Disgusting, gross, repulsive, I have been called all of them before. Just because people can't accept things that are different in any way. When someone goes against the social norm everyone looks at them with disdain.

"Konkani! Are you coming?! Mom has to drive you to school now so she's not late to work!" I flinched at the name. I was never Konkani... I'm Kokichi Ouma! I looked down at my feet... that isn't who I am...

I shook my head. I shouldn't worry about this now. I can't cry about this now! I have to go to school to get bullied and harassed only to come home and be yelled at. Then when the day finally comes to an end I can cry myself asleep. My tears are in vain seeing as I just have to do the same thing again the next day... what a life...

"Konkani!!" I groaned and ran over to my closet. "I'm coming just give me a sec!!" I pulled out an oversized white sweater and my checkered scarf. I adjusted my binder with a sigh.

Why can't they listen to me... I was never that girl...

I tied my scarf around my neck and slipped some black skinny jeans on. I grabbed my backpack sitting on the chair, sliding it on my shoulder. I turned around and grabbed my black leather boots before running down the stairs, miraculously not tripping on a step.

"I'm here!" Sliding into the car shutting the door with a slam. "Took you long enough! I might be late to work because of you!!" She put the key in the ignition and started to drive.

The drive was silent like every other drive. I could tell she was looking through the mirror at me. She looked sad and disappointed whenever she looked at me...

Last summer when I cut my hair short she looked at me the same way. When I wouldn't wear any of the clothes my sister liked, when I didn't want to wear makeup when I bought a binder... I know she doesn't like who I really am... but that's her problem! I am done pretending for other people!

Who cares what I look like, what I wear, who I say I am! Screw anyone that cares about worthless things!!

I looked out the window trying to ignore the looks I was getting from my mom. I knew school was going to be hell all over again... it's the same every day... I don't want to have to deal with all the same assholes like every other day...

"Here you are!" She abruptly stopped making the seat belt nearly choke me. I glared at her and grabbed my bag getting out of the car making sure to slam the door closed. I used more force than necessary to close the door... but she totally deserved that!

"God please no." I groaned seeing Rantaro and his friends surrounding him. "Hey, Rantaro," I said with a glare. "Did you guys hear that because I sure didn't." He said with a smirk making me grit my teeth. I can't start another fight with him. It's not worth it!

I walked passed them and got into the school. But not without hearing their rude remarks as I walked through the doors.

Rantaro and I used to be a thing. And I can not believe that I was so dumb. He is gay and I'm pan but when he found out about the girl... part of me... he got so mad and angry and called me a lying bitch. Slapping me across the face before walking away to tell his friends and the whole school.

Everyone here knows me as a lying bitch who has done terrible things... I won't go into what... but Rantaro after the incident happened... he has been making my life a living hell.

I put on a fake smile and walked into class with my usually cheery personality. "Hey, asshole!" Kaito yelled from the other side of the classroom. "Hello dumbass!" I yelled back at him making him clench his fist. "If you want to fight come over here you little bitch!!" He started walking towards me.

I put my hands up ready to hit him if he tried anything. The bell rang just as he was a foot away from crushing me. I sighed relieved as he walked over to his seat next to Maki.

Maki was like a sister to me... but she has taken a liking to Kaito and we have been more distant ever since. She gave me a sad glance as Kaito blocked her from my view.

This can't get any worse... School is hell... home is hell... life is hell!

"Today we are going to be..." I pulled out my notebook and started doodling pictures of this guy at my school. I think his name was Shuichi Saihara. He has a lot of friends and that's the main reason I don't know a lot about him. His friends don't like me so they distance him from me. He is so kind-hearted and super nice to me which makes absolutely no sense. I'm a fucking ass to everyone!

The reason I know him at all is because we were lab partners before his friends switched his classes because they found out I was in it with him. He treated me like a human being and didn't remind me of all the rumors spread about me. He was an angel... but like an angel, he is far out of my reach. But I guess that's how things are...

The teacher droned on for another hour before we were released to our next class. I slowly got up after putting my notebook in my bag. I don't really listen in my classes... because I know most of the things they are teaching... so boring...

My parents can't afford for me to go to a better, more advanced school so I just have to suffer. Even if they could I highly doubt they would send me there... they already hate me anyway... just because of who I really am.

-Another book! I really like this AU and wanted to write a book for it forever... and I finally got around to it. Also, I don't hate Rantaro. I just needed to criminalize him in this one for now anyway... Thanks for reading!-

-ShuichiOuma010-