You caught me off guard
so many times,
With a deadly smirk,
with your poisonous smile.

I couldn't help,
but fall for those eyes.
I tried to resist,
but you got me from the very start.

I fought back the feeling,
but they came after me.
I tried to escape,
but they chased after me.

Your smile burnt a hole in my chest,
I couldn't handle the pain,
knowing that you're the one that I aim,
but I couldn't have you anyway.

You weren't mine,
you aren't mine
and you will never be.
Reality stroke me and I felt weak.

It's so sad to think,
That we're not meant to be,
but boy you know
I'm just being real.

We might live in the same planet,
but our worlds are devided
and they'll never be colided.
As long as I keep hiding and hiding.

So many times
I just ran into you,
I said my sorry
right after you.

We didn't glance
at each other eyes.
Not a single time
I saw you smile.

I'm sorry if I
was the cause of your change
I never meant
for your smile to go away.

I closed myself in
the office of mine.
I shut the door up
and willingly stuck inside.

With every second
I wished more and more
that things had been different
but they weren't though.

So many times
I came back to the day
when I left you alone
and went away.

If you think that my heart
didn't ache as I left,
you are so wrong,
I wanted to come back.

MingHao
My little angel
MinHao
my light in the dark.

MingHao
my roaring feelings,
MingHao
my one true love.

Day after day,
I felt more weak,
my hands barely touched
the paper piece.

It seemed as if
I ran without stopping
And now my chest was pumping
and dropping.

And I did indeed
ran from my past
I didn't want to remember that
I was yours back then.

Because each time it did,
it hurt more and more.
I wanted to rip my heart out
so I wouldn't have to carry on.

I still remember
when we used to be friends
And a tear of joy
streams down my face

Now when everything
is different from the past,
Can you tell me boy
what has changed?

Besides that we grew up so much,
and also we grew apart.
But nothing else has changed for me,
I love you the same, can't you see?

I glanced out the window,
it was already night time,
but I didn't notice
until now.

I got up from my chair,
I span it around,
Uselessly staring
at the leather covering it up.

I grabbed the key
and went through the door
I gasped as I saw
you waiting in hall.

The keys fell down,
they slipped from my hand.
They hit the ground
and were lying there now.

Without a word
you bend down
and picked them up
instead of me doing so.

You squeezed them in my hand,
but you eyes had no joy.
My fingers were stiff,
but my body shook.

I couldn't understand
why were you waiting
when you could have just
been walking.

You took a step closer,
that angelic stare,
I stepped backwards.
Was I really scared?

The hurtful tone
flashed in your eyes.
I'm sorry boy,
but I really wanted to cry.

'Why did you come?'
That's what you asked
And suddenly I
got tongue-tied.

I wished to explain
that I came here for you
and that my only wish
was to see you boo.

But my words weren't right
my thoughts were a mess
you waited for an answer,
but I couldn't reply.

After a while in silence
you sighed from the heart
I wouldn't be surprised
if you got fed up with my act.

I thought you'll walk away,
just leave me,
like I once left you,
but you didn't move.

'Cause you weren't me,
my mistakes aren't yours.
You tried once again
and this time I stood in my place.

You took a step forwards,
but I didn't move
I felt like in a movie,
expect this wasn't one.

You lifted your hand,
and placed on my cheek.
I'm sorry for staining your fingers
with my bloody tears.

You didn't move,
and I didn't move,
but our heart beat the same
like we were one and not two.

There were no one else
left in the world.
just you and me and
our silent song.

My heart sang from joy,
but I didn't give in.
What I needed to hear
was you speak.

You grabbed my hand
and led my way to the stairs
we ran to the roof
and climbed up the top.

My heart fluttered
filling with pure happiness
as you still held my hand
and led my way to the edge.

If I hadn't trust you,
I would have fallen.
But I knew that you'll never
leave me alone, like me before this.

We were so different
and I knew it surely
you were more honest,
braver and stronger.

And I screamed
from the top of my lungs
filling my body
with refreshing thoughts.

I wanted the whole world to know,
how much I loved you.
And that time didn't matter
it was just number.

You pulled me into your embrace
and I felt so safe.
I knew you'll guard me
no matter what others say.

I hugged you back,
and lied my head on your chest.
Right where you heart beat,
oh so fast.

I lifted my gaze,
and my eyes met yours,
they seemed like starlights
so beautiful and pure.

I could see it in your eyes:
how much you cared.
A lonely tear streamed down my face.
Don't worry boy, it's love, not pain.