Lana's POV

I sat in the bathroom, it took me a while but I finally picked myself back together I entered the room. Rachel looked at me and gave me a small smile.

"You alright?" She asked

"I'm fine thanks, its just you don't her a lot of those stories in this generation I guess" I rubbed my eyes and sat next to her and looked her dead in the eyes

"You're braver than I thought, I'm sorry about the shit you've been through, and you know its genuine when I say that because nobody can get emotion out of me" I chuckled slightly

"Its fine, I'm used to all the shit, but what about you? Why are you the way you are?'' She asked

"Well I told you about my mum, she died at my brothers birth too much blood loss because she had to hadher stomach cut open. My older brother left and my dad was never home so I lost the bond i had with him, I ended up becoming really rebelious I suppose, I got detentions constantly, and doing things I shouldn't have. I've been cheated on, depression runs in my family so there was no use getting away from it and I started smoking and heavily drinking, I'm constantly in a losing game thats why I'm so okay with death, becuase its come close before." I shrugged and she smiled sympatheticly at me

"What do you mean that you've come close to death before?" She asked

"I've never been happy, like I said I sarted doing things I shouldn't have, I ended up in a car crash when I was sixteen after drinking to much, I was taken to a hostpital and they figured out I was in early stages of alcohol poisoning, and on top of that I guess I always considered taking my own life just to be with my mum but whats the use" I sighed

"Well I can tell you I know hoow you feel, do you still have alcohol poisoning?" Rachel asked

"Well I'm on a strick no alcohol diet, I have pills and such I have to take, but my story is nowheres near as hell stricken as yours, I hate talking about myself, I just have nobody left in my life" I sighed

"Wellnow you have me, and I have you" Rachel placed a hand on my shoulder

"Thank you" I sniffled then gave her a hug, I finally found somebody how cared.