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Chapter 18: He does love me

Hannah:

"Hi," I stood up from the bed, unbuttoned blue shirt and matching lacy hiphugger panties in display. Charlie's eyes widened in surprise. I knew exactly why he planned for this trip and I was absolutely ready for anything. Even Louis couldn't distract from thinking about Charlie. Yes he's been a gentleman throughout but I loved Charlie. My lingerie and condoms packed secretly gave me such a thrill during the drive. I almost brought my tea tree and sandalwood candles but I didn't want to accidentally cause a fire in his cabin.

"Wow you-" Charlie stuttered still stunned at my appearance.

"Yeah," I laughed sheepishly, looking down at my bare feet, tucking a piece of my hair behind my ear. "I know it's not like extravagant or outlandish but it was the best I could think of," I bit my lip and grabbed his neck, resting my head against his. The whole night of watching movies and eating takeout together has been wonderful, it should be sealed with something special. "Do you like it?"

"Hannah are you sure that we should," kissing him softly, cutting off his sentence he stood frozen but I felt his hands gripping my waist, lips and tongue salty from dinner, becoming rough and passionate. Pulling him forward to my chest, back landing on the soft bed and him on top as we continued our lustful kisses "Hannah, I love you," he said breathlessly.

My stomach and heart doing somersaults on repeat to his words, this is perfect. He does love me; the best way to lose my virginity. "I love you so much, Charlie," I replied against his mouth.

I whimpered as I held him closer, hands trailing to his pants and starting to unbuckle them but he stopped my movement, "but we can't do this." Lifting his body from mine, my skin now cold from his rejection.

"What?" My eyebrows furrowed and confused.

"Not right now anyway." Wasn't this the reason for the weekend away?

"I thought this is what you wanted, that's why we're here" I propped myself on my elbows as I looked into his eyes.

"I just wanted us to get away from the stress of hiding." He explained.

My shoulders slumped in disappointment and embarrassment. "We're still hiding though."

"Hannah-"

"I'm so stupid," standing from the mattress I ran into the bathroom, locking the door behind and sliding down the door. My butt on the bare tiled ground tears pooling out my eyes. He knocked three times for my attention.

"You're not stupid, Han." He told me through the door.

"Yes I am, an idiot for throwing myself at you. Thinking my boyfriend would want me." I cried in response. The salty discharge streaming down my cheeks, snot coming out my nostrils.

"Don't talk like that, of course I want you. All the time. You're not just another girl to screw over Hannah, you mean so much to me." Hearing his words and how genuine his tone is, I wiped my face hard with the back of my hand and stood on my feet and cracked the door open.

"Really?" I questioned pouting my bottom lip.

Charlie's smiled widely, "really." I opened the door fully, still inside the bathroom. "I wouldn't force you to do anything, or make some plan to sleep with you. I love you," he told me cupping my face, noses brushing I giggled shyly.

"I love you too, I didn't even know how to say it in so long and not freak you out," I confessed.

"I have been too, this is the best time to say it," I laughed, a tear drop escaped from the corner of my eye, he wiped it away gently with his rough thumb.

"I should put some clothes on then," I told him, pulling the hem of my shirt, feeling shy and more naked.

"To be honest you look good this way" he smirked jokingly.

I playfully punched his arm. "I'm cold, I need my PJs."

Making my way to my clothes in my bag, he grabbed my wrist turning me to him. "It should be when both of us are ready, Ok?" I simply nodded, knowing he was right, finding my black pants and a yellow t-shirt for bed, Charlie taking off his jeans, now in his plaid boxers and t shirt. Why must he tempt me? Both of us getting into the covers, my back against his chest as his strong arms pulled me closer. Kissing my shoulder and neck, muttering 'I love you' over and over to each other until we fell asleep.  

I am still editing this book offline, yes it says completed but i unpublished the chapters due to bad writing and grammars.