Klance
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Alpha/omega stuff
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Anyway...

All Keith wanted was just some sex... Some great sex... He wanted dick so badly, but it wasn't available at the time, so he went out and made himself available.

It was a great night. Wonderful Alpha dick dominating him. It was so different than what he was used to, their dick was roughly the same size as he was used to, and he never thought of it as a big deal...

Until now.

Keith trembled, eyes wide as he sat on the cold floor of the bathroom. Tears streaked his cheeks as he stared at the stick in hand.

"O-oh God..."

It was so rare. So rare, and Keith never even thought of this happening to him.

Omegas, especially male, almost never got pregnant out of heat.

But, of course, with Keith's luck, he did... And it's his one-night-stand's baby...

Not his mate's...

He jumped at a soft knock on the door.

"Keith, babe, are you alright? You've been in there for, like, fifteen minutes..."

The omega gulped and wiped at his eyes, clearing his throat. "Yeah... I'm okay, Lance... I'll be out in a moment."

Lance hummed softly on the other side of the door. "Alright. Well, I made your favorite. Maple bacon pancakes!" He sang and it only served to tighten Keith's gut with guilt. "With a cup of apple juice, of course. It's there when you're ready. I'm headed to work, now."

"Okay... Have fun..." Keith murmured loud enough for his Alpha to hear, then listened to him leave.

Keith sobbed, throwing the stick. He dropped his head in his hands, shaking and crying. He hiccuped, chest feeling more and more compressed as he replayed that night in his head.

~

Shiro beamed as he opened the door and saw Keith. He eagerly let him in.

"Hey, stranger." He mused, then frowned as he noticed how tense Keith was. "Are you okay?"

Keith grit his teeth, tearing building right back up into his eyes. He shook his head and sobbed, covering his eyes.

The older man rushed over and took Keith in his arms. "Hey, hey... Keith, what's going on..?"

"I-I'm pregnant..." He whimpered, clinging tightly to the man he saw as a brother.

Shiro furrowed his brows, rubbing Keith's back. "Isn't... That a good thing? You and Lance have been wanting a baby..."

"No!" Keith cried, pushing away. "It's not... It's not... We do want a baby..." Keith sunk into the couch, hiding his face in his hands. "Just... I can't... Give him this baby..."

Shiro lowered himself onto his knee in front of him. "Why..? Why not?"

"Because... Because I... I-it's not his..."

The Alpha's eyes widened, then he jolted at a gasp from the hallway.

Keith stood wideeyed, pivoting to face his best friend.

She stood there, messy hair, glasses crooked and dressed in one of Shiro's shirts. Her green toothbrush was barely an inch from her mouth.

"Pidge..." Keith whimpered, stepping closer.

The tiny omega shook her head in disbelief, stepping back. "I... What the fuck is wrong with you!?" She snapped, making Keith flinch. "How the hell can you do that to him!?"

"I-it was an accident-"

"No! No, it was not!" Pidge waved her toothbrush at him like she'd stab him with it if he got too close. "You fucked some other Alpha! That was no accident!"

"Katie, you can't know that-"

"I don't know that, because he used to beat the shit out of any Alpha that's so much as look at him!" Pidge backed more away, glare steady on Keith and now building with tears.

Oh God, she was so disappointed in him. Keith could see it burning in her amber eyes.

"When!? When did you do it!?"

Keith gulped, looking down. "When... Lance was on that business trip..."

Shiro sighed and sat on the sofa.

Pidge whimpered softly. "When..?"

"The... The night before he came home..." Keith thought his heart was being crushed. "I didn't think her be back for two more days, but... Then he came home..."

"Does he know?"

Keith shook his head, looking down. "No... He doesn't know at all... Please, God, Pidge, don't tell him... He can't know..."

Her eyes widened more, if possible. "You're not going to tell him, are you..?"

"Of course not!" Keith shouted. "Why would I tell him!?"

"Because he's your mate! Because you married him! Because he is so fucking in love with you and you went and stabbed him in his fucking back and he's too in love with you to realize it!" She screamed, the toothpaste that was on the bristles of her brush flinging off and hitting a wall with the force of a furious gesture of her hands.

Keith flinched again, biting hard on his lip. He glanced back at Shiro, hoping for support. That hope was crushed, seeing that sad look in those gray eyes.

"I'm sorry..."

"Don't you fucking apologize to me!" Pidge sneered and turned, stomping back down the hall. "Tell the man you just ripped the heart out of! That big, loving heart that you stomped and spit on!"

~

Keith smiled softly as Lance jumped into bed and wiggles over to wrap his arms around Keith's waist.

"Mm... I missed you, today."

"You say that everyday."

"Because it's true everyday." Lance kissed Keith's waist and squeezed him.

Keith gulped, carding his fingers through Lance's hair. "Sorry..."

