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I was laying there when everyone walked In. " hey guys " i said sitting up. " Hey Mia " zach said. " how are u feeling " Erika asked. " good " I said smiling. We talked for about thirty minutes when I saw that jack wasn't talking or laughing he was just sitting down in the corner looking down. " hey umm guys can I talk to jack alone " I said. " oh umm yea we will just be out in the waiting area if u need us " Jonah said. " ok thank you guys " I said. They smiled and walked out the room closing the door behind them. " so umm u really don't remember me huh " jack said looking at me. When he looked at me I saw that his eyes were really red which meant he has been crying. " wait why are u crying " I asked. " bc u don't remember me " he said looking down. " jack I'm sorry I can't do this " I said. " wait what did I say wrong " he asked standing up. " no no no u didn't do anything wrong " I said. " then what are you talking about " he asked confused. " I have something to tell you " I said. " ok what is it " he said. " jack I remember you " I said. " wait what " he said. " I lied to you " I said looking down. " why did u lie to me " he said. " because I thought that maybe if I acted like I didn't remember u maybe I would actually forget u " I said looking down. " I don't care Mia u remember me I thought that I was actually going to lose the love of my life " he said. " wait so your not mad that I lied to you " I said. " I mean I am a little bit but u remember me that's the important thing " he said making me smile. " Mia I can't do this anymore can we start over " he said. i smiled at the thought but my smile soon faded. " jack i don't think that's a good idea " i said. " why " he said. " because your career is taking off and you have tour and some many other things to worry about me and the baby don't want to give you another problem " i said. " mia but i want you guys in my life no matter how much stuff i got going on " he said. " i'm sorry jack but i think we should see other people " i said looking down. " but we did and nothing happened " he said. " i mean for good " i said. " what do you mean for good " he asked with a crack in his voice. " like umm we see other people and we don't get back together anymore " i said. " but why " he said. " because jack i don't think i can do this anymore i'm always in tears now a days " i said. " so then this is goodbye " he said. " yea " i said. he walked up to me and stared into my eyes he cupped my face and we kissed. when we pulled apart we looked at each other. " goodbye jack " i said. " goodbye mia " he said letting a tear slip. he turned around and walked towards the door. " see u at home buddy " he said. " yea see you at home kiddo " i said. he half smiled then walked out the door. when he walked out erika walked in and looked at me. i broke down into tears. " omg mia what happened " she said walking up to me. " it's over " i said. " honey it's been over " she said. " no it's over over there is no more getting back together " i said crying harder when i said those words. " oh honey i'm so sorry " she said hugging me. " i have lost him for real now " i said. i cried for about 30 more minutes till visiting hours were over and they all had to go home.
Jack's pov
when i walked out the room i felt completly numb. we are over for real now and we are never getting back together and it's all my fault. " hey umm i think i'm going to go home " i said walking up to the group. " why what happened " jake asked. " nothing i'm just really tired from crying and i want to get some sleep " i said. " oh ok here are my keys take my car since it's the smallest and so you don't have to get an uber " daniel said. " ok thanks i'll see you guys in a couple of hours " i said fake smiling. " ok see you later jack " corbyn said. i walked out the hospital and got into daniel's car. when i got into the car i put the keys down and looked out the window. i cried so hard this hurts so badly i lost her finally and completely lost her my life is over now i have to try and act like i can move on when in reality i can't and i know that she knows that the whole fucking world knows that. i put the key in ignition and started driving back to the house. when i got to the house i walked inside and closed the door. i walked upstairs and put on comfortable clothes then got into bed. i looked at my phone and went threw all of the photos of mia and i remembering little cute things she did this day and why she did. i put on our favorite movie and cried hard. i let everything out. i cried for hours until i drifted off to sleep sad and lonely. my kid will grow up not knowing who their father is damn i really fucked up this time.
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