A/N: Hi loves! So this chapter has some terrible things like torture and abuse. If you don't want to read it I will put a warning for it because I know some people may be sensitive to this and I don't want to hurt/harm anyone. Please enjoy and I'm sorry.

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Your Pov

   I crawled over to Tamara and pulled her into my lap. Fiddling with the restraints on the little guy I managed to unlock him and scoop him up as well. Cradling Tamara I carried her over to my cot and gently set the lil bean next to her. The boy had a tiny face and was absolutely perfect. I hated not having a name for him but I did not want to name him because we were going to look for his family.

"I'll call you pup" I said to the sleeping baby as he stirred next to Tamara. 

       Suddenly I heard footsteps echo in the corridor. It was a white room, blindingly so but I could guess they came from the left. I heard a mechanical press of an airlock that sounded suspiciously like the sound the front door of the house made but I shook it of. I had enough things to worry about.

"What more could you possibly want from me?" I said addressing the man entering this barren room.

"who is the child" He asked.

"I don't know"

"I will ask you one more time Y/N, or there WILL be consequences. Now, who. Is. That. Kid." He forcefully said walking closer to me.

       I managed to keep my ground only shuddering once as he came closer. I managed to say

"I named him puppy, pup for short. HE not IT is not to be hurt. He is mine and I will do all the house work on top of my jobs and your bonding time." I said picking him up and shaking Tamara awake. I had to turn my back to him to wake her which I was afraid to do so incase he would make my already scared back any more unique.

       "Will he be a bother" Asked the man eyeing the infant down.

"no sir. He is a good baby and as long as I am close he will not do anything." I said straightening up.

"ok, Kyle has told me its bonding time. Come down or we will add 15 more minutes and 3 more members." He jeered.

"Yes sir" I said unwinding little pup's hand from my collar and handing him to Tamara.

"Hey Tam, did they hurt you? I can patch you up if its bad right now or can you wait an hour. And don't touch Pup's nose it's broken and I will fix it later. Oh and if he wakes up do NOT let him cry or he will be killed ok sweetheart?"

"Yes Y/N, i wil make swure that puppy wil not bwe hwurt!" She said holding him a little tighter.

"Thanks Tam. I gotta go please be safe." I said backing out of the door.

       As soon as I stepped out the door I flew down the hallway and jumped down the stairs. I would get hurt worse later and it would be easier to focus on the dull throb rather than the sharp aches. Running past doors and through a maze of corridors I ran through a ugly red door into another white room. 

               🧃🧃Torture and abuse, if you can't/don't want to read look for the 🧃🧃

"So nice of you to come princess" said a man standing up in the corner.

"Your still late though, so say hello to my friends eh?" He whistled and three other men walked in.

       Shuddering I curled into a ball waiting for whatever was going to come. At least my friends were safe and I had Mrs. Nat and Mr. Bird. I tried to block out all the pain until I felt the cold steel of a knife. I drew in a ragged breath (it hurt to breath) and let it out relaxing as much as I dared to. It would make it  hurt more now but less tomorrow.

       I felt it cut my skin. Smooth, even, and controlled. Whimpering I just held in the pain and weathered the rolling waves of agony.

        I embraced the pain and let myself feel it. I hated this time more than anything but I was told I needed it. I know this was not how people came together. A rip, and a tear, it felt like fire and crawled into my shoulder. I nearly screamed out in pain up muffled it as soon as it could rise from my lips.

       I silently let tears fall, and hoped that they would not notice. Of course they did. Tears were punishable by another half hour and noise by another forty-five minutes. There was no noise in the room. It's stark white walls never heard more of a sound than a hello and occasional whimpers of pain. It was my living nightmare.

       Fully giving up I retreated back into my head imagining a life where none of this was happening. I tried to stay through this storm but not stray from my path. One of fixing my mistakes and helping other people find the life I could never have. My time here made me bitter, and forlorn. But that did not mean I was not strong.  

"See you in a week princess" I heard Kyle say as he and his "friends" left the room.

🧃🧃 Over, sorry for writing something so dark. I promise happy in the next few chapters!🧃🧃

       I crawled up the stairs and back into the white room Tamara and pup were in. I walked in and heard the doors airlock close as it hissed shut. Finding both kids on the bed. A crying Tamara was holding a whimpering and whiny pup as she tried her best to shush him. Right now she was singing as song I always sang to her. 

       I moved across the room and took him from her arms sitting down next to her. I looked down at pup and immediately fixed his bent button nose. Baby's bones were kind of bendy so his nose would heal fine. I kissed the top of Tamara's head and settled pup better in my arms.

"Want me to sing the song Tam?" I asked as she learned her frame against mine.

"yes pwease." she said patting the top of my knee.

"Alright munchkin" I said and began to sing. It hurt my voice but I pushed through. This was for the only people that brought me comfort so I could fell pain for them.

"I saw the light fade from the sky

on the wind I heard a sigh

as the snow flakes cover my fallen brother

I will say this last goodbye

Night is now forgotten

so ends this day

the road is now calling and I, must away

Over hill and under tree

through lands were never light has shone

by silver streams that come down to the sea

under cloud, beneath the stars

over snow and winters morn

I come at last to paths that lead home

and though where the roads then take me

I cannot tell

we came all this way but now come the say to bid you farewell

many places I have been

many sorrows I have seen

But I won't regret 

nor will I forget all who took that road with me

......." (A/N: I forgot the rest sorryyyyy)

"I wish you all, a very fond farewell" I finished the song.

       Tamara was already asleep. Today was a big day for her. Gently stretching out next to her wary of my cuts and bruises I gazed and the tiny child only to find he was awake! Sighing because I really wanted to sleep I held him and mentally counted down till I the next Sunday when I could see my friends again.

Pulling out my phone I shot a quick text

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Y/N: Hola mis amigos, we up for coffee in 2 Sundays? Mind if the chirrin tag along?

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A/N: Hi Loves, me again! Can anyone guess the song? Its from one of my borderline obsession's! I am also wondering if any of you has suggestions on my writing or what should happen next. Also please let me know if there are any characters I should add. Have a great day/4am reading session and remember to get some sleep and drink water! Love all you guys!

                                     -Person who discover they like writing sad stuff but does not want to because they hate being sad themselves.