|| therapy video ||

|| tape eight ||

Effy sat on the wooden chair. Her arms crossed over her chest and just staring at the camera, with eyes cold and exhausted.

Ashton run his long fingers through his hair, messing it. He looked back at the screen and shook his head. "You would be so disgusted by me if you see me now. I know you would." Effy finally spoke. "But I bet you're still so damn hot as you always were. Dude even when you woke up, you were beautiful and beautiful isn't even a word for guys."

Ashton smiled. He was sat on their bed, at the apartment they both shared. He was hugging Effy's small pillow tight to his chest, quietly breathing in her smell. He was thinking how much he loved the way she smell, just like chocolate.

"If you want me to be completely honest," Effy sighed. "I feel like shit right now." She frowned and Ashton shook his head. "Do you know why? Because I only feel beautiful when I'm around you. You make me feel the happiest and the luckiest girl in the world and without you I can't do anything, be anything or be anyone because the person I love has forgotten about me."

Ashton shook his head, only because effy was wrong this time. He didn't forget her, he would never do and never will.

the end is soon. so, any ideas ?

eva xx.