Her p.o.v

I wake up to David gone. No note. Nothing. Just gone.

I had gotton dresses and sat around worried. It wasn't like him to do this. I sigh and grab my coat and snow boots and start walking. I wasn't gonna sit baord without him. So instead I decided walking in below 20 degree weather was better. I walked a block and realized I would get frostbite if I were out here to long and decided to head home. Thats when I saw the cutest golden retriever puppy ever in the middle of the street. I debate but soon enough pick up the small dog (who was a boy) and carry him home. Thats when she realized. The door was locked. And she had no keys. There werent even windows she could climb into. She wrapped her coat around the shaking dog and just sat on the small porch waiting.

"Please hurry David." She whispers after 20 minutes goes by. The dog was cold but not freezing anymore. Unlike her who barely could move.

-another 30 minutes

My eyes closed into blackness as the cold took over.

~

I jolt up in his bed with a pounding headake and a heating blanket on me. I look next to me to see the small dog curled up beside me. Then to my other side to see David looking pissed.

"Im sorry I went out without the keys.." I whisper then lay back down. He looks down at me and his expression soften.

"No it's not that. Im just mad I left. I had to run into the studio early and you seemed weak after yesterday so I wanted to give you a break."

"Its not your fault." I lean up and peck his cheek and pull him to lay with me.

"So whos your friend?" He says pointed to the dog well resting his chin on my head.

"His name is Edge."

"I take you found him on your little "trying to die" adventure?" He asks and I nod.

"Are you ok? Do you think you need to go to the hospital?"

"Im ok David. I just feel cold still."

"I turned the heat up so you wont for much longer love."

I nod.

"I've almost lost you so many times you know. I just cant live without you agian."

*Flashback*

David p.o.v

I walked into the bathroom snd froze in my tracks. There she was in the tub under the water of red. I call her name as i pull her out and shake her. And finally I do what I never thought I would. I shove my hand down her throat so she will choke up the water well puking since I dont know mouth to mouth. I watch as she pukes and I pull her close to my chest well she gasps for air.

"D-David..."

"Yeah yeah im a cruel fucking bastered I know. Im fucked up for wanting the only person I really fucking love to not die unless its at old age with me. You think I can live without you? You think I could move the fuck on. Well I can't. I never would be able to. Just knowing you will someday not be here is bad enough. Don't take the time I have with you away so early."

"I don't wanna die anymore."