"For what?"

"I... I meant to make dinner, but I forgot." Keith muttered.

Lance laughed, sitting up to kiss Keith's forehead. "It's okay, babe."

Keith closed his eyes, leaning into his Alpha. "Okay..."

~

"Keith..."

The omega hummed, curled up on the sofa, sucking on a spoon as he read.

"When were you going to tell me?" Lance asked softly, standing behind the couch.

Keith furrowed his brows, looking up, then his eyes widened as he saw the stick in Lance's hand. He yelped, skittering to his feet and snatching the test. "You weren't supposed to see that!"

His heart raced, tears already burning his eyes.

A grin built on Lance's face, eyes sparkling. Keith could swear a hand was gripping his stomach and pulling.

"We're having a baby?"

Keith gulped, knuckles turning white as his fingers clenched tightly around the stick.

Lance laughed and grabbed Keith excitedly, lifting him up to kiss him eagerly. "A baby! We've been trying for so long and- why didn't you tell me sooner?"

The omega forced a smile on his face as he held onto Lance. "I was going to... When... The time was right... Our anniversary was coming up, so..."

The Alpha laughed and spun with Keith. "A baby! We're having our baby!" He littered Keith's face with kisses.

Keith wanted to just shrink away into nothingness.

~

Lance was so chipper. He was absolutely ecstatic. Keith couldn't stop crying when his Alpha was gone.

It's weird. He's never cried so much. He's never felt so much guilt or regret.

Before, he was so uncaring and cold. He did whatever, whoever, whenever. It was all about him. He didn't care about anyone else or anything else.

Then he met Lance. They butted heads so hard and so often. Keith was so bull-headed back then. So angry all the time.

Until he realized he was softening up, especially towards Lance. Until he realized he was in love with Lance.

Once Keith actually got to know the Alpha, he saw how kind and gentle he was, despite being such a competitive Alpha.

As they grew closer, Keith wanted to be better. He strived for it. For Lance. He thought he was better.

"Guess I'm not so different..."

"Hm..?" Lance hummed, nose tucked into the nape of Keith's neck.

Keith shook his head. "Nothing... Just thinking out loud..."

Lance rubbed Keith's abdomen. "What about?"

"When we met..."

The Alpha chuckled, gently squeezing his mate. "God, you were such a hothead."

Keith smiled softly, closing his eyes. "Yeah..."

~

"I'm gonna abort it..."

Hunk gagged, Pidge choking on her coffee.

Keith sighed, crossing his arms. "What's the big deal?"

"What are you going to tell Lance?" Hunk questioned, gulping afterward.

Keith sighed. "That I miscarried. What else? I have my own money, he doesn't have to know."

Pidge scoffed. "How are you going to explain to him that you miscarried, huh?" She folded her arms, dropping against the back of her chair. "In a normal miscarriage, there'd be blood."

The older omega bit his lip and looked down. "I'd say that... That I started feeling pains... So I went to the doctor and... Bled in the car or on the way into the hospital..."

"Of course..." Pidge shook her head, looking away. "You've got it all planned out..."

"Well, what do you want me to do?"

She narrowed her eyes and stood up. "Tell the truth."

~

Keith hated his baby bump. Couldn't stand looking at it.

Lance was in love with it. He talked to it constantly, burying his face in it.

The omega's heart broke just a little more every time Lance brought something baby related home.

A cute onsie, an adorable little pacifier, and bottles with safari animals decorating them. Lance was already setting up a nursery.

Keith couldn't stand himself.

But Lance still coddled him. Lance spoiled him more than normal.

Keith wanted to hate the attention. He wanted to tell Lance to stop because he didn't deserve it, but he couldn't let Lance know...

Lance seemed to like massaging Keith swollen feet as he watched television. Keith was invested in his book, sucking on a spoon.

He looked up as his phone rang, taking the spoon out of his mouth. Keith grabbed his phone, looking at it.

"Shiro..."

Lance shrugged, working on Keith's toes. "Answer."

Keith hummed and did that. "Hey, Shiro."

"Lance there?"

The omega blinked, then turned down his volume a little so Lance wouldn't hear the other side of the conversation. "Yes... Why?"

"What if the baby is really his, and not one-night stand guy's?"

"What? Shiro, I don't think-"

"Hear me out." The Alpha cut in. Keith sighed, but didn't say anything. "Your heat was the week before his business trip, right?" Keith hummed in acknowledgment. "Well, what if you got pregnant then?"

The omega sighed. "No... I checked."

"Are you completely sure?"

"Yes."

"Keith, I'm only saying that you should get a paternity test before you do anything drastic. I dont want you doing something else you'll regret."

Keith huffed, smiling at Lance as he glanced over. "I can't, Shiro. I'm not risking it."

