of overall skill." [Name] said looking at her.
"I don't know. How about each of them." Ryuko said looking at [Name].
"Well in terms of physical power I'm unmatched. In terms of mental capability, I'm not going to lie there's probably a lot I can't help you out with. In terms of overall ability I guess I'm above average." [Name] said looking at her.
"I see so remind me what you're doing again tonight that's so important," Ryuko said looking at him.
"The twins got their memories of me back so they wanted to take me out to a local pub to calibrate." [Name] said looking at Ryuko.
"Is that really the case?" Ryuko asked looking at him.
"I doubt it is. I think they are just going to be weird and talk about all the stupid things I did." [Name] said a sigh at the end. They then heard a door from the other room burst open.
Before either of them could question what was happening Zero had burst into their room. He didn't look in the best state of mind. Then again that was probably due to the bottle in his hand. "[Name]!" Zero said walking over to him. "Yoush need to come withsh me." Zero said wrapping his arm around [Name]'s neck.
"Why's that?" [Name] asked as he got dragged out of the room.
"I got my memories of yoush back." Zero exclaimed as he and [Name] left the room.
As Ryuko watched the scene in front of her she laughed then fell silent for a moment. "Do you really think that they know him?" Ryuko asked looking at her piece of clothing.
"Yes, they know him," Senketsu said looking up at the girl who was currently wearing him.
"But how can you be so sure? I mean how do we know they aren't just faking all this or even worse what if he did something to their mind." Ryuko said looking down at her outfit.
"Just because you don't remember [Name] doesn't mean that the others don't. Zero and the twins have already gotten their memories back. I'm sure that you will also receive your memories of him you just need to be patient." Senketsu said which cause Ryuko to calm down slightly.
"Thanks, Senketsu I guess you're right." She then let a small chuckle escape her lips and looked down at the outfit she was wearing. "You know if I didn't know any better I'd say that you have already gotten your memories of [Name] back as well." Ryuko said and after a brief moment of silence she let out an annoyed sighed. "So how long ago did they return?" Ryuko asked.
"About a week ago," Senketsu said looking at her.
"A WEEK AGO! YOU MEAN TO TELL ME YOU GOT YOUR MEMORIES OF [NAME] BACK BEFORE ANYONE ELSE AND DIDN'T TELL ME!" Ryuko said extremely annoyed with what she had just heard.
"Yeah I didn't want to be the first to bring it up seeing as how only you and Satsuki can hear me," Senketsu said looking up at Ryuko. She and Senketsu then heard a knock on the door and she went to see who it was. To her surprise, it was actually Ira at the door.
"Is [Name] here? I wish to speak with him." He asked looking at Ryuko.
Ryuko then sighed and looked at the taller male in front of her. "Let me guess you got your memories of him back to," Ryuko said looking at him.
"No, not exactly I wish to speak to him about something more personal," Ira said as a small blush came to his face. Ryuko then heard the door behind her open up and [Name] crawled through it.
"Well please ask then." [Name] said looking at him.
"I thought you left with Zero to celebrate," Ryuko said looking at him.
"I just remembered that Zero and the twins getting drunk never ended well for me." [Name] said looking at her. He then turned his attention to the taller male in the room. "So what is it you want?" [Name] asked looking at him.
Ira then walked into the room and sat down on one of the beds. "Well, you see there is a private matter I wish to discuss with you. Now I know you may not approve but I have a request to ask of you." Ira asked looking at him.
[Name] was quite for a minute before his face lit up with realization. "I can't believe we're going through this again. You know what I'm going to skip all the formalities yes you can date Mako." [Name] said which made Ira a little confused.
"But I never even asked-" He said only to get cut off.
"Wrong you have asked before and I gave you my permission before now like before I'm going to leave how you ask her out completely up to you." [Name] said looking at him. Ira walked out of the room with a dumbfound look.
"He asked for your permission before?" Ryuko asked looking at him.
"Yeah it kind of surprised me to be honest. Although I'm even more surprised that he hasn't asked her out yet. He seems like the direct type." [Name] said looking at her.
