TEASER!

"Josh for Christ sakes would you stop that fucking banging!"

A voice screams loudly making Josh flinch quite noticeably, reaching up to quickly pull out his headphones. He looks up to face his father who stands there angrily, crossing his arms around his chest. Josh is sure that if he was in a cartoon, his father would surely be red in the face with steam pouring out of his ears.

"We have a mountain of press coming in thirty minutes and the last thing I need is your fucking banging. You have to hurry up and get ready we have a family interview as well and I don't need you looking like we picked you up from the streets" his father grits out, quickly walking out and slamming the door on the way out. During the whole ordeal Josh is bouncing his leg violently , nerves running wild afraid of his father doing doing something.

It isn't until he knows his father is down the hall until he lets out the breath he wasn't even aware he was holding. He feels so unstable , he can feel his body wanting to shake and he so desperately wants to scream because he promised no more family interviews.
Josh absolutely hates them because all the people comment on is his wild hair color , the way he looks like he's adopted and everything is just so negative. It almost hurts more when he sees everyone talking so high and mighty about his siblings and his mother , it's like they're saying if Josh wasn't there, they'd be the perfect family.

Which was far from the truth.

His father — no sorry, the president of the United States was the biggest asshole Josh had met. He was only concerned about his own reputation, he didn't have any political beliefs at all. He was a man who knew what the people wanted, then said he'd do just that — but here's the plot twist, he never followed through. If it wasn't enough that he was a shitty liar for a president, but he's a shitty father.

The moment Josh came out, his father instantly grew cold with him. He wasn't the most loving father before but something about after he came out , his father grew completely hateful towards him. He's sure that the only reason he wasn't been completely dropped from the family tree is the media that constantly swarms them, and also the fact that how bad would it be if the president of the United States, you know the big guy whose supposed to be for everyone, is actually a homophobic piece of shit.

Nonetheless, he reluctantly took a quick shower and dressed in the suit that his father always insisted he wore for interviews. Something about fitting in, but how much can Josh fit in with his bright ass red hair and gauges.

There's a small knock on his door, and he watches as Jordan head peaks in slightly.

"Hey— uhm d-dad said to call me you down? I just thought I warm you there's uhm a lot of press so uh a quick warning" Jordan said , and Josh smiled gratefully at his little brother.

"Thanks Jordan, I'll be there in a minute" he said and Jordan nodded, shutting the door softly.

Josh sighed, quickly reaching into his sock drawer and digging to the bottom of it where he pulls out the small bag of edibles and quickly eats two, desperately praying that they kick in quickly so he didn't have to have a full blown panic attack with all those camera flashing and journalist talking way too long and way too much for his comfort.

After washing his face off quickly and applying some eye drops , he was ready for anything.

Let the press begin.

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ahaha new story because i have no self control !! hope you enjoy <3 - Jared