Please.
AN:// This is a kinda weird chapter, I'm just informing some of you that this is a texting chapter and I know some people don't like that! So if you don't ,skip this one please! PS. A few cuss words in this one.
3:30 AM
I stare at my way too bright screen, as my hands start to shake and get sweaty. I look at the time, you're probably sleeping. I sink a little into my bed
A lump forms in my throat, I can feel the pain in my chest. I want to text you so bad, tell you how I feel , tell you how horrible this week has been without you. How I can barely breathe anymore.
Fuck it. I say as a tear rolls down my cheek, I can't take this shit anymore. I Find your name in my phone, looking at the picture of you, god words can't explain how much I miss you. I start to type , my main intention is to let it all out.
Look, I know I shouldn't be texting you, your probably sleeping but I can't help it anymore, I need you to listen to me. This week has been the hardest week of my life, without you. The day after you told me, I woke up and it felt like there was no oxygen in the air anymore.
Every day it felt like I couldn't move. When I see you in the halls, with a smile on your face, like nothing ever happened, it takes all of me not to drop down in tears screaming on the floor. All I can think about is the last thing you said, not a goodbye or I'm sorry, all you said was "I can't do it Anymore" and you left.
So I need to ask you a huge favor, Please, I need you to say "I love you" just one last time, even though you don't mean it. Just give me the pleasure of peace. Please! I need to be able to breathe again! Please.
Delivered 3:35 AM
Read 3:36 AM
Okay.
I love you
Goodbye . Sleep well
That was all you said.
I love you too. I always will. Thank you.
Delivered 3:37 AM
There it was. All he could say were those few words. But that's all I needed. A stream of tears started to fall from my eyes. But not of sadness, but of joy.
All the emptiness was gone. The pain in my chest was gone. I could breathe again, be at peace, because your last words to me are, and forever will be
I love you.
AN://
DAMN!!! FINALLY WE GOT A LONGER CHAPTER!! HALLELUJAH HALLELUJAH HEY AYE AYE GOODBYE
Lilibean~
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