kian and i were talking about video ideas for his youtube channel when i got a call. " i'll be back " i told kian. " ok come back though " he said making me laugh. " don't worry i will " i said. i walked into the backyard and answered the phone.

Mia: hello

Jack: Mia hi it's jack

Mia: oh umm hi

Jack: look i want to say sorry for kissing you i don't know what happened then just a rush of adrenaline i guess

Mia: oh umm it's ok jack

Jack: where are you are you ok

Mia: oh i'm at kian's house and yes i am i just need some time to think ok

Jack: ok well will you be home tonight

Mia: yea most likely if not you know where i am

Jack: yea i do well have fun

Mia: ok i will talk to you later

Jack: ok bye

Mia: bye

i hung up the phone and walked back inside. " who was it " kian asked. " jack " i said. " what did he want " he said disgusted. " hey kian calm down ok  just because you don't like him doesn't mean that i have to dislike him too ok " i said. " i know but what does he want we are trying to have fun here " he said. " oh he just wanted to say sorry and to see if i was ok and where i am nothing big " i said. " oh well he needs to back off bc i got you like this you will be mine in no time " kian said. " oh umm kian " i said. " yea " he said. " i'm sorry but i just don't like you like that i never did i just dated you because i needed to get jack off of my mind i'm so sorry i just needed to get over him " i said. " so i was a distraction " he asked. " yes " i said. " what time is it " he asked. " umm 6 " i said. " it's getting late i think you should go now " he said. " but i just got here " i said. " MIA JUST LEAVE " he yelled. " kian i'm so sorry " i said. " just leave mia ok " he said. i grabbed my stuff and looked at him. i walked out of his house i got into my car and started crying. " why does everything bad happen to me why " i said. i started my car and drove back home. when i got home i wipped away my tears and walked in. " hey mia " daniel said. " hi daniel " i said. i looked at the ground so he couldn't see that i was crying. " mia why were you crying " he said. damn it didn't work. i looked up at him and busted out into tears. " why does everything bad happen to me daniel why " i said crying. " what do you mean " he asked. he walked closer to me and hugged me. " come on let's go sit down then you can tell me what you mean " he said. we sat down on the couch and i cried even harder. " ok what do you mean " he asked. " well i mean i lost my baby daniel my baby then my little brother got shot because i didn't let him into my room then we end things very badly i found some stuff about jack i stopped talking to you guys then zach leaves the hospital jack kisses me i run off to kian's house and tell him but while i'm there i tell him he was just a distraction which is why i dated him he kicks me out of his house so i think i just lost another friend " i said crying even harder. " wait what jack kissed you " daniel asked surprised. " yes " i said. " what are you thinking about it " he asked. " i want him daniel i need him. i want to walk up to him right now and kiss him and take him back. i want him back " i said. " then why don't you there is nothing stopping you mia " he said. " but he has hurt me so many times i think one more and i'm finished " i said. " wait what " someone said behind us. i turned around and saw jack standing there. " did you hear what i just said " i asked. " you want me i want you mia i need you in my life i don't know why i broke it off i was such a dumbass for doing that please forgive me " he said. " i do jack i can't stay mad at you no matter how hard i try " i said standing up. " mia " he said walking up to me. he grabbed my hands and looked me in my eyes. " take me back mia be my girlfriend again " he said smiling. " jack i can't " i said snatching my hands away. his smile faded and he looked down. " i'm sorry i just can't keep getting hurt jack " i said. " i won't hurt you this time i promise " he said. " you said that last time jack i just can't i'm sorry but no i won't be your girlfriend " i said letting a tear slip. " i had you and toyed with your feelings i got you back then lost you again i finally had you back and lost you because i wasn't man enough in that moment to be there for you and now i have lost you forever " he said crying. " this is so hard for me but since everyone is here im going to tell you guys now " i said. " what is it " logan said. " i'm moving out " i said. " wait what " jonah said. " when " corbyn asked. " in about a month or two " i said. " where " logan asked. " not far just to the house down the street i will be here all the time but i just need to be on my own now " i said. " i just got you back and your leaving again " daniel said. " danni i'm so sorry but you guys can visit whenever you want " i said. " IT'S NOT THE SAME " he yelled at me. he got up and ran upstairs into his room slaming the door. i looked at everyone and they all looked sad. " sorry guys but this is what's best for me right now for jack and all of you guys " i said. " YOU LEAVING IS GOOD FOR US " jack yelled. " yes " i said. " NO MIA YOUR JUST RUNNING AWAY FROM YOUR PROBLEMS " zach yelled at me. i stood there in shock. why would he tell me that. i started crying even harder. " i'm sorry that i'm such a failure " i said. i ran into my room slamming the door. i ran to my bed and sat down crying. " my life sucks so much why my life why MINE " i said. i layed down crying. my eyelids started getting heavier and heavier. i soon drifted off to sleep. what a day i can't believe today happened the way it did. well we didn't got to dinner no on was up for it.