Day 9- It's good to remember there are times to be alone, and times to seek others or just be around others, love. So remember that. But know that if you are feeling no good please talk to Kurai...he is there for you and I know better than anyone that you don't like him much...but know he is there for you darling.

I know that...I just can't bring myself to leave my room. But for you I will go and talk to him. I talked to him yesterday and it wasn't all bad. So, I think that will end up working for me. I was able to talk to him today and told him about how I have been feeling and he ended up saying the right things to make me feel better...like a perfect father. But I know he isn't perfect but I can't say that I hate him as much as I first did...

Day 16- Know that I do care about you a lot and when we see each other again we can have a day together just for the two of us! I am sure that Kyoko would let us leave school for a little longer--even though I did hear her and Cathy talking about Summer school so we can finish off the year. But if it's with you, I am not that worried about it!

I'm glad that I am able to help with that, my love, but know it's okay to be unsure about these things...and I wanted to tell you that I love you more than anything. I had some cravings today...but this isn't something super out of the ordinary...but know that when you come back, not that you have to...but my body needs blood.

Day 19- Today was hard for me. I understand what you mean by cravings now...Cathy did say she was going to draw some of my blood for you and send it over when she is coming back to see Kurai again. So just know he may give you some of my blood for your cravings.

My love, I would want to be there to help you with yours, but know Kurai asked me the same thing and wanted to let you know that he cared about you and wanted to make sure that you were cared for. Which is something I will always agree with him on.

Day 21- Drinking the blood out of the vials...wasn't the same as drinking it from you. But it did satisfy my needs...for the time being anyway. Regardless, I wanted to let you know that I am here for you, and when we are together again you can take as much blood as you want.

Know I want to do the same for you...but you don't have to do that for me. Your needs come before mine, because I care about you more than any words could explain...I want to be here for you and nothing and no one can change that.

Day 24- Kurai called today to ask Cathy about if I would be okay with some friends coming over...Wasn't sure exactly what she means by that, but I think maybe you will give me some insight because you probably had the same thing happen with Kyoko. But today was a good day because me and Anaki watched some good old cartoons while Cathy was sorting things out with Kurai. It was fun and I actually really enjoyed doing so!

I'm so glad that you were able to do so, my love! And yes...I wanted to let you know while I have been staying here Nagito and Hajime did end up coming over to visit. Kyoko gave them a good run over of what has been happening...so they know most of the details about why you are all the way up in some other place.

Day 31- I felt out of place today because Cathy was busy helping someone...and Anaki was also preoccupied, so I just sat outside all day to listen to the sound of the leaves.