Oh god love, I know we weren't nothing more than friends. Even though every day I would desperately wish we were. But I still miss you.

I keep replaying this little phrase we said to each other one night at 3 am, whispering among the stars.

You said, "We'll be friends forever, won't we?", "Promise me you won't leave." , with a small soft voice and your deep hazel eyes shining up on me. I could only whisper "Forever.", because I was so caught up with the fact that I, just me, was sitting with my favorite, most amazing person in the world ,hearing your heartbeat gazing at the stars.

Well sadly. Baby, Forever always ends. And promises cant be kept. Because one day, people just end up growing apart, and people decide that they're not meant to be.

All I wish now is to still be able to talk again, like we used to.We went from talking all the time to not even saying "Hi.". Baby I can't live like this anymore. Talking to you made me feel at peace. Now all I feel is.. Empty.

I guess we really weren't meant to be. We never even got the chance to try. I miss you, even though we weren't together. I don't really now what we were, or anything at all. I guess all I can say is that you were a lesson. The greatest, most beautiful, wonderful, but heart breaking lesson I could have ever gotten in my entire life. I am eternally grateful for that big, beautiful, memorizing lesson that I will never ever forget.

That lesson is to never promise, ever, on something that seems too good. For it will not stay. Ever heard the saying ,"Too good to be true"?. That is True. Because happiness just doesn't seem to stay in this dark hellhole of a horrid world. For happiness only happens in heaven and in fairy tales. Because in fairy tales there is always a good ending to a story, well in the real world everything always ends, and it isn't happy or poetic, and beautiful. It will always be tragic, and depressing, and will make you not want to breathe.

That is why you never promise on the word "forever." Cause darling, forever, just doesn't seem to last.

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Hello loves! I'm so excited as this story has over 10 reads!! Omg thank you so much I only thought it would get like 3!, I'm sorry for not updating recently I'm in competitive cheer and it has been oh so stressful. :'(. But it just so happens today was my last day! YAY MORE UPDATES!!!!!. Just thanking you guys again. Xoxo °3°
Lilibean~