1 week later

Zach can finally get out the hospital I'm so excited it's my fault that he's in here but they won't have to deal with me anymore soon. I need to tell them but I just don't know how. " Mia " Logan said snapping me out of my thoughts. " yea " I said. " are you talking to Daniel yet " he asked. " rlly u ask me this everyday and it's been the same answer no i haven't ok and I don't want to " I said. " what about jack " he asked. " u know what Logan when u want to talk about something else then talk to me until then stop asking me the same questions " I said looking at him. " he was asking for us " jack said behind me. " yea that cool " I said. " why won't you talk to us " Daniel asked. " because I don't want to seem like a groupie again now do I " I said. " OMG mia let that go ok " jack said. " let it got jack LET IT GO I TRUSTED U I WAS EVEN GOING TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU BUT U HAD TO RUIN THAT JUST HOW YOU RUINED OUR RELATIONSHIP " I yelled at him. He looked down in shock of what I just said. " OMG jack I'm so sorry i didn't mean it I was just so mad it just came out " I said. " it's fine it's whatever honestly " he said turning on his heels and walking away. Shit what did I just do I feel so bad. He deserves it but I feel so bad. " Mia we are all going out for dinner tonight since Zach is getting out the hospital " Daniel said. " oh ok thanks " i said. He walked away and I looked up at Logan. He looked at me with sorrowful eyes. I smiled a fake smile and looked down. " ready " I asked Zach walking into his room. " yea let's just go check out " he said. He tried walking but he was in pain. " here let me help you " I said. I walked over to him and helped him walk to the front desk. " thanks you have a good day " the lady said. " you too bye " I said. I helped him walk to my car since everyone already left. Once he got in I got in and started driving off. " so you hungry " I asked. " yea actually " he said making me laugh. " ok what do you want to eat " I asked. " whatever honestly I'm fine with whatever " he said. " how about jimmy johns " I said. " no rlly " he said with a wide smile. " yea let's go get that " I said smiling. We laughed for a couple of minutes before I stopped smiling. I pulled into a parking spot and turned off the car. " look zach I'm sorry " I said looking at him. His smiled disappeared and he looked at me. " for what " he said. " for last week if I would have known it was you i swear I would have let you in i just- " i said. " look Mia it's fine honestly i shouldn't have been there so late everyone told me to just wait till the morning to visit again but i didn't listen and snuck out " he said. " i don't like to see my little brother hurt " i said half smiling. " and I don't like seeing my older sister sad so smile bc we are at JIMMY JOHNS " he said making me laugh. " see there that's smile " he said. I got out the car and walked over to the other side to help Zach but he wouldn't let me. " Zach let me help you " I said. " no I got it it's fine Mia ok " he said. I shook my head and we walked into jimmy johns and got our food. Once we got out food we went back into the car and drove back home. When we got home I helped him up the steps to the front door and let him in. " here's your sandwich Zach " I said handing him his food. " what you guys went to jimmy johns " Daniel said. " yup sorry didn't know what you liked that's why I didn't get anybody else one " I said. " wait your talking to me " he asked surprised. " yea life is too short to ignore you and not talk to you plus I miss my best friend so " I said. " what about jack " he said. " I'll talk to him again but not as much as I will to you " I said. " ok let me go tell him " he said running up the stairs. I talked to Jonah for a couple minutes when we heard yelling. " WAIT WHAT " jack yelled. " MIA YOUR TALKING TO ME " he yelled from the top of the stairs making me laugh. " yes " I said. " YAYAY " he yelled. He ran downstairs and ran up to me hugging me. i laughed and he put me down. when he put me down we looked into each other's eyes. He cupped my face and smashed his lips onto mine i kissed back but then remembered who i was kissing. i pulled away and he looked down. " mia i'm sorry i didn't mean it " he said. " i-i-i-i have to go " i said. i grabbed my keys and walked out to my car. i got in and drove to kian's house. when i pulled up i got out fast and ran up to the door. i rang the doorbell but nobody answered so i continued ringing the doorbell until kian opened the door. " mia what the hell " he said. " jack kissed me " i said walking in. " well first of all yea come on in and what " he said. " yea i'm freaking out right now " i said sitting down on the couch. " ok what happened " he asked sitting next to me till i got up. " well i was mad at him so i told him i wouldn't talk to him then today i was just like life is too short to not talk to my favorite person so i told him i would talk to him again and so he got excited and picked me up but when he put me down we starred into each other's eyes and then we just kissed " i said pacing back and fourth. " wait i thought you said he kissed you " he asked confused. " he did " i said. " did you pull away " he asked. i stopped pacing back and fourth and looked at him. " no i kissed back " i said. " OMG mia " he said standing up. " what do i do i don't want to be with him anymore but " i said. " but what mia " he said. " but i need him i want him so badly " i said. " i know mia but think how many times did he hurt you " he said. he was right jack has hurt me so many times. it's sad to admit but he has me wrapped around his little finger. what am i going to do ? what should i do?