As I look through this book I realize almost all of these stories are about you

I don't know if that makes you poetically beautiful

Or if our relationship was such a tragic mess, I had to put it in to words that you would never read because I was too much of a coward to speak it.

My first ever chapter is about the first time you broke my heart

And  the last is about the last time you broke it again

So why do I continue to keep coming back to you?

This book is not all sad you see, in the middle there is happy chapters. The type of happy that warms your heart. Like sweet sticky melting ice cream on a warm summer day.

Those are about you too.

I keep coming back because I will always long for the guy in the middle

The guy in the middle understands me, the guy in the middle cares for me. The guy in the middle seems so different. The guy in the middle is sweet and funny and about everything you could ever ask for. The guy in the middle is a dream, but, sadly dreams end.

At the end you wake up.

You realize it was just a dream.

His reality is that he pretends to care for you, then all of a sudden he doesn't get you anymore. He doesn't understand your feelings like the guy in the middle did, like the guy in the dream did.

I must give up the sickly sweet  dream guy in the middle.

Because he always turns into reality, it always ends with the end guy.

And that is how I will end this book, with the end guy breaking my heart for the last time.

Hello loves

There you have it
We have reached the end
Don't worry I will be making more books in the future! I just couldn't continue this book knowing it was all about the boy I don't love anymore. It would make me not love this book anymore. I thank you all for the love and support you  all have given to me!

Till the next book
- Just Lili
(Ps. All my emos get the title ;)   )