Rachel POV :||

I've crossed the line. Lana won't look at me, or speak to me. I guess I'll save our friendship by leaving them. I can't do this to Lana. Not after what she's done for me. I walk along the road, on crutches as well. I hobble away from the house. I left a note for Lana, explaining everything.

Walking on crutches is hard. My underarms hurt, as I hobble along the highway. I come to a ditch, a just lay there. "I'll die here." I whisper. That sounds nice. I've hurt Lana, and that's the last thing I wanted to do. Lana, John, Paul, George, and Ringo never needed me.

I just lay in the ditch, admiring the sky. I wish life was easy. I wish I could be a star. Just twinkling up there, without a care in the world. I keep making dumb mistakes that tear Lana apart. This was for the best. I can't cause Lana anymore pain.

I pulled out a copy of the note I wrote.

"Dear Lana,

I've really enjoyed being with you. I love you as if you where my sister. But I can't cause you anymore pain or distress. I've left. I know it's for the best. I've crossed the line. I've made the worst mistakes. Please know, I'm sorry. I will die regretting everything.

Let the boys know I don't want anyone to look for me. I want to die in the wilderness. I've been a burden. I've ruined your life. You're not the ass. I am. I'm a bitch, I'm in ass, I'm a stupid person.

I hope leaving will help you.

From,
Stupid, Bitchy, Asshole, Idiot Rachel."

I cry at my words. Well, I guess I'll be here to rot.

Written By Chandler.