"Yeah I guess so." An awkward silence then fell over the room. Ryuko had decided to break the silence. However, she could not have picked a worst topic to bring up. "So did you have a girlfriend?" Ryuko asked.
She had a visible effect on [Name]. "Yeah I did. Although she doesn't remember me." [Name] said as he let out a sigh.
"Oh, I see well I'm sorry I brought up the subject," She said looking at him.
"No, it's fine. To be honest, I never thought we would end up together and now I can't imagine the world without her . . . or at least not the world I'd like to live in." [Name] said looking at the ceiling.
"She sounds important to you," Ryuko said looking at him.
"Oh, she is. In fact, I've taken a blade for her before. I almost died but she was without a doubt worth it." [Name] said a smile on his face.
"Really she sounds like something. Mind sharing what she's like?" Ryuko suddenly asked looking at him.
"I'm not going to lie she's perfect. She has beautiful hair and amazing eyes her body isn't that bad but out of all those things are not what attracts me to her. It's her amazing willpower no matter how bad things looked for her she never gave up. She was actually one of the bigger things that helped me make a choice to give up my existence." [Name] said looking at her.
"Oh, really why's that?" Ryuko asked looking at him.
"Well, I thought everything out before. Usually when you die there is going to be at least one person that will mourn your death. However seeing as how getting rid of my existence would have erased everyone's memories I didn't really care." [Name] said looking at them.
"Why's that?" Ryuko asked looking at them.
"When someone buries their way into your heart it's impossible to remove them. I knew this and knew that I wouldn't feel any pain from dying this way and neither would anyone else. You see if their memories of me were gone then they won't have any reason to cry over my dead body. I also knew that the girl I loved would have never fallen in love with me. Which meant that she could move on and find happiness somewhere else. . . Why is Senketsu crying?" [Name] asked looking at said piece of clothing.
Ryuko was confused until she looked down and saw that tears were indeed falling from Senketsu's eyes. "That was beautiful," Senketsu said looking at him.
"Aw geez, Senketsu stop it you're embarrassing me in front of [Name]." Ryuko said and then an odd thought crossed her head. 'Why does being embarrassed in front of [Name] feel alright?' She then saw [Name] chuckle and he got up.
"I'm going for a walk. I hope your memories return soon." [Name] said as he left the room. When he got out of the house he found himself just wondering the streets. He eventually found himself in front of an old abandon part of town that no one ever visited. He remembered this place and the memory brought pain to him. This was where he and Ryuko technically had their first kiss.
He smiled and looked up at the sky. "Damn it this hurts," He said gripping his shirt. A tear then fell from his eye then another and another. "It feels so heavy. I'm strong so why? Why is this so damn heavy?" [Name] questioned as the pain in his chest only grew as all the memories of him and Ryuko came flooding back.
He knew why it hurt of course. He'd have to be an idiot to not know why he was in pain at the moment. "Does it hurt?" He heard a new voice ask. It was familiar, but he couldn't remember where he had heard it from. "Of course it does." [Name] said looking at the ground.
"Do you want to make the pain stop?" The voice once again asked.
"Of course I do." He then let go of the shirt that he had been gripping the entire time. "But how can I?" [Name] asked averting his gaze to the sky.
"I can help." The voice suddenly said. "I can make this pain inside of you just disappear all at once how does that sound?" The voice asked getting closer.
[Name] smiled as he heard this. "That actually sounds pretty good." His face then hardened, though. "Then again nothing in life is free. So what would I have to pay to obtain this." [Name] said looking as he turned around to see a shadowy figure standing right in front of him.
"Just run a few simple errands for me. From what I've heard you used to run these type of errands all the time." The figure said getting closer to him.
"Alright, you got a deal." [Name] said looking at the figure.
It then approached him and as soon as it whispered in his ear he suddenly remembered where he had heard this voice before however he once again forgot as the voice was done speaking. "Then let us begin." The voice said in a soft tone.
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