"Keith, I-"

"Bye." He hung up and set his phone aside. Keith sighed, rubbing his face.

"What was that about?" Lance mused, pressing his thumbs into Keith's arch.

Keith moaned softly. "He was trying to convince me to go to this thing with him and Pidge... But we wouldn't make it to our anniversary dinner if I did..."

The Alpha hummed and nodded, turning his gaze back to the screen. "Too bad for them."

Keith chuckled and nodded. "Yeah."

~

Keith felt sick, gripping the steering wheel so tight his knuckles turned white. Tears stung his eyes. He breathed deeply and tried blinking them back.

However, the moment his eyes landed on the building, Keith sobbed and took the next immediate turn. He shook, eyes wide.

Eventually, he came to stop and cried in his car.

~

"You're looking really big for having had a miscarriage." Pidge muttered, raising a brow as she stared at Keith's swollen abdomen.

Keith shook his head and sat down. "I didn't make it. I've set up another appointment, though. No more baby after that. Mistake gone. Wiped out."

Pidge scoffed, returning to her plate. "Sure... Whatever you say."

~

Giving birth was nothing like Keith imagined.

Sure, he knew it would last for hours. Sure, there was a hell of a lot of pain involved.

But, oh my God, it was about ten million thousand times worse than anyone's ever described to him.

He wailed and screamed until his throat felt like it was being clawed out. He pushed and it felt like white-hot rods were jabbing into every single nerve ending in his body.

Lance held his hand, encouraging him and praising him.

Keith was sweating and shaking, tears pouring down his cheeks.

He sobbed and collapsed onto the mountain of pillows behind him once the nursemaid had the newborn baby in her hands.

Keith shook as he heard the baby wailing. The nursemaid crooned to the baby as she cleaned them, calming the child down.

The omega whimpered as Lance helped him sit up slightly.

Oh, God, he was so nervous.

He reached for his baby as his nursemaid brought them over.

"One beautiful baby girl for my favorite new parents." She whispered, lowering the baby into Keith's arms.

Keith's breath caught as he looked at her, then sobbed and relaxed in absolute relief.

"She looks just like her father."

Lance grinned brightly, sitting in the birthing nest beside Keith, touching the baby's cheek with his thumb. "She's beautiful..."

Keith nodded, unable to stop the tears from falling. "She's amazing..." He trembled, kissing her forehead. "Sweet girl..."

The nursemaid smiled happily as she cleaned up. "Do you have a name for her?"

Lance rested his head against Keith's. "What were those names you liked for a girl..?"

Keith hummed softly. "I liked Faith... And Hope... But I loved Rosie..."

The Alpha hummed. "How about... Rosie Hope?"

The omega grinned and bit his lip. "I love it... Rosie Hope McClain..."

~

"Oh my God!" Pidge squawked, looking around Shiro to the baby in his arms. "She looks exactly like Lance!"

Lance laughed and Keith bit his lip, watching her cautiously.

Shiro chuckled at his mate. "Katie." He mused, gently nudging her. "She's happy for you guys. I am, too. Congratulations."

Keith smiled at him, relaxing more as the Alpha nodded reassuringly to him.

~

Rosie was such a relief to look at. He could stare at her for hours and just thank her.

"You are the luckiest person I know." Pidge huffed from the rocking chair set in the corner of the nursery.

Keith smiled wider, swaying by the crib with Rosie in his arms. "I know..."

"So... You ever gonna tell him?"

"Tell who what?"

The omega froze, smile and stomach dropping. Pidge didnt seem to realize and kept going.

"Tell Lance that you banged one-night stand while he was on that trip." She huffed, biting into a piece of jerky and staring at her phone screen. "Geez. It's only been the one thing on your mind since you found out you were pregnant. You thought Rosie was a random guy's baby the whole time."

Keith's mouth went dry as he gripped Rosie slightly tighter. He almost mechanically turned around to face his Alpha.

Lance stood in the doorway, eyes wide. The bottle he held slipped right out of his grasp and hit the floor.

Keith flinched and Pidge snapped her head up.

"... Oh, shit..."

~

"Why didn't you tell me!?"

"Because you're my mate!"

"All the more reason to fucking tell me!" Lance snapped, eyes fiery and expression more furious than Keith's ever seen him.

Tears burned Keith's eyes, but he refused to let them fall. "No it's not! I-"

Lance grit his teeth. "Why did you do it..?" He asked, voice dropping low. Keith trembled at the meekness in his Alpha's voice. He almost whimpered as agony overtook Lance's expression. "Was I not good enough, anymore?"

Keith sobbed and his tears finally overflowed. "Lance... No, that's not... That's not what happened at all, Lance..."

"Then what the hell happened?"

"I..." Keith choked up, barely able to speak around the lump in his throat. "I was lonely... I wanted you, but..."

Lance clenched his jaw, anger building back up. "So every time I'm out at work and you're lonely, you go fuck other Alphas?"

Keith's eyes shot wide open. "What!? No! No, I-! I'd never- it was just the one time!"

The Alpha just stared at him, tears streaking his cheeks. "Was that supposed to make me feel better..?" He asked nearly silently. Keith sobbed, dropping his head. "What were going going to do it Rosie wasn't my baby?"

"I-I don't know..."

"Is that why you barely smiled the entire time you were pregnant? Because you thought she was someone else's baby?"

Keith trembled, hugging himself. "I... I tried to... Abort her..." He wept into his palm, Lance's eyes widening. "I backed out each time... Scared... But I was so sure she wasn't... So I kept going back, but it was too late by the time I actually tried..."

"What were you going to tell me?"

"That I miscarried..."

"After so long of trying for a baby..."

Keith's lip trembled, so he bit it. Lance slowly lowered himself onto the sofa, gaze downcast.

Lance rubbed his face. "Nine months... You lied to me for nine months..."

The omega slowly nodded.

"Oh God..." Lance huffed and sobbed. "Oh my God..."

~

Keith couldn't sleep.

Lance booted himself to the couch, leaving Keith alone in their rather large bed.

The omega sat up, throat sore and eyes stinging. He breathed deeply and grabbed the baby radio before silently making his way downstairs.

He crept silently behind the couch where Lance slept, exhausted from a long day's work. Keith opened the fridge and poured himself a glass of milk, jumping as the radio suddenly went off, Rosie's crying blasting from it.

"I've got her..." Lance groaned from the couch, standing up.

"N-no, I-"

"I'll get her." The Alpha cut off sternly. Keith gulped, tears building up again.

Lance went upstairs, rubbing his face.

Keith bit his trembling lip and closed his eyes.

~

Keith watched through the crack of the door as Lance swayed with Rosie.

He hummed softly, kissing her head and rubbing her back. Rosie yawned and curled her arms over her head. Lance murmured softly to her as he swayed, looking out the window.

Keith breathed deeply and turned. He whimpered softlt, hands over his chest. The omega went into his room, heading straight for the closet. He pulled out a large suit case and tossed it onto the bed. Keith quickly unzipped it, nearly pinching his fingers.

Without much thought, Keith started tossing clothes into the case, grabbing everything he felt like he needed.

"What the hell are you doing?"

Keith jumped at the unexpected voice, pivoting quickly, eyes wide. "L-Lance! I- you were with Rosie..."

Lance watched him, then his gaze flicked over to the messily packed suit case. He shoulders dropped, expression falling as he looked back to Keith. "No..."

"Yes!" Keith shouted, throwing another pair of shoes at the bed, one bouncing off and the other landing just beside the suit case. "I'm suffocating here, Lance!"

"I'm suffocating you!?" Lance snapped back, storming over and flipping the suitcase, dumping all of its contents.

Keith's eyes widened. "Wha- Lance!"

"You're the one who is suffocating me!" He growled in Keith's face, eyes narrowed. "You're the one who cheated, you're the one who tried getting rid of our baby!"

The omega trembled as he watched the tears build in his Alpha's eyes. "I just... I..."

Lance huffed, crossing his arms. "You were just lonely... Do you even remember the guy's name?"

Keith shook, dropping his head. "Alex... We used to go to high school together... While you were on that business trip, I bumped into him and we met for drinks that night... I didn't think it... I never thought that it would..." Keith sobbed, rubbing at his eyes.

"Was it here?"

Keith shook his head. "No... We went to his house... Well, his mom's..."

Lance huffed. "So you had sex with a dead beat drop out at his parent's house while I was earning money to keep this roof over our heads and food in the Goddamn fridge?" Keith flinched at the bite in his Alpha's tone. Lance shook his head, running his fingers through his hair. "What would you have done if she was his baby?"

"I already told you-!"

"No you didn't! You said you were trying to abort her!" Lance cut him off. "What would you have done if Rosie was his baby!?"

Keith shook, tears spilling from his eyes. "I... I don't know... I never thought about that... I thought that I could..." He trailed, hugging himself tightly.

Lance grabbed a shoe and tossed it back into the closet. Keith flinched. "I'd raise her..."

The omega blinked, then quickly looked back up to Lance. "What..?"

"If she wasn't my baby..." Lance murmured, taking a step closer. "I'd still raise her... Like she's my baby." Keith's eyes widened slightly, gulping. "Because she's our kid... You are my mate." Lance reached forward and gently touched Keith's cheek. "You made a mistake... Everyone does..."

Keith gulped and trembled, leaning into Lance's touch. "Lance..."

"Get some rest..." Lance whispered, pulling back. The omega closed his eyes and nodded.

The Alpha breathed deeply, turned, and walked out.

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