I shakily pulled out my notebook and handed it over to him. "Here is where I draw most of my sketches...I have done some digital art at my house, but I don't get to draw at home that much." I said feeling a blush come to my face. God, what is he going to say about all the drawings I have of him in there...will he figure it out? I mean he is super smart...I admire him because of how smart he is...but sometimes he can be a dumbass...

"Thank you," He said sweetly as he started looking through my notebook. "So, how was your day today?" I asked starting to eat some of the food I packed this morning. It wasn't much but it was better than nothing.

"My days been alright...just Kaede and Rantaro were giving me a hard time earlier when I said I wasn't going to sit with them at lunch." He looked up at me and gave me a sad smile. "But it's alright because I like talking to you way more than I enjoy being around them," That made my heart flutter. He likes being around me! Maybe my feelings for him aren't a lost cause?

"Why do you still hang around them then?" I asked. I could see he flinched when I asked him. "Did they do something to-" "No, I just can never find the right words to say...and they kind of told me they would spread rumors of me if I wasn't friends with them..." He sighed and rested his back against the tree. "I guess I'm just kinda stuck for now. Haha," He laughed weakly placing the notebook in his lap so his attention was on me again.

"What happened with you and Rantaro and Kaede?" He asked putting his hand on my shoulder. "O-oh, me and Rantaro were together a while back and he just found out that I was trans so he was repulsed by me so he let the whole school know and they all hate me." I shrugged it off like it wasn't still hurting me that he betrayed me.

"You're trans?" He asked putting his hand on my cheek with a small smile. "Yeah...does that weird you out?" I asked feeling myself start to shake. "No, it doesn't! I think it's super cool actually," He said grabbing my hand so I was sitting next to him with our backs against the tree.

"Thanks, it means a lot to me...and you think it's cool?" I said as he rested his head on my shoulder. "Yeah, I love how brave you are and how much courage you have," Love? I felt my face grow hot. I think my earlier assumption was correct...he definitely likes me. But the question is why?

"Why did you want to eat lunch with me today?" I asked trying my hardest not to stutter because of how flustered he was making me again... "Because I like being around you Kokichi," He said turning his head to me. "I really like you Kokichi," He paused before he did something I never thought would have happened to me.

He kissed me. I flinched at the suddenness of the kiss but soon relaxed and kissed back. My heart was racing a million miles a minute. He is kissing me! Shuichi Saihara is kissing me! Oh my god! I never thought I would have done this! I snaked my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me. His lips were soft and the kiss was so sweet. I never wanted it to end and I could tell he felt the same way as he slowly broke the kiss.

Our lips were still close as he rested his forehead against mine. We both were breathless and trying to catch our breath. "Shuichi I like you too," I said brushing my thumb over his cheek. "I'm glad." He pulled me into another kiss that was cut short when the bell rang.

"We should go to class...I'll text you later ok!" He said with a wave before he went into the building. I sat there for a moment letting my finger trace my lips. My face inflamed whenever I think of the kiss. I shook my head and grabbed my notebook and noticed he wrote a note under one of my drawings of him.

'Hey, I really like your art! Thanks for drawing me! Love you too Kichi~' I blushed and traced over the letters before realizing I was going to be late for class. I rushed into the school putting my notebook in my bag before running into my class. I was breathless when I entered the class but soon went to take my seat in the back.

"Today we are going to-" The teacher started the lecture and I zoned out only thinking about Shuichi. I was right, he really does like me! I smiled and pulled out my notebook to read the note over and over again. How did I get so lucky to meet you? How are you so accepting of me? How do you love me?

I want to help him to get out of the toxic friendship with Kaede and her group of assholes. But how...I put my hand on my chin. He must be staying friends with them because of blackmail, duh. But what are they holding against him? Rumors are pretty serious but I think it's more than that...ok, Kaede's a bitch...but what does she have against someone who is basically perfect?

I looked at the back of Kaede's head in the front row. I tried to glare hard enough to maybe get an answer...seeing as that is impossible I didn't get anything from doing that...I sighed and wrote a poem in my notebook before drawing another drawing of a boy with stars around him. He was alone and he was perfect...but he was alone because of who he was...who he was? What if there is something Shuichi isn't telling me? I wouldn't be surprised...maybe that's why he looks so distant all the time...he must be lonely...just like me.

Sometimes I wish I knew what was going on in your head. I looked at the picture of the boy and pictured Shuichi. I wish I knew more about you.

-Sorry, this isn't very good...I'm not having a great day today...but here is the next part! (Also sorry about the drawing it's not the best...) Thank you so much for reading!!-

-ShuichiOuma010-