A/N: MA15+ language, Attempted rape and racist words. I am aboriginal so this word is no problem for me, but do not use those words in public.
Do not read if you are sensitive or uncomfortable with these subjects.
Chow fo now Cubs
Reader is a female. Some parts of this are true, again, no hate comments.
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There she was again, rapping her insides out. She wasn't a fan of anyone, and yet here she was, tail, ears and strong language.

Her name was (y/n), she loved rapping, and she hated people who interrupted her when she was learning a new rap, or when she was writing a new one for her fans.

You wouldn't think she was the type Mirage would go for, until you saw him staring absentmidedly at her hips in those baggy pants and oversized jacket. Ironhide shook Mirage out of his dreamlike state.

"Brutha, go chat 'er up, ya like her that much, ask for a mission wit' 'er." Ironhide suggests.

"I don't like humans... But I suppose I might." Mirage huffs indignantly.

Mirage left Ironhide in the dust as he left to ask Lennox for a mission with the part cat rapper.

Lennox allowed it. He allowed it!

Mirage pov

I called Lennox over for a chat, and he told me that the part cat rapper's name was    (y/n). And she was a special case.

He told me some of her story. That she was abandoned, that she was experiment, that she trusts nobody. She even had a companion dog. And that it wasn't a pet as she was part animal herself.

Huh so that's why she mewls instead of speaking when her companion is present.
(y/n) was indeed a curious being.

Lennox also advised me that I have a listen to some human rappers to try and get to know my crush better.

I looked up some rappers Lennox knew     (y/n) liked and downloaded some of it to my hard drive for our missions.

Y/N pov

I walked down the halls rapping to 'Next Step' by Kerser and I was receiving all kinds of looks. From lustrous to disgusted to envious. Nobody liked me and I didn't like them.

"(y/n)! I need you for a mission! You gotta go with Mirage, everyone else is out of commission." Lennox's voice reached my sensitive ears. I rolled my eyes to that and made my way to the brig while listening to Lennox blabber on about the mission. Basically Mr Kill All Humans Bot and I have to go to an abandoned mining cave because of large energy spikes in the area, plus there were mining bombs planted all over the entrance.

I dissed Lennox and walked over to my mission partner.

"Wassup Mirage, the name be (y/n)" I say, wow (y/n) bold move to make on your crush.

"Wassup (n/n)" Mirage buzzed back.

"Less get goin' n*gga, I ain't no one to do not'in' all fraggin' day" I barked.

Mirage transformed and lifted the doors to his Porsche 911 Carrera RS 3.8 and beeped his horn for me to enter.

I flicked the peace sign to Lennox then bounced into Mirage's alt mode.

The engine roared as we did doughnuts and drifted out of the base.

"Wanna flick on some tunes?" Mirage asked brashly.

"Ye' show me wha' ya got n*gga. Hit up sum' tunes." I narked.

Mirage switched his radio on and flicked on some rappers... All my favourites too!

Then my second favourite song was on, 'Next Step' by Kerser

Pen with the pad, execution with the rap
Never losing, that's a fact, got a movement to attack
Used to walk around the streets, copping chases as a track kid
Coppa's barely caught us, if they did, we got bashed, shit
Shit was fun to us, wasn't much more to do
C-town with the crew, who you talking to?
Dropped out in year nine, they said I'd be a nobody
Obviously they didn't even get to know Scotty
Had a plan to write raps every single night that
Put me in positions, jump on stage like, "Where the mic at?"
Member getting chased, hood call them 'muck runs
Chopper coming out of the night, we yellin' "Duck c*nts!"
Hiding in a tunnel sipping goon, we were 16
My hair a little different, even then I could spit mean
Came a long way, chill as I reminisce
Pouring up a mix, memories I'll forever miss
Take it to the next step, in Aus I'm the best, yeah
The crew that I rep get rowdy, and I'm dead set
I ain't gonna say much, I'll leave it to the music
Pouring up a mix, this is easy, I abuse it
Take it to the next step, in Aus I'm the best, yeah
The crew that I rep get rowdy, and I'm dead set
I ain't gonna say much, I'll leave it to the music
Pouring up a mix, this is easy, I abuse it
Started from the start, I'ma take it to the end, bro
We was out bombing streets, just me and my friends, bro
I was never really good with the graff
Still put up everywhere in the hood 'cause I had
A destructive mind, all I wanna do is vandalise
These days, I'll st*b your face till my hands are dry
And someone else can take the charge for that
My shock value can cause a heart attack
Crazy shit happens, I ain't saying it like, "Hell no"
If I told you everything, I'd be in a cell, bro
Crime got heavier, I ain't gonna dwell on that
Whole game changed when everyone started sellin' cr*ck
I never had the mind for that, I wanted to be a rap star
Ten years later, now look where I'm at brah
I wonder if the c*nts I did that with
Hear this shit like, "Yeah, man, I miss that shit" damn
Take it to the next step, in Aus I'm the best, yeah
The crew that I rep get rowdy, and I'm dead set
I ain't gonna say much, I'll leave it to the music
Pouring up a mix, this is easy, I abuse it
Take it to the next step, in Aus I'm the best, yeah
The crew that I rep get rowdy, and I'm dead set
I ain't gonna say much, I'll leave it to the music
Pouring up a mix, this is easy, I abuse it
The days are gone, now wish I could just bring them back
Yelling, "Cops kill kids" out, alley way to stash
All the shit we had, beers in a backpack
Tryin' to sell gas to c*nts, it was really rat sack
What can I say man? I miss my teens
But how can I complain now, I reached my dreams
Pills back then, they were hectic too
Member, red Mitsubishis also came in blue?
My favorite were green star, shoulda seen me brah
Eyes so wide, everybody on the Beamer
We got the keys to the council spot
Off some bitch whose dad has a council job
I ain't gonna try and snitch and fuck up myself
Or tell you what happened next, ah, fuck it
It's wealth
That caused a beef with this Constable Jones
I beat his charges in court, hope he's dead and alone
Ya dog
Take it to the next step, in Aus I'm the best, yeah
The crew that I rep get rowdy, and I'm dead set
I ain't gonna say much, I'll leave it to the music
Pouring up a mix, this is easy, I abuse it
Take it to the next step, in Aus I'm the best, yeah
The crew that I rep get rowdy, and I'm dead set
I ain't gonna say much, I'll leave it to the music
Pouring up a mix, this is easy, I abuse it

At the end of that song I estimated there was time for a song nobody had heard me sing.

'On My Own' by Jez Dior featuring Goody Grace.

I've been getting high just to even out the lows now
I've been on the run, on the run, never slowing down
Only in the world trying to make it on my own now, all on my own
I've been getting high just to even out the lows now
I've been on the run, on the run, never slowing down
Only in the world trying to make it on my own now, all on my own
All on my own, my own, my own, all on my own
You see I dealt with way too much to take "no" for an answer
I lost way too much family, some to violence and cancer
I've been on a hide-away, and keep it all in my zone
Like, why the fuck do I need friends? I live this life on my own
I might sound selfish but loss to me is overwhelming
And medicine never helps so I'd rather be by myself and
If i stay alone, I can't lose anyone
I won't have to cry through the night and the sun
Got me talkin', talkin', talkin' to myself in the mirror
I'm no good for the world but I feel good right here
Got me talkin', talkin', talkin' to myself in the mirror
I'm no good for the world but I feel good right here
I've been getting high just to even out the lows now
I've been on the run, on the run, never slowing down
Only in the world trying to make it on my own now, all on my own
I've been getting high just to even out the lows now
I've been on the run, on the run, never slowing down
Only in the world trying to make it on my own now, all on my own
All on my own, my own, my own, all on my own
I lost my head on my pillow just thinking 'bout it
Some things I saw when I was young were too traumatic
I spent my time wondering where my fucking dad went
I turn my TV all the way up for the static
Everything else felt too loud
I ain't even like my house
I can't even keep this down
I'm sorry for the words that come out of my mouth
Got me talkin', talkin', talkin' to myself in the mirror
I'm no good for the world but I feel good right here
Got me talkin', talkin', talkin' to myself in the mirror
I'm no good for the world but I feel good right here
I've been getting high just to even out the lows now
I've been on the run, on the run, never slowing down
Only in the world trying to make it on my own now, all on my own
I've been getting high just to even out the lows now
I've been on the run, on the run, never slowing down
Only in the world trying to make it on my own now, all on my own
All on my own, my own, my own, all on my own
All on my own, my own, my own, all on my own
Got me talkin', talkin', talkin' to myself in the mirror
I'm no good for the world but I feel good right here
Got me talkin', talkin', talkin' to myself in the mirror
I'm no good for the world but I feel good right here

The song ended and I was crying, using my tail to hide my tears. I hadn't listened to this song in ages, and it reminded me of how I have been alone, and how I had nobody.

"(y/n) are you okay, your optics are leeking." Mirage broke me out of my thoughts.

"No, Mirage I'm not! My parents abandoned me, I have no friends, most guys in the base are trying to rape me, people are trying to kill me because their jealous of me! Some people just hate me! Everyone disowns me and hates my guts! So ask me now, am I okay? "

"Oh (n/n) I'm so sorry, I didn't know. But can I tell you something?" he asked.

"Sure, I've nothing to loose..." I mumbled.

"Well, here goes. I like you, and not just like like you, I mean I have had a crush on you since I saw you enter the base. And I promise I'm not lying. You are unique and one of I kind. I love listening to you rap and I hate how everyone treats you. So please, let my help you. I really like you!" he was sounding urgent. He was being honest, I could smell it.

"Okay Mr Kill All Humans Bot, I'll give ya a shot. Just know I'm distant and I get real weird around people." I warned.

"Okay," and that was all Mirage said.

Moments later we arrived at our destination and we were working on diffusing Bombs. After that we walked into the cave and found a month's worth of Energon. Packing the Energon on a trailer, I hitched it up to Mirage and pounced into the driver's seat. My tail lashed happily and Mirage was curious.

"Why is your tail moving so fast?" he asked curiously.

"Because I'm happy, and I want to tell you that I return your feelings. I love you, not like you. But I either love with all of me or none at all, so I might be clingy, it's also in my nature being part cat too..." I replied.

Mirage was happy, I was happy. We made our way back to base with no casualties.

And when we turned up, everyone could see the skip in my step and the bright smile on my face. I was happy, and the filthy males in the base didn't like that.

I nodded to Lennox and waved goodbye to the bots as I skipped down the halls to see Iniko, my puppy companion. Coming back from letting Iniko out of my room, I was stopped by three guys who had it out for me. Stephen, Rodger and Kyle.

"Leave me alone boys!" I warned.
They surrounded me, I couldn't move, and my shouts for help went unheard.

They touched my tail and behind my ears, yanking on them harshly, they started to touch me up. I shouted and screamed louder. Calling for help.

"LEAVE ME ALONE, GO AWAY! HEEELLPPP!" My distress calls still went unheard. And once the put their hands in my clothes I lost it. I roared and punched Stephen across the face, before kicking Rodger in the balls and poking Kyle's eyes.

I ran to the hanger and shouted, I was shivering and scared. The bots surrounded my shivering form.

"What happened, are you hurt?" Ratchet asked.

The three perverted males came out from the hallway and I pointed at them.

"They- They tried to r-r-rape me!" I bawled.
All the Autobot's eyes turned red then. They were angry that these males had lay their hands on me.

Lennox walked in moments later and looked at me, he asked Mirage what was wrong. And when he was told... He lost his shit, he flew at the three perverts and smashed them across the jaws.

Lennox looked up a the bots and gave one sharp nod. Mirage whisked me away as the Autobots converged on the three small men.

Mirage lead me to my room, Iniko trailing behind, and all three of us lay on the bed while listening to rappers quietly...

As for the three ass holes, all I heard were their screams as I laughed, and laughed, and laughed.
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I know the ending sucks, but I'm trying to use my stories as a release instead of hurting myself, cuz I wanna be done with life, but my dad needs me....

Thank you for reading my CyberCubs