Sorry but im not gonna be updating anything but my drawing book (mabey) for a while. I just hit a dark turn in my life tonight and have come to the realization art is getting me no where and neither is music. Ive lost hope that I'll be a great artist or pianist. I also realized Bono is gonna die and all i do is like fucking dead men so you know what fuck me. Im gonna still draw but its just for fun now. Arts getting me no where. So fuck it. I cant sketch anything simple. I cant even do realism good at all. Even my cartoonish drawings are shit.