today is the day i get out of the hospital i can't stop thinking that maybe i made a mistake when i broke it off for good. " alright ready to go mia " daniel asked walking into the room. " yea let's go " i said. we walked to the desk and signed me out so i could go home. we got into the car and started driving home. " daniel " i said. " yea " he said. " do you think i made a mistake with breaking it off with jack for good " i said. " well how do you feel " he asked. i looked down and started playing with my fingers. " honestly daniel i don't know if i did or didn't " i said tearing up. " why do you say that " he said. " because i love him i really do and probably always will but i have to think about the future and the baby i don't want jack to walk out and the baby not know their father " i said starting to cry. " hey hey mia don't cry please don't cry " he said pulling over and stopping the car. " i'm just i i-i-i'm in so much pain " i said. " mia u need to calm down ok " he said rubbing my back. " what am i going to do daniel i feel like i need him and i want him but i don't want to be hurt anymore and i don't want the baby to feel my pain " i said crying even harder. " i know mia i know just calm down please this is bad for the baby " he said. " ok how much longer till we get home " i asked looking out the window. " maybe 10 minutes " he said. " ok " i said. daniel started driving back home. after driving for about 10 minutes we finally got home. " you can leave my stuff here i'll get it later or you can just throw them away i don't care anymore " i said. i got out the car and walked into the house. when i walked in all the lights were off so i turned them on but when i turned them on i got scared. " SURPRISE " everyone yelled. i saw everyone so happy but i just wasn't in the mood. i looked at them and just walked straight into my room. i got into sweats and a hoodie and sat on my bed. i turned on my tv and our favorite movie started playing. i sat there and started crying.

Daniel's pov 

 when we walked in i saw mia run straight into her room. " what's wrong with her " erika asked me. " hey guys " jack said walking downstairs. " hey jack wanna got hang or something " logan asked. " no i'm just going to stay here and cry for a while " he said grabbing a water. " oh ok " logan said. " yea " he said walking back upstairs. " him " i said. " what do you mean by him " jake asked. " in the car on our way back she asked me if i thought she made a mistake breaking it off for good and i asked her how she felt about it and she just broke down in tears " i said putting her stuff down and closing the door. " they should have never dated " jake said. " WHY JAKE HUH THAT'S YOUR SOLUTION TO EVERYTHING WITH THESE TWO IS THAT THEY SHOULD HAVE NEVER DATED " erika yelled at jake. " BECAUSE SHE WOULDN'T BE HEART BROKEN RIGHT NOW AND PREGNANT " he said. " HE TREATS HER RIGHT THEY ARE JUST SO YOUNG THAT THEY MAKE MISTAKES TRUST ME BECAUSE WE DO TOO " erika yelled back. " MY SISTER IS ONLY 19 AND SHE IS HAVING THIS BABY THAT WILL RUIN HER LIFE AND MINE SHE WILL BE CALLED NAMES AND I DON'T WANT A SISTER LIKE THAT " he yelled. " WHY JAKE WHY " erika yelled. " BECAUSE SHE EMBARRASSES ME SHE REALLY DOES " he yelled.

Mia's pov 

 i heard erika and jake yell at each other and walked closer to my door to see what they were yelling about. " MY SISTER IS ONLY 19 AND SHE IS HAVING THIS BABY THAT WILL RUIN HER LIFE AND MINE SHE WILL BE CALLED NAMES AND I DON'T WANT A SISTER LIKE THAT " jake yelled. " WHY JAKE WHY " erika yelled. " BECAUSE SHE EMBARRASSES ME SHE REALLY DOES " jake yelled. i walked out my room without anyone knowing. " does everyone really hate me " i said looking down. " what " jake said looking at me. " jake i'm sorry i embarrass you i didn't know that i did " i said feeling my eyes tear up. " no no mia i didn't mean it " he said walking up to me but i moved so he wasn't by me. " no jake if you didn't mean it you would have never said it " i said letting a tear slip. " hey what's going on down here why was there yelling " jack said. " i just found out that i embarrass jake i wish i would have known this before " i said. " why " jake said. " because then i wouldn't think so highly of you " i said. " what do you mean " he said. " you know i wake up every morning and say wow my brothers are jake and logan paul and i'm mia paul i'm so lucky and happy " i said. " then when i was with jack i would wake up and say wow i actually pulled the jack avery he's mine i can call him mine i'm so lucky and happy with him " i said looking at jack. " then with zach i wake every morning and say wow i'm lucky enough to call zach herron my little brother and be someone he looks up to " i said looking at zach. " i wake up every morning happy as can be because i know all of you guys but recently there are days i don't want to wake up at all there are days i wake up crying. there are days where i wake up sad and pissed. i don't even know what happiness is anymore and that's so sad " i said crying. " i'm over all of this " i said.  " what do you mean " corbyn asked. " i'm done with crying all the time and scared to lose you for once i want one of you guys to be scared to lose me " i said. " and we are " jake said. " really because it doesn't seem like it " i said walking into my room and slamming